mornin go school.. alone.. no car today.. gabriel no go school sian.. haiz.. go school today got mock exam!!! nbcb.. haiz.. nothin to tok abt in school leh.. afternoon school chiong hm.. take bike n off my hse.. today goin to.. pasir ris ride.. wit kai charwin shawn.. hehe.. on cab.. shawn lecture me again.. tis time round.. it jus diff feelin from e rest.. diff kind of feelin.. feel like cryin but tears jus cant roll down.. heart feel so achin.. suddenly stop.. everythin freeze.. everythin seem like it jus happen.. seem like jus broke off ytd.. haiz.. i finally got over it.. heard tat she in gd hands.. im happi for her.. i seriously do.. i take it like a man.. she wont come back.. nver ever.. haha.. i feelin veri down.. suddenly i nid somethin hard.. poke through me.. stop e pain.. all over all gone.. i msg her at 10 sharp.. 'can still b frenz? if yes reply me! if no.. ignore tis msg!" haiz.. still haven recevie any reply yet.. doesnt hope much neither.. i noe.. she wil nver forgiv me.. even being a frenz.. she wont do tat.. haiz.. i jus gonna stop tinkin of her.. life move on.. study hard.. gosh.. WAT TAKES TO B A MAN.. sob sob..

today's ride... photo n detail i post it tom..