hmmm.. nothin special today lah.. as ususal mon is always so sian.. hmmm.. no pe.. stay in class.. den chinese lesson.. hehe.. teacher say chinese compo highest from 5a3 is 42/70 hehe.. not eric or min hui oh.. is hehe.. me wor.. hehe.. sound crazy rite.. my chinese fail all e way.. now i got highest for compo.. hehe.. e marker is mdm khoo ah moi.. hehe.. after recess.. decootaa no come.. free period.. hehe.. geo no nid say lah.. shawa here not here still e same i oso nver pay attention de.. hehe.. math lesson.. fav sia..but she still wear a little too much.. haha..go library!!

nura:DISC profilling say u under stress izzit
me:huh!!??
nura:those hu got problem they wil giv their namesto e teacher.. our class got 2 person 1 is u..
me:izzit?
nura.. so u under stress ah..
me:hmm.. mayb..
nura:abt wat
me:wat else relationship lah
nura:haven get over it.. so long already
me:it take time okie.. bit by bit step by step
nura:get over it okie
me:... (nodded)

hehe.. disc profilin so acturate meh? jus test nia.. test so mani ting.. power.. after schol go mama take cig.. after tat jiu go kopitiam makan.. n go hm..sian.. later meetin gabriel for study leh.. last nite cal qaliz.. she now got workin liao.. as a make up artist.. hmmm..at dono wat street lah.. bridal shop.. start work 3 days onli.. haiz.. tom public holiday she still gotto to work.. sian.. cant bei me go out.. spiderman 3 comin out tom.. hehe.. but no one bei wo kan.. sian.. sian ah..

well.. i pity crystal sia.. love robby so much while robby again n again wan break her heart haiz.. bu zhi dao shi zhen de si huan hai shi wan wan er yi.. she keep cryin.. haiz.. y robby u wan do tis.. forget pat lah.. go on wit her.. she waitin for u to patch.. haiz.. so gd de ger don wasted.. cherish her while u can.. if not.. she gone u regrett.. come on.. feelin not strong.. feelin can develop de mah.. slowly lai lah.. haiz..

woah.. last nite reali had a gd dream.. sibei love it.. hehe.. it abt her maxcelin me n shawn.. haha.. nice seh.. i hope my tat dream will come true.. it feel so real.. haha.. early mornin.. wake up chiong to bedok.. makan.. wait for shawn n kai.. (IT WANST FULL HOUSE TODAY_SOB SOB:( )den went to bedok rite.. it fun.. today jus free n easy ride.. jump her jump thr.. nice.. learnin how to kangeroo.. when we were restin.. men shawn tok abt ger again.. haha.. but in a mature manner.. how to hav tis ger.. he hav his problem.. i hav my problem.. he shared it wit me.. tat wat frenz for!! haiz.. i feel kinda sad.. look at her friendster.. not so much of testi le.. hehe..

BELOW R TODAY"S RIDE PHOTO

2 days nver blog.. hmmm.. ytd school eng n mt paper 1.. hmmm... eng compo not enough time to finish.. sian. it abt 'forgive n forget" nice title to write.. i seriously write e whole real story out.. abt me n her.. hehe.. detail confidential.. haha.. ask me personally.. den after school.. went mama.. den wit gabriel shawn go take energystick.. den went hm.. pourin like fuck.. actually decide to study ytd.. but shawn insisted on goin to marina sq.. see wat helmet lah.. me n gabriel tag along lor.. haha.. eat chocolate fun sia.. haha.. steal chocolate stick.. hehe.. went aracde.. play e e punchin bag game.. haha.. reali if tat e real person.. e person sure die.. meuse kick punch.. even chair to hit man.. hardcore.. haha.. den took cab back to my hse.. cb taxi driver bring us go elsewhere.. den duration abt an hr den reach hm.. knn.. "eh uncle.. sssssssssssss..." haha.. onli we 3 noe wat is it.. hehe.. went hm eat n study wit gabriel.. nite time.. ah boon jio mewatch movie.. nightmare detective.. kns.. 1155 show.. not nice de sia.. not gore enough.. story line sux too.. finish show abt 130 took cabby hm.. slpslp..

slp till 330 tis afternoon.. haha.. so shiok.. i got few interestin dreams last nite.. hehe.. gotfuck de.. got sad de.. got sweet de.. got murderin de lor.. woah.. hehe.. den meet ming kiat kiwi zeeyee n e guy kana beaten by shawn.. hehe.. cb.. meet 415.. they 435 den reach knn.. no sense of timmin.. hate late comers.. den went bugis shooppin.. mingkiat wan buy shirt n pant.. i acc him.. giv him comments.. haha.. help him choose.. den kiwi n e guy keep kp hot lah.. no air con.. knn.. kpkb.. no wonder they no stead.. no patience at all.. den went arcade forawhile.. den head for dinner.. after tat.. they send zeeyee hm.. me oso go hm lor.. jiu like tat.. cal qalizno ans.. cb.. dono gowhere liao.. smth happen to her izzit.. sian.. tom muzwakeup at 830.. cb got trainin.. sian..

haiz.. i veri sian e whole fuckin day.. knn.. argh.. in school.. sibei sian... knn.. nura seem like she noe somethin.. acting strange lately.. hehe... mayb she noe it liao.. haha.. today dnt.. do nothin.. help zy tink of note to write for xl.. their 1st mth.. n johnathan's 16 mth.. congrats.. haiz.. all got gf liao.. while me..ku ling ling de.. everyone is sure hu their love ones is.. while me.. confused.. complicated.. smth gonna work out.. i cant stay tis way.. after school robby bei me go buy energystick.. on e way.. tok abt her.. if i sing e song to her.. wat wil how wil she react? haiz.. tat e onli way i can express my feelin wit.. AVIATION-YOU WERE MY EVERYTHIN.. haiz.. after tat.. go mama slack.. den shawn came wit his bike.. play for awhile. haiz.. tink forget how to track stand liao.. not so steady as i use to b.. after tt go hm alone..loner sia.. at mama crystal suddenly msg me.. MIA so long now den msg me.. hmmm.. robby date her out on sat.. ask me to tag along.. crazy sia.. they 2 x lover.. den me xtra.. hmmm.. walao.. haiz.. sian.. borin sia.. fuck up life..

