today went out to ride wit kai n shawn.. nice.. my leg hurt so much n still ride.. nb.. haha. den ard.. 5 plus.. go back benny shop.. slack thr.. hav pizza.. nice.. sibei full.. 2 xtralarge.. 3 people share.. jus got hm leh..today not much.. afternoon heard johnathan n his stead broke off.. haiz.. wat happen.. jiu shi veri sweet de mah.. haiz.. recentlytoo much ting happen toooo fast tooo sudden in my life.. hard to accept.. hard to understand.. hard to recover from it too.. me too wan move on.. but.. simply cant.. saying is always easier den doing.. haiz.. wanted to hav new life.. but.. kana rejected.. sob sob.. wth... aiya.. stay single like veri wat.. always find smth diff.. always tot hp is ringin.. either cal or msg.. but.. it always so quiet.. always tot tat i might b waitin for cal.. but infact.. no.. certain timmin of e day.. like suppose to msg someone.. but.. not now.. i too used to last time life.. my daily routine.. it passed mths already.. y.. wat happen... haiz.. still feelin lost.. "thr always lots of tree waitin for u!" :i hav onli feelin for tat onli tree i lost.. haiz.. argh.. i had a special dream on fri mornin.. haha.. it abt me n her.. it abt....

i hav my car lience.. i got myself a evo 7.. i drive to her hse.. haha.. ask her down"can come down"she came down.. saw my car"urs" "yups".. den hop in.. drive to fort cannin.. talk to her"how's life.. today is 21/7.. if we nver break.. it our 3rd yr anniversary.. hmm.. i told mama i'll send u hm by midnite.." hehe.. soon.. reachin midnite i send her hm.. den under her hse.. "hm.. i got a gift for u.." i took out a real dog.. puppy.. i giv it to her.. a dog chain wit a ring.. engrave wit "wil u marry me" talk to her" hmm well actually i goin off tom to aus.. to study.. it a 3 yr course.. mayb we can meet up 3 yr time.. " den she like sad sad.. i see her enter e lift.. lookin at me.. den i drive hm.. reach hm.. i got a msg.. "i broke up wit him already.. wil u wait for me?" woah so sweet.. den cb.. i wake up.. knn.. at e climate of e dream i wake up.. knn.. sob sob.. how i wish tis dream come true.. haiz.. how i wish it a dream.. n dream can come true.. i love u no matter wat.. muackzz..