spain win! yeah win money le.. haha.. well.. today went to workshop.. saw e repaired car.. cos me $1500 haiz.. alot of money spent.. damn.. den go 739 borrow disc.. borrow a pile of disc to keep me occupy.. if not im reali bored at hm.. holiday haiz.. den go amk find mummy.. mother wanna see wat feng shui.. lol.. reali believe in tat.. if like tat tat man could rather strike 4D every weekend! all bull.. den go granny hse eat ba ku teh again.. well at least today is better den ytd.. haha.. her cookin is reali nice.. den stay for awhile.. watch e art central 9pm show.. nice.. docuementry.. a indonesia guy hav a disease tat his limp grow tree branches n roots.. fuckin scary man.. haha.. long time nver play viwawa le.. i miss e wahjong.. haha.. btw ppl in japan pronoune my name desmond as DEZUMONDO.. fun hor..



passerby! u still in damai hor! N lvl or O lvl! im curious hu r u? seriously.. nver a person tag my blog tat long.. i will always rem u! PASSERBY! haha..

hey.. would u tel me how u see me? as in my character? im rebelious!? wat makes u tink so? im sory im always interest in how pl see me?! well..


Reply~ oh yea.. i shall reply u in my post.. well.. 1st im not rich.. i nver been rich too.. haha.. *HUMBLE* mayb im jealous.. u tink i hav feelin for her? can tell? memories is nver erased in my mind.. now thr is a chinesesongs.. Zhuo Wen and Gary Cao Ge - Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Yei.. shall post it below.. tis song is veri nice.. but i jus refused to listen to it.. whenever i heard e song.. i will run away.. when it was on e radio.. i wil shut e radio.. tis song remind me of our last anniversary at sentosa.. she was singin tat song e whole day! when i go sentosa, i look at e sky tower, it remind of her.. e underwater world.. it remind of her.. it jus automatic pop up in my mind.. 2nd song would b e "how to touch a girl" by jojo.. tis is e song she had inside her frenster when we break up.. i made a few video using her pic.. 1 video using tis chinese song.. sometime something jus cant b erased!! my gf noes abt tis.. she noe i cant listen to tat song.. she understand me.. btw.. u mention "but u really do look compatible with her.." which her u referin to? im okie wit all tis.. don worry.. im veri open in my blog.. tis is e onli way ppl can understand me.. i not a well spoken person anyway.. haha.. i feel veri relax talkin to u.. thanks..

Zhuo Wen and Gary Cao Ge - Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye

Hun Li MV by Le Sheng and Du Hui Ping



hmmm.. mummy suddenly wanna eat ba ku teh so meet at parkway to eat.. walao.. e soup jus don suit me.. didnt like e soup but no choice she wanna come n eat.. so after tat im still not full yet.. but jus dono wat to eat.. den nothin to do.. went to elroy's grandfather funeral.. at toa payoh.. darren kiwi kimb y kid oso thr.. slack thr.. chit chat.. help to fold e gold! nite time went to boon tong kee to eat chicken rice.. onli me n mummy.. eat le $30.. well consider cheap lah.. den go walk walk at e shaw plaza.. nothin to shop de lor.. wanna watch movie, e time slot all so late.. haiz.. den slowly take bus to amk hub.. mummy n me can change bus hm..

passerby! hmmm.. feelin ah?!? veri hard to explain.. she got new life, i had mine.. so didnt tink so.. thr aint any turning back! i tink.. she oso nver talk to me! neither did i! haha.. i admit i wanna see her always wanted.. but once i see her.. my heart start to ache.. so better not.. haha.. moreover she look like more hapi being wit him den me! so i surrender.. tat guy reali is rich! i cant fight wit him! y do u tink i still hav feelin for her? it already a yr plus after we broke up! didnt talk to her or contact her more den almost a yr.. hmmm.. sometime i mean reali sometime her image will flash in my mind! wat does tat shows!

can i meet u up! or tel me hu r u? PASSERBY! I reali wanna noe hu r u?