I WAN A GIRLFRIEND :(

hmmm. mornin nothin much as usual.. after recess.. math lesson.. ms nura.. like not hapi sia.. face black black de.. ask her.. y she seem so unhapi... she say we gettin more n more lazy..did we.. 5a3??? den nothin much happen.. cme period we wrap up e hamper.. it was 2 veri nicely welll done by 5a3 okie.. hehe.. givin away to others.. den after school.. no chem xtra lesson.. ah lam not feelin well.. haiz.. den went out to mama wit shawn.. went buy energystcik wti shawn n kiwi i tink!!! haha.. comeback heard syfiq n liang yu spar.. veri pro mah!! come challenge me.. i wan to test where i stand.. "WAN PIECE OF ME_COME GET SOME" den slack thr.. den ming kiat n his ger.. hmmm.. zeeying i tink.. she look sweet lah.. wit a pair of nice eyes.. woah.. malaysian.. 16 but sec 3e5..haha.. jie di lian.. haha.. 16 n 15.. haha.. im not much better too.. 18 n 21.. lol.. after tat..went hm play abitof FREE RUNNING.. meet gabriel at 6 study again.. eat at e cafe.. den study.. today like no mood to study.. but bo bian.. at least do somethin.. task fulfillment muz do somthin.. i did my dnt.. tinkin of idea.. den 8 mind block.. went out for short break.. went to play basketball.. haha.. we played air ball 5 pushup.. five ballss.. didnt goal.. 1 push up.. can play cum trainnin.. killin 2 bird wit 1 stone.. hehe.. gabriel did e most.. our arm like feel abit jelly.. haha.. rainin.. sian.. went back to cafe.. den for awhile.. his frenz x shoolmates.. came in e cafe.. hmm.. 15 quite chio. ah lian type.. body soso.. face nice.. hehe.. average.. name niko i tink.. den went hm under e rain..

qaliz.. y nver pick up my cal.. still slpin mah.. walao.. she can slp whole day de sia.. lol.. ANSWER my cal quick.. miss u so much..

haiz.. sian.. today tuesday.. no nura lesson.. sibei sian.. at class oso nothin to do.. after school.. gomama.. most of them not thr..went for bowlin competition.. hmm.. loner sia today.. borin.. today come hm.. tranfer song to mp4 n psp.. nothin to do liao.. chiong dota lor.. haiz.. today no study.. gabriel go bei laopo.. so..sian.. haven cal qaliz yet.. lazy to do sia... haiz.. fcuk up today.. so borin..

hmmm.. nothin special in school.. until.. ms shawa class.. haha.. we study in library..song bo.. spent 1sr period doin man's tok.. haha.. don worry haffeez.. everythin wil b fine.. not so easy get ahem de.. but do b more careful next time.. shoot else where alrite.. hehe.. hmmm.. den next period ms nura..woah.. today not chio sia.. "forget it.. we hav lesson class" sudden mood swing.. lol.. haha.. den in class do math lor.. bo bian.. chiobu not hapi today.. bo bian.. make her angry den dismissed us at 2pm.. lol.. after tat went mama wit zy john kai n ming.. today so quiet.. no one at mama.. den slack thr.. nike n chuan ya..gabriel n rou ying.. dumb dumb n his gf??? went hav some fun at staircase.. go so long.. lol.. not tired ah.. haha.. den gabriel broke my watch len.. hmmm.. hope it unrepairable.. haha.. den can get new watch.. hehe.. den went hm lor.. cos later gotto go study wit gabriel.. at macpherson cc.. study hor.. mid yr comin don play play.. i change my song almost everyday depend on my mood.. my mind tinkin of hu.. haha.. today hp veri quiet leh.. nobody msg me.. crystal sudden no reply..??? sick again??? haha..

last nite cal qaliz.. ard 1 am..
me:ya dear!!
qaliz:yes dear
me:haven slp ah
qaliz:goin to.. u haven slp ah.. tom no school?
me:got..jus cant get to bed.. nver listen to ur voice cant slp
qaliz:ya my dear.. done ur hmwork?
me:nah lazy to do.. whole day at hm today!
qaliz:ya.. take care of my bro
me:oh.. icic.. tom goin out.. u receive my msg jus now
qaliz:ya.. goin to interview.. wat msg?
me:u nver check ur hp
qaliz:my sis take n use jus now..later i check
me:oh nothin much to.. jus askin for ur add..
qaliz:for wat
me:i saw a cake tat i tink u wil like it too.. so tot of delivery to ur hse
qaliz:nah.. y don u delivery to my hse urself
me:ya i wish to.. but how can i meet u.. while u cant come out everytime
qaliz: hmm.. wat cake is tat?
me:a cute stich pic on top
qaliz:where u find tat..
me:at sweden..
qaliz:y i cant find it
me:u seldom walk to e fridge wat.. it in e fridge
qaliz:i hope it has my favourite favour
me:i not sure abt e favour..
qaliz:i wan chocolate
me:ya.. so i say i wan send it to ur hse
qaliz:eee i don wan.. i don wan eat alone.. i wan to eat wit u
me:where can u come out i bring u go eat lor..
qaliz: how abt wed dear.. i try to sneak out.. cos my sis not schoolin.. i tel my mum i went out wit her
me:okie lor. up to u.. u let me noe again lor
qaliz:"wat again" sori my mum naggin at me again.. wan me do e laundry
me:oh icic.. am i botherin u my dear
qaliz:nah.. later den i entertain her
me:haha.. bad sia u..
qaliz:my mum oso wan me to do ting for her..
me:lol.. ya.. sweetie u can go help ur mum.. it okie wit me..
qaliz:oh don wanna tok to me..
me:nolah.. help ur mum lor..
qaliz:okie lor.. sorri dear.. i msg u tom k
me:sure no problem.. bye dear
qaliz:bye dear muackz
me:bye muackk

woah tok to her damn long sia.. high.. hehe.. she sa jiao on e phone oso veri powerful.. haha.. perhaps i fall in love wit her liao..

ytd n today.. nothin much leh.. dono wat to blog too.. nver cal qaliz ytd.. lazy to do so.. hmm.. ytd ard 9 plus.. crystal replied.. finnally.. tot she not gonna msg me liao.. hehe.. she is both emotional n physical fine.. hmmm.. hmmm. msg till ard 12 bah.. den i told her i goin to slp.. i felt uneasy tis few day when she no reply.. mayb too use to msgin her everyday le.. ever since she left my life.. seem like thr isnt other woman tat can replace e feelin inside my heart.. still feelin empty.. qaliz.. would u mind fillin my heart? gosh.. mid yr exam comin.. i not even studyin for it.. jus seem too lazy to study.. will see wat i can blog on mon.. ??? see u take care!!

well school nothin much today.. dnt too borin.. me n zy.. go make swords..haha.. sian lor.. 1 break by bob.. one by zk.. lol.. so nice..drop on e floor.. break into 2 pieces... haiz.. after school went down mama.. slack.. nike got taiji.. see they fight.. lol.. small kid fightin.. eeeeee.. den slack wit xiao ben nike derek n e 2 gers.. haha.. wantin for gabriel to come back wit cig.. sian.. went hm alone.. den go out wit wen zi.. go shooppin see fish tank.. nice man.. got new ger.. haha.. den saw his frenz.. chat n bring us ard geylang.. see gers.. den see ppl gambling.. seem fun leh.. hehe.. nver tried b4..

dear dear go JB.. leave me alone at singapore.. sob sob.. tom practical test.. dono whether i noe how to do anot.. sian.. nothin much today.. sian day..

hehe.. it a fun day today.. hehe.. mornin do eng proposal.. fun.. after tat jiu recess.. haha.. early recess.. durin recess.. me gabriel n nike.. hav some man's tok.. good to hear nike makin his right decision.. goodjob.. after recess..my fav.. ms nura.. white top.. nice.. seen her side view.. u confirm steam.. knn de hot.. now den i noe.. ta zhen da.. woah.. under black colour sia.. haha.. nver meant to see.. but it tooo obvious.. haha.. simply jus love tat!!! CMEperiod go res pick litter.. clear cip hr.. haha.. go res wit FORM TCHER ms nura.. haha.. high again.. she so chio sia.. begin to like prefer malay gers..
MS NURA CHIO HOR!! MUACKZZZZ
haha.. jokin jokin.. den took bus back to school.. went mama hav lunch over thr.. den head back school for eng oral.. hmmm.. best tcher for e day.. ms shawa.. haha..we hav our oral in com lab.. 1st time in my 6 yr in damai.. haha.. finish oral went to mama.. for awhile.. hear tat nike got taiji.. sian.. no jio me go now.. haiz.. got fight sia.. den went dragonboat trainin wit johnathan.. went thr.. slack for 1 1/2 hr.. haha.. jus noe tat they got competition on fri.. sian i cant take part.. fri got practical test.. haiz.. den went hm.. on e bus saw gabriel n his laopo.. jiu tok on bus lor.. hehe..

call qaliz today.. her bday today.. she went out wit her cousins.. lol.. nver cal me out.. go pub tonite leh.. sian.. she sureeeeee drink alot de.. worry for her.. nvm lah.. her bday today.. giv chance.. sian.. i oso dono she got hide ting from me anot.. keep sayin prepaid low lor.. i intend to help her top up.. den i find out she hav $26.27 inside.. so much still sayin prepaid low.. haiz.. sian..

bleahxx.. hao sian wor.. hmmm.. mornin jarbo taf.. sit thr wit gabriel.. knn.. hungry sia.. cal a ger hu is at mama to buy cup noodle back for us.. wah.. she reali GOT buy.. witout hot water.. how to eat sia.. dono how to use brain de sia.. lol.. me n gabriel LMAO.. haha.. nothin much happen durin school hr leh.. hmm.. cos ms nura not here... sobsob.. cant get to see her.. muackz.. miss her lots.. haha.. after school.. slack at mama.. fun.. wit gabriel big head xiao ben n a white guy.. for ur name.. kim wat de lah.. kim chi??? lol.. NVm.. help e mrkim wat de clear his debt.. haha.. fun man.. tag team wit xiao ben.. CHI SHI gabriel.. haha.. big head b e jinx man.. curse gabriel to lose money.. haha.. den play cards at mama.. wait fornike to come back wit cig.. unexpectated he came back wit nth.. haiz.. bo bian.. take from e 2 chiobu.. sherlyn lee n grace.. siao sia.. grace tot i wanna jio sherlyn.. lol.. come on.. jus frenz dude.. den slack till 5 bah.. chiong hm n chiong dota.. shawn kai ming john robby all waiting for me.. 3v3.. haiz.. i keep feedin.. sian.. lol.. hmmm.. now nothin to do.. chattin msn.. n msgin crystal.. she sickk.. so didnt go school.. hmmm.. qaliz's bday tom.. she goin out wit parents.. knn.. parents so bloody extra.. haiz.. well i oso didnt buy anythin for her yet.. opps.. sori.. hehe.. didnt cal her today yet.. wil do it later.. hmm.. well nothin to blog for today.. continue tom..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED DEAR QALIZ.. MUACKZZ

hmm.. today ah.. sibei slppy sia.. go school 1st 2 period PE.. walao.. hehe.. step yi ge sick.. tel jade tan cant do pe.. haha.. escaped 2.4.. hehe.. recess eat quite alot.. cb... hmmm.. den geo got test.. haha.. nver take at all.. stay back of my class. slp.. passup plain sheet of paper.. hehe.. shawa LL.. 'desmond y u didnt even try?' lol.. combined humanities.. confirm fail.. no point tryin.. hmmm.. math lesson.. woah... power sia.. my fav ms nura.. white top.. wah.. so nice to see.. hehe.. ssssss.. high.. hmmm.. went library for math test.. heng today no study hr.. go mama slack.. noe 2 new ger.. hmmm.. SHERLYN LEE.. GRACE.. wh..love tat name.. 'sherlyn' same as my x.. hehe.. unique name.. hehe.. so far i noe 3 ger wit tat same name.. same speellin.. all not bad lookin wor.. den went hm alone.. knn on e bus.. got 1 indian stare at me.. look like begger sia.. point point at me.. knn.. den wanna sit so close to me.. eeeeeeee.. cb.. r all indian GAY?? today e crystal fall sick.. after school her mummy bring her go see doc.. hehe.. so mani ppl fall sick.. hope u get well soon.. sian.. haven cal qaliz today.. dono how is she doin.. NVM.. so sian..

hmmm.. ytd no blog.. too tired.. haiz.. ytd ah.. hmmm.. stay at hm e whole afternoon.. chattin online wit gers.. woah.. shiok ah.. hehe.. around 5 ah.. meet wen zi.. help him open singtel line leh.. he change phone into e w800i.. white in color.. not bad lookin.. but still prefer n95.. anyone can buy for me? haha.. den after tat..meet jia xin for awhile.. cos she goin to fluid last nite.. see wat she wear.. chey.. not tat hot lah.. too bad.. she last nite cover too much.. if not.. hehe.. go fluid tio aim by guys.. hers don play play hor.. cao cao oso D CUP.. hehe.. she love wearin push up bra ah.. dono y.. guy for u all to check it out.. hot chick!!! den went watch movie wit wen zi.. REAPING.. not bad.. abt demon n christian god stuff.. too bad.. not gore enough.. but it M18..wth.. could hav b more gore when killin those kids.. hehe... i love blood.. yummy.. finish show went hm.. too tired.. go hm still nid to do hmwork.. den msg e crystal.. msg till ard 130 cos she nid to acc her sis do hmwork.. hmm..

today.. mornin go meet grandmother go pray grandfather.. cb.. so mani ppl... weather fuckin hot.. haiz.. pray fiinish.. sudden i receieve a msg.. from dono hu.. mayb i noe u.. but i delete ur no liao.. sori.. ask her/he hu he/she is.. she/he say ' since u dono me den nvm' lol.. hu sia.. i wonder..after go mummy place to makan wit uncle.. haiz.. den went hm tuition.. sian.. after tuition.. i went to her frenster.. cb.. change pic.. somemore e fucker is naked.. knn.. it obvious she in his house.. still deny she nver been b4.. haiz.. lose liao izzit..???? haiz.. wat is she doin all tis man.. tot she hate it.. hmmm.. PEOPLE CHANGED.. haiz,.. see startin of e relationship veri sweet rite.. EVERYDAY got testi.. now u see lor got EVERYDAY mah.. last is 5/04 latest is 14/04.. haha.. don tel me.. u nver update nver log in lah.. see how long can u both last...!!! my bet wit elaine haven lose yet.. haha.. den rest of e afternoon stay at hm.. rest..

aiyo.. where is qaliz.. ytd n today nver cal her.. haha.. jialat.. dear.. i miss u alot sia.. fuck out of ur house n meet me leh.. waleh.. being msgin crystal tis few days.. nver meet her b4.. den keep msgin.. like talkin to a strangeer sia.. feelin got abit wierd wierd de.. haha.. wonder how she look like??? she seldom use com no frenster no msn.. wtf.. 1st time.. 1st time.. see ger like tat.. more funny is she love horror movie.. superme.. my type.. haha.. veri rare ger like horror.. wah.. gd job ah.. i startin to tink im a psycho man.. durin e day.. i may seem normal... nite i keep on tinkin of deadly move to kill tat FUCKER.. i wasnt sure wat am i doin.. i keep on tinnkin.. wat if i met tat guy on e street.. how wil i react.. how would i beat him up.. all tis ting... jus come into my mind.. haiz.. no ridin tis week.. well.. basicly i tink i lost perhaps 2 rider in my life.. seng n kai.. now hao xiang shi anti-desmond.. lol.. in school no tok.. no see each other.. see le.. oso no tok.. well.. im fine wit tat... nvm lah.. life still carry on like crystal said.. haha.. was suppore to console tat crystal cos she jus broke up wit robby.. end up she console me.. haha.. it 4 mth already... my mind n heart still feelin smth laggy.. where is my soul.. i nid u back.. my soul my energy my life..

mornin go mama.. walk in wit gabriel.. nver tot she was onli few metre behind me.. sob sob.. tink saw me.. she walk so fast up back to her class.. haiz.. den recess.. heard john got cc liao.. wah.. congrats.. FUCK UP.. it wasnt myself.. cant hav any of my own comment.. haiz.. later OTHER PPL see.. kpkb..ccb.. hmmm.. haha.. at math class.. my chiobu tcher again.. wah.. today ahem.. sibei chio.. FLOWERY CUP.. didnt mean to see.. but it obvious by e side.. hmmm.. high sia.. so u can imagine.. y my math is always so gd huh.. muackkzz... after school got oral.. knn.. e cb jasmin go suan robby.. wat sec u from.. ccb.. pcb.. u noe he retain u still shoot him.. cb.. u urself oso retain waste 1 yr.. knn.. dare to say other.. wah.. argue lor.. cb.. forget tell her.. not happi come.. cal ppl down.. i solo waiting for u.. haiz.. oral i read till veri nervous sia.. cb.. alot of words i dono how to read.. haha.. after oral head to mama shop.. eat wit gabriel.. went to buy energy stick wit him.. sian.. e uncle go liao.. so cant buy.. den head back hm... on bus.. tok lots of stuff.. all related to ger.. haha.. fav topic.. on e way walkin hm.. cal qaliz..

me:yeah baby
qaliz:yes sweetie
me:how u feelin today?
qaliz:like dyin!
me:huh.. still feelin weak ah.. stop slpin lah.. tink u slp too much..
qaliz:i slp eat watch tv n slp..
me:lol.. giv me ur add lah so tat i can go ur hse n take care of u
qaliz:not need lah.. my mum at hse.. she wont let u in..
me:next wed.. where do u wan to go?
qaliz:not in e mood to celebrate
me:i oso dono wat to buy for u man
qaliz:hmmm.. aiya don nid buy lah
me:den i shall bring u out okie.. i miss u
qaliz:i noe u miss me.. see how on sun.. if im feelin better.. let go out..
me:alrite.. hmmm.. anythin else u wanna say!!
qaliz.. hmm.. lol.. noti.. miss u too
me:hmmm.. tat all?
qaliz:u so bad.. love u sweetie.. muackzz
me:haha.. alrite baby.. cal u tonite okie.. muack..


wah.. tok on my hp.. 10 mins ++.. bill explode liao.. hmm.. also confuse wat is she to me.. my gf? sob sob.. i oso haven or rather cant confirm tat she my gf! if she reali is.. i seem to b more chee hong den her sia.. her relationship starts on 17/2/07.. haha.. mine 14/2/07 valentine's day..3 days earlier den her... opps..

robby broke wit his stead today.. wat a waste.. she so pretty.. i nver seen her in person lah.. but through photo.. she's not bad.. i got her no.. i msg her.. wah.. she was like so sad.. she love robby so much n robby treat her tis way.. haiz.. feel bad for her too.. msg her alot.. e whole nite.. she jus cant stop tinkin of robby.. a slightestting robby done.. she oso touched.. wah.. hard to find tis kind of chabo sia.. bo bian.. robby hai shi love pat.. ROBBY ROBBY.. life gotto move on.. in life u got to learn how to forget.. learn how to lose.. haiz.. sian man..

feat. Snoop Dogg
[Akon:] Convict...Music...and you know we up front.

[Chorus: Akon] I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

[Snoop Dogg] Money in the air as mo’ fell
Grab you by your coattail, take you to the motel, ho sale
Don’t tell, wont tell, baby say “I don’t talk, Dogg unless you told on me” - oh well
Take a picture wit me, what the flick gon’ do
Baby stick to me and I’ma stick on you
If you pick me then I’ma pick on you
d-o-double g and I’m here to put this d*** on you
I'm stuck on p**** and your’s is right
Rip ridin’ the poles and them doors is tight
And I’ma get me a shot ‘fo the end of the night
Cuz p**** is p**** and baby you’re p**** for life

[Chorus: Akon] I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

[Akon] Shorty I can see you ain’t lonely
Handful of n***** and they all got cheese
See you lookin’ at me now what its gon’ be
Just another tease far as I can see
Trynna get you up out this club if it means spendin' a couple dubs
Throwin’ bout 30 stacks in the back make it rain like that cuz I'm far from a scrub
And you know my pedigree, ex-deala use to move phetamines
Girl I spend money like it don’t mean nuthin’ and besides I got a thing for you.
[Chorus: Akon] I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know girl

[Snoop Dogg] Mobbin' through the club and I’m low pressin’
I’m sittin’ in the back in the smoker’s section (just smokin’)
Birds eye, I got a clear view
You can’t see me, but I can see you (baby I see you) -mm
It’s cool, we jet, the mood is set, your p**** is wet
You’re rubbin’ your back and touchin’ your neck
Your body is movin', you humpin' and jumpin'
Your t****** is bouncin', you smilin' and grinnin' and lookin’ at me

[Akon] Girl and while your looking at me I’m ready to hit the caddy
Right up on the patio move the patty to the caddy
Baby you got a phatty, the type I like to marry
Wantin’ to just give you everything and that’s kinda scary
Cuz I'm lovin the way you shake your ass
Bouncin', got me tippin' my glass
Lil' mully(?) don’t get caught up too fast
But I got a thing for you

[Chorus: Akon] I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

[Chorus: Akon] I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know girl...

hmmm.. sian.. now everyday go school.. gabriel mum come fetch me.. haha.. free ride to school daily.. yoz. shiok bo.. haha.. today gotmy fav tcher lesson.. wah.. chio sia.. hehe.. knn same.. like cold war.. nver tok to e bunch of them.. haiz.. sua liao.. nvm... after study hr.. saw her.. but tink she WILL NVERR SEE ME.. argh.. nvm.. go hm alone leh.. loner sia..

today call qaliz..
me: hello.. dear u recovered?
qaliz:no sweetie.. i still havin fever..
me:oh u went to see doc anot.. wan me bring u go see again?
qaliz:seen already.. nvm it okie.. i feel veri weak..
me:alrite den.. ya.. hmmm.. den u go rest lor.. i'll cal u tonite..
qaliz:okie bye sweetie muackz
me:bye

sad huh.. she still sick.. next week wed her bday.. 21 yr old sia..haha.. can imagine 21 ger n 18 yr old boy together.. haha.. i wasnt quite sure of my status too.. compilcated.. haha.. i usin qaliz to forget her..

today dono wat to blog abt.. knn.. gan dulan today.. diao at kai n zy morning.. knn.. serious not hapi wit them... ccb.. argh.. nvm.. after schooltok.. cum settle everythin.. cb.. haiz..

back hm.. saw my blog.. cb.. fuck u seng.. knn.. wat u wan.. ccb.. i di siao u izzit.. wil u stop tat? knn..

FUCK UP LIFE

knn.. early in e mornin tio mr ng.. ccb.. shawn holdin cig.. he walk into e toilet..

ng: well done.. follow me to e office.. expain to mr you
shawn:i haven smoke leh.. haven light yet..
ng:no.. havin tat in ur mouth is bad enough.. hu cig is tat??
me:mine!! im 18 already..
ng:okie u oso follow me to e office.. expain to mr you..

wah.. knn.. 18 yr old still kana.. ccb.. wait for mr you.. outside office.. sian.. knn take so long time.. den me n shawn.. hehe.. jarbo.. nver go see him.. chao ah chao

den went back toclas.. wah.. ms v tan.. sexy white top.. wah.. how to concentrate like tat.. next period jiu chinese teast.. knn.. nver study at all.. haha.. at e last period.. knn.. cal me do friendster band.. so gerger.. walan.. my finger so big.. den handle such small string.. eee.. walao.. i nver do ah.. ask hanisah n min hui help me do.. i help to hold onli haha..

after school.. hear tat bee hwa got taiji.. hehe.. wit hu.. her class de tingwei if my info is not wrong.. haha.. same class oso wan tio.. knn.. bo liao.. childish stuff.. actually wan go help de.. cos bee hwa taiji.. den tink.. aiya.. i dono how to tok.. i onli fight.. GOT FIGHT DEN I GO.. come on man.. long time nver unleashed e beast inside me.. go robby house swim.. till abt 430.. fiinish swim tok abt ger again..

Robby:y u so dulan i got gf?
me:dono.. jus don like it..
shawn:wtf.. knn..
me:dono lah.. i jus don like.. it like u jus broke off from a veri devoted relationship.. den now so soon u got urself a new ger.. like wtf rite
robby: ya but if i tink back.. how pat hurt me.. i more tong ku wat..
me:like i don feel e same like tat.. knn.. after i knew e truth.. cb.. i wan to apologise to her.. but wil she accept anot.. hey.. u n pat got tok.. me no.. she HATE me so much now.. hu more ke lian.. knn..
shawn: if i got gf leh.. u dulan anot..
me:no lah.. u okie leh..
shawn:......
me:i don get it.. y so much into another relationship.. arent u hurt enough in ur past one? seriously.. i recently add so mani ger in frenster go out wit so mani new ger.. i feel wtf sia.. my heart still onli got 1 ger.. haiz.. yet she hate me.. n got a new bf.. haiz.. hearin new info abt his bf almost everyday!!?? @#$%^& wat flirt he is in school.. ccb.. yet she like tis kind of guy.. argh..
robby & shawn: relax lah..

haiz.. fuck up life.. knn.. tis zy go her dear blog spam stuff abt me.. n tat kai oso.. 100% more carin den me.. okie fine.. eh.. 2 of u.. not hapi come straight to me.. don go ppl's blog.... tok abt me.. knn,... tok jiao wei.. knn.. cb.. 2 on 1 lah,,.. lai.. i here wait u.. ccb.. make me so dulan.. kai u don force me.. say ting u don like to hear hor.. ccb.. zy.. don force me.. to go di siao ur dear until jialat jialat.. beware.. im not a person u like to play wit!!!

wonder qaliz's fever went down le mah.. sob sob.. she haven msg yet today.. most properly still slpin.. she sleepy head sia.. can slp so long de ssia,.. i wan see her badly.. sob sob :'(

haha.. im goin to make prom nite tis yr... i wan to see all chairman from all e guaduatin class.. hehe.. well.. school so shiok today.. not much studies.. haha.. shawa not here.. B.IG MAMA.. hmmm.. ms nura chio sia.. e way she smile.. hehe.. sian.. y is she my tcher.. my frennz bu shi hao.. hehe.. nice huh.. i wan go cut hair.. nobody pei me sia.. knn.. john ps me..wan go pei her wei lai laopo CC.. walao.. ps kia.. sob sob.. poor ting.. afternoon cal qaliz out pei me go cut hair.. found out tat she is sick.. not feelin well.. opps.. im sorry.. sweetie.. im not thr to take good care of u.. wan pei her go doc de.. her daddy send her go see.. hmmm.. get well soon sweetie.. MUACKZZ after school no STUDY HR.. went hm wit gabriel.. hmmm.. den got a msg from wen zi.. "wan go out.. meet gal" haha.. meet ger sia.. hu don wan... hehe.. don get e wrong idea.. FRENZ ONLI.. i hate ppl tink e wrong way.. don get e wrong impression.. hmmm.. meet him 430 at arjunied mrt.. den wait for a ger cal jolene.. went to grandlink plat billard n pool.. wah..wen zi so pro.. knn.. most of e balls.. cleared by him den proceed to pool.. let e jolene play.. hmmm.. left handed.. i like left handed ppl.. hmmm.. e special feelin toward left handed.. she ah.. pretty.. pierces at e lip.. finish playin.. go buy bubbles tea.. den wen zi ps me.. wah sian.. kana ps twice in a day.. double kill.. i wanted to send her hm de.. she insist no nid.. okie lor.. fine lor.. im sorry for u zhu zhu.. cosi heard tat u hav wat sort of illness den after tat.. took cab.. go parkway.. supercuts.. cut my hair.. i keep my taill haha.. wan see how long is my tail.. hehe i wan vandalise my head leh.. haiz.. schoolin cant.. knn damai.. sux lah.. after cut.. head hao xiang veri light.. hehe.. took cab hm again.. hm sweet hm.. hungry haven eat dinner yet.. mummy no tabao for me.. haiz.. bo biian no diet tonite..

well. nth to blog abt good fri..cos i WHOLE dAY AT HM.. argh. as for sat.. noon time.. meet kai jere n isaiah for ride.. man.. i pass e balancing beam.. wow.. learn hookin.. up object.. den went for makan.. den go bedok thr plz.. haha.. kai chain drop.. noobss.. i tried wheelie drop sia.. sibei hao wan.. haha.. den around 7 plus.. went hm.. do all my hmwork.. den chat on e phone wit.. a new frenz.. zhuzhu.. till bt 130 i tink.. haha i cant tahan liao.. tat was ytd..

earlyin e mornin.. 930 zhu zhu msg me again.. wakin me up.. den msg lor.. she goin to church.. meetin her bf.. den go expo.. okie.. but i wasnt quite sure wat i did.. i tink she is mad at me.. hmmm.. it all in msg!!!
me:ur frenz renee quite pretty..
zhu2:u wan me intro her to u
me:nah
zhu2: y?
me:slowly .. add her at friendster 1st
zhu2: now i noe u like pretty gers..
me:okie lah.. suit me can liao
zhu2:nvm. well i tink we can onli b frenz foreva..!!!
me:u got bf.. other den frenz wat u wan more!!!
zhu2:nvm..

opPS.. i not sure whether i broke her heart.. hmmm.. im sorry..

wah.. 6 pluz leave house.. meet robby at his house.. play com.. den eat at nearby kopitiam.. nth to do.. cos it way to early to go mos.. so jio millicent's sis .. elaine my jie jie oso (hot babe.. too bad.she attached!! haha) she someone once u look at her.. u wont wan to get ur eyes off her.. chiobu sia.. chat at her house see saw.. den.. 830 leave them.. meet wen zi at tampines mrt station.. go clark quey.. by train.. reach thr.. roam around.. go mac.. sit.. meet jack kor kor n his frenz.. go in.. go 2nd floor sit.. den went out to meet jie jie.. n her frenz..
hmmm.. i forget all their names.. except amy.. haha..sorri ah.. they came in n went for a bite.. soon wen zi's 2 frenz came.. den we went down to dance..

tis is when nice ting happens.. haha.. beyond godlike liao.. go down onli.. at tat time not so mani ppl.. girl start to grill u.. wah.. dance along wit them lor.. go inside e cage.. 3 hot babe.. wen zi ku yi go hit their butt.. wah.. den we all try.. haha.. touch onli.. it FREE anyway.. can feelin they r not wearin panties.. wear g string.. power.. hold their hip hand n dance together.. funny is.. stranger they oso dance wit us.. hehe.. by all means man.. bu tong pai bu tong.. red dress lady.. hot chick man.. shake ur body.. wah.. shit forget to take no.. den we leave for drink.. den went down to find jie jie they all.. wah.. jie jie.. dance sibei hot.. unlike she usual self.. jie jie de BOY FRENZ.. stand thr onli.. dance lah.. walao.. shy ah.. hehe.. i dance until sibei high.. cum touch alot of sexy butt too.. cb is.. my didi likekana molest sia.. ger touch touch.. walao.. free one sia.. scroll up n down.. wah.. anyway.. IT FREE.. haha.. power.. i love clubbin.. haha.. wen zi lah.. wan go hm..den all tag along.. haiz.. i don wan to leave de.. so early onli 230 nia.. hiaz.. i should stay wit jie jie hor..haiz..

school's normal as usual.. hmmm.. blog abt wat??? hmmm.. today see her.. she no see me.. sad. sad.. after school.. go for e disc profiling... wah.. they group me as.. concluder.. haha.. a leader for short. e confidental file... all they say.. all fuckin truth sia.. knn.. im reali veri impaitent.. haha.. after tar go hm straight.. saw her cross e road.. y sia.. she could hav pass walk e bus stop.. den cross mah.. she cross in front of e main gate.. haiz.. mayb she saw me walk out of e school.. n knew im at e bus stop.. she don wan see me.. tat y!!! haiz.. hao xiang diu tat shuo..wo dao di zuo cuo she me.. haiz.. back hm,. waiting for time to come.. den go out.. tonite goin mos.. haha..1st timer.. hehe.. rinn not goin.. sian..