James Morrison - You Give Me Something



David Cook - I Don't Want to Miss a Thing



David Cook Top 5 Performance #2 - All I Really Need is You

hmmm today went to gabriel new hse.. it a condo! damn.. how i wish im stayin in a condo.. envy others.. hmmm.. last nite 5.16am den slp.. finally finish watchin forsenic heroes 2..
tis pic is it's part 1.. couldnt find e part 2 pic! wat a nice show... HK drama reali e best..
tom brother comin back from perth.. actually wanna pick him by car.. now.. no car le.. haiz.. got him his belate bday present.. psp slim.. haiz.. it suppose to b a wonderful hoiday for me.. but it turn out to b a fuckin sad 1..

Passerby! may i noe?? how long u noe me? how long u noe i hav a blog? do u noe any of my x gf? do i even ur friendster? do i see u often in e past?

i hope u could ans me all this ques..

recently i start to tink abt my past.. e time me n her! ** do u noe hu is her that im referin to?** as in tink not abt together! me myself oso dono.. haiz..

now i got myself into fuckin deep trouble.. knn.. drvie car kana bang.. reali out of luck recently.. now cant claim insurance due to, no matter how i fight e case.. i sure lose! e other party, which i name him fucker! goin straight so no matter wat i say, i sure lose.. asshole.. now e fucker refused to go to my workshop n do! wanna go his workshop.. die lor.. sure mark up e price.. fucker.. onli bumper n his front left door cant open fully!? cost me $2300 helo.. u rather rob e fuckin bank fucker asshole.. u damage my car leh.. hu is goin to fuckin pay? reali fucker.. born in 1984 big fuck.. so old jus get ur fuckin licence.. fucker fuck out.. den my door.. due to too jialat.. until e body of e car.. got to fix everythin nid to pay $1.5k.. walao.. another sum of money.. fuck lah.. where to find so much money.. if wanna borrow from frenz.. which millionaire son i should borrow from? i kidnapped which son in other to get tis money.. walao.. fucker fuck u upside down n inside out.. asshole.. reali jialat.. dono which suspend my licence anot.. minus points still alrite.. fine best still.. SAF= sign and forget.. sign e bloody agreement or warning form oso better den suspend my licence..

den mummy's mother say she got feelin lah.. warn me not to drive till end of e yr.. tis might b a signalor a hint.. if i don get it.. e next time accident i might b sufferin even more.. haiz.. now don trust god oso bo bian.. nb.. si fucker!!

fucker ibrahim!! where e fuck i can find tis guy.. he own me money.. now wanna run away.. asshole.. say ytd nite 11 pay money.. until now no news.. reali reali ass hole.. no father no mother.. come out of a dog's ass.. son of a bitch.. shame to b a muslim asshole.. fuck off.. $905.. fuck tis fellow.. see tis fellow i sure whack him.. fucker! amir frenz lah.. ccb..

argh.. wtf.. i got tis strange feelin inside me!! i jus feel veri fed up!! like things r botherin me! things r always askin me somethin! im not hapi abt it.. i don wanna do tis.. but.. argh.. it jus, i don like wat im doin.. shit! like sch mates, u wanna go outing.. i don organize cant u all meet up.. i don wanna go man.. u wanna go go organize urself.. y i do e things.. argh.. fuckin piece of shit.. i wanna b single.. alone.. for e time being..y y y ting keep botherin me! argh.. cant i b alone.. can anot.. argh... hp keep ringin non stop.. msg keep comin.. gf jealous of a stupid photo in my phone.. it jus a theme.. cant i hav a sexy japanse girl photo as wallpaper!! see e same photo oso wil sian de mah.. argh.. y.. little ting i do all not hapi, did i offend e whole fuckin world.. argh.. y i hav tis kind of feelin while i don in e past.. has it gotto to do wit e past.. fuck.. wat wrong wit me! argh..

tis is wat i eat durin my break.. mango apple bananas, wit chocolate

woah.. so long nver blog.. passerby sori ah.. hmmm.. im busy durin e weekdays.. hmmm.. not bad ah.. got ppl send me hm today.. it my best brother SHAWN.. haha.. he pass his Tp.. he got his driving license.. haha.. next time go out.. got 2 driver.. i don hav to drive hehe.. n!! our money start to shrink liao.. we will confirm start renting car n drift ard singapore.. haha..