hmmm.. today in class.. wah.. song.. ms nura sibei chio sia.. hehe.. she merajoke den smile haha.. high.. chio hor.. today chem. mrs lam oso merajoke.. haha.. make her dulan.. den ming showme a ger pic.. knn.. my didi wake up.. fucckin hot lor.. chio n hot lookin.. knn 16 yrold.. got japanese lookin.. wah hot.. knn.. nver intro me earlier.. walao.. john oso noe e ger.. wah.. high sia.. eric see le.. oso buay tahan.. si bao li de chio lor.. wahhhhh... jealous.. knn don hav such girlfrenz.. ming ge.. i don get it y u can get it sia.. ccb.. today so mani chance to see her.. i jiu shi refused to look at her.. haiz.. wan forget is so fuckin hard.. den b4 school ms nura wan me see her..

ms nura: how ur school work?
me:okie lor.. still e same..
ms nura:is millicent affecting ur study?
me:abit lah.. she oso got bf liao.. wat can i do..
ms nura:she got bf. u oso muz move on. i noe u 2 been together veri long.. but u jus hav to forget her
me:im tryin to.. i keep my life occupy wit stuff.. like i say.. nobody heal as fast as her!!
ms nura: mani tcher came to me.. tokin abt u.. u noe tat.. they mention u re not focus tis yr.. i noe millicent gav a great impact in ur life.. but it over okie my dear.. gotta move on
me:.... i noe..
1.40pm bell ringggggsss
ms nura:i'll tok to u next time.. forget abt her.. look for new ones

haiz.. even tcher noe my problem.. haiz.. i don hide my problem.. it all obviously showned on my face.. haiz.. after study hour.. kai n johnathan bei me go buy game.. den head back to bedok res.. dragonboat trainin.. haiz.. knn.. johnathan n mine stroke r PERFECT lor.. thye so slow.. recover arm all wrong.. e coach say we too fast.. knn lah.. go hor gan lah.. we exprienced rower lor.. ccb.. act yi ge coach.. u come down i coach better den u.. all stroke not proper.. nver correct.. den ask them row 1 k.. siao rite.. aiya.. final word he sux to e core dude..

head back hm.. makan.. n surf net.. wah.. rinn say see 1st.. dono wil she go wit me to MOS anot.. haiz.. i ask qaliz go.. she say she don like.. she hate malays.. haha.. WAS IT A EXCUSE MY DEAR?? lol..

wat should i blog today.. school today sibei sian ah.. fuck.. nomood to study.. assembly periiod gotwat drug talk lah.. haiz.. useless 1.. after school hear story here n thr abt her.. haiz.. knn de sian.. cb.. tio fuck liao lah.. haiz.. wei le ta.. she let him fuck.. knn.. cb.. wake up leh.. i warn u so mani time.. don wan listen.. later u regret den u noe.. go robby house swim.. yi bian swim yi bian wait for rinn to reply my msg.. knn de she.. keep shooting me.. NVM.. @#$%^&* haaha.. U UNDERSTAND.. sian.. swim till 6.. take cab wit john n zy.. reach hm.. chiong dota liao,. cb.. bnet i keep feedin..ccb.. NVM.. chat wit rinn online.. write testi for CC.. chat wit jing wen.. tok abt ger. haha.. thurs goin to MOS.. song bo.. 1st time.. usually i go dirty pub.. which mean.. ger strip inside.. nver went to a normal disco b4.. check it out man.. sian.. i don drink much leh.. go thr drink wat sia.. hmmm.. haha.. milli's sis elaine jio me go MOS.. haha.. LMAO.. haha.. hehe.. my side ppl goin to mos.. i bring rinn.. jing wen bring 7 chiobu.. knn.. he don like solo.. like gangbang.. haha.. jokin man.. haha.. muz take photo of tat rinn.. nver met her b4 sia.. noe at frenster de.. she say she's fat.. see how fat she is.. haha..

durin pe.. haha.. zy n john dare me to go take bee hwa no.. keep hao lian to me lah.. say i cant get de.. HAHA.. they dare me to go take from her face to face.. i did it.. at 1st.. she hestitate de.. den eventually giv.. hehe.. still wanna dare me.. john sibei jealous i got her no.. haha.. lai lai.. hehe.. start msgin her after reces.. show john msgs.. he merajoke... haha.. noon go eat wit zy xueli cc jere johnathan robby n ming.. den shou hao go swimmin..suddenly i mood swing don wan go.. i head back hm.. reach hm.. sign in friendster see her update.. den tok wit tis new frenz RINN LEE(CHIOBU.. NOE AT FRIENDSTER go add her quick!!) she ah.. keep appear offline.. scare ppl disturb her.. haha.. chat chat chat.. open n friendly person.. now.. waitin for my dinner to b serve.. HUNGRY..

wake up early in e mornin.. go 739 eat wit kai.. den shawn came.. 3 of us.. go ride round mama thr.. seng cant join us.. cos he go pray his father.. NOT FULL HOUSE TODAY.. today learn how to drop by rear wheel.. track stand indeed improve.. YEAH:).. endo tail sweep not master yet.. keep double jet today.. left 4 more mth to demo.. muz buck up.. 1 mth jiu mid yr exam.. stress up sia.. no gf.. veri sian.. complication relationship i havin rite now.. haiyo.. qaliz qaliz.. haiz.. sian.. go hm for tuition.. now bloggin.. after bloggin.. chiong dota.. my song nice? haha.. that's when i love u

That's When I Love You
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what