tat him, drivin me hm.. hmmm.. well.. tom it IT show.. i got test leh.. dono can acc mother n mummy down anot.. tis few days lose money like fcuk.. soccer fuck up man.. haiz.. PASSERBY, ur bf wanna bet soccer!! haha

well.. mummy meet me at my hse bus stop den we make mother key! den jiu proceed our way to amk hub.. we went thr.. buy movie tickets.. i realize kung fu panda got chinese version de.. woah.. so great.. mother oso wanna watch hor.. she can understand.. mummy decide we watch chinese version on other day.. den go eat pepper lunch.. we order combo meal.. their ice cream sux.. where got black sesame ice cream de.. walao.. sibei nan chi.. eeee.. den go find mummy lighter, she lost hers ytd when movin hse.. walk ard outside got pasa malam.. den walk walk lor.. happen tat got 1 stall attract me.. a guy from africa sellin necklace n ring n mani mani more.. he pass us a necklace each.. it made from camel bone.. dono real anot.. haha.. but he is veri friendly.. not asian jiu shi veri friendly.. haha.. i ask do they hav any special meaning behind it? he reply, it mean good luck n chase away e evil spirit.. hmmm.. den i brought 2 from him.. onli $13..




den slowly smoke n den watch movie.. e movie was veri funny.. big belly, clumsy n fat.. haha.. reali like me meh? haha.. finish watchin.. walk mummy to e bus stop.. she got direct bus hm! 162.. had a little time wit her.. chit chat lor.. i nver felt tis kind of feelin b4.. i felt veri like sour sour kinda of feelin.. when she board e bus.. strange! i tink i could onli send her hm when e next day is not a school days.. hmmm..

i love you - Joanna Wong



James Morrison 'You Give Me Something'



Tis ger singin not bad!



Jay Chou, Leehom, David Tao, Jolin Tsai-手牵手 (SARS SONG)



David Tao & Jolin Tsai - Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo



暧昧，杨丞琳



Jay Chou Golden Horse Award( Hao Diao)



HOT--周杰伦发展奇迹史--Jay Chou--a miracle of music--(2000~2007)



Jay Chou's Music History周杰伦成名大揭底



周杰倫淡水老街下午茶



Jay Chou 周杰倫 how he romances a special girl



fuck paparazzi.. leave jay chou alone can anot.. he cant even hav an relationship lor.. all becos of u all.. walao.. so unconsiderate!

well.. today mornin went to help mummy move hse.. from bedok to bishan n some item to buangkok.. haiz.. she stay so far liao.. next time find her veri difficult liao.. hmmm.. den nite dinner wit uncle family.. at bedok 416.. thanks shawn darren n zhuang jie to help me move hse too.. witout them.. sure die.. 20 over boxes to carry.. den after dinner go parkway see TV.. mother wanna buy tv.. 32" LCD tv.. woah.. for living room.. den mummy goin to buy a new com.. new hse.. i get her a new LCD monitor.. if possible e whole new com! hmmm.. tom stil nid to go down audio hse to see tv.. me n mummy onli.. ORDER FROM MDM POH!! haha.. well.. my mood seem to b better today.. as i gotto see her.. hehe.. tom goin to kung fu panda..




yeah.. planning goin to amk hub to watch.. it so near bishan.. hmmmm.. i wonder hu is e passerby! write ur name lah.. plz.. i wana noe hu! well.. it truth lah.. don force her.. i gain much exprience from my past relationship.. same thing lor.. not goin veri well liao.. ask for break.. till e fifth day i cal her.. gosh.. die.. sure break up.. haiz.. till now i rem veri moment of wat happen! regret.. but givin 1 week break.. wat if e ans is not i wanted! am i suppose to face e facts again.. like how i face millicent's fact! millicent didnt even tink of patchin back.. all she hav durin tat 1 week is to play.. try to forget everythin wit me, i suppose! so wat should i do?

i couldnt let mummy leave me, i don wanna see history repeat again.. hmmmm.. well.. i told her we soon gettin a joint account.. so tat we could save our money for our future.. today we went to see tv. lol.. we keep sayin we wan tis n tat to b in our new hse.. tis n stuff.. muz buy new buangkok.. hdb flat.. so tat is cheaper.. stay near parent's hse! save up to 40,000 leh.. tat alot.. can spend on renovation! hmmm..

Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry




Keith Urban Lyrics
Tonight I Wanna Cry Lyrics

TAYLOR SWIFT: TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR



Our Song- Taylor Swift



It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade



pretty sad song for a sad person!

Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade




Secondhand Serenade Lyrics
Fall For You Lyrics

hmmm.. went to mother place to eat.. hmmm.. she start to b so poilte tat im not use to it.. wtf.. i wanna noe some ans.. she nid more time as wat she say today.. wat muz i do.. should i giv anot.. tom she move hse le.. after tom will b a brand new start of our relationship.. she no longer stay in bedok.. haiz.. rite now.. my heart feel abit wierd.. like somethin missin.. i dono wat i should do to feel better.. i wanna see her now.. plz.. god plz help me.. i jus wan her back.. i don care wat u wanna punish me.. plz.. sob sob.. i wanna see her more den anythin else.. plz.. argh.. im so sad now.. haiz.. mummy do u noe i reali love u? plz.. is it ur period tat cause all tis problem.. agrh.. mummy i dono wat should i say.. i don wanna a break up.. plz.. consider!!

somehow.. rite now.. 6 june 2008 1240am.. i feel im single.. she say she feel fed up when i called her.. when i msg her.. she didnt reali contact me every now n den.. somehow i feel.. she lost interest in me! y.. i wanna noe e reason e cause to everythin so tat i could cure it.. but.. watever i ask.. she reply a dono.. wat am i suppose to noe.. how am i suppose to react.! i seem like a dumb ass.. been dump by her.. she suggest we shouldnt contact by e time being.. but during tis period we don contact it onli end up even worst.. how mani couple reali came back after 1 week or so together.. it onli happen in drama not real life.. im tryin hard to save tis relationship.. haven i giv in to u? or not enough.. or ur feelin started to fade? somehow tel me somethin.. i would feel better.. im lost of words, action.. wat should i do even more to please u? u wanna compare wit my x.. y do u nid to do tat? already a yr plus.. haven u already in my heart.. wat more u wan.. i feel u r leavin our circle.. how can help me? y cant u sit down, tink of wat u can do in tis relationship, rather den "i dono".. it doesnt help.. our world is drifting apart.. thr wont b further for us.. i don care wat happen in e past.. for wat i noe now.. i nid a solution to cure tis fuckin disease of u! wat wrong wit u? i wont cry i wil b onli disappointed and regret mayb i hav not done my best, i not a gd bf.. i don pin high hope on u returing.. i noe somethin gotto end means got to end..

zhuang Jie N Joan




Joshuae Gay?


Karl

Xinyi


Amir



Marc aka bunny





Bonaventure



Kavin, largest man in LB
e one beside him is suzanna! suspect somethin fishy goin on between them! TO BE CONFIRM COUPLE.

After PE. 5 june 2008








well today nothin to do.. late for BFD.. went to PE.. do nothin.. after tat go hav long lunch.. den went lesson.. LSM.. my day started to get moody moody as my hp seem like so quiet.. no msg from her de.. wtf.. i wonder wat is she doin in school.. reali tat busy.. haiz.. fuckin sad to b alone.. after sch went find shawn.. go attitude bike take ting den go CGH see kiwi..



as he jus finish his operation, haha.. his thigh got infection den muz operation.. hmmm.. sat she movin out le to bishan.. i cant meet her tat often liao.. wtf.. now oso not in gd term liao.. she move away it onli worsen e situation.. she oso dono how to giv in n help e relationship.. onli noe how to b angry, frustrated, piss off.. mummy is pro in it.. haiz.. ting are different from last time.. argh.. can she at least understand how i feel inside me? im dyin soon.. plz save me!

well.. went cut my hair today alone.. mummy was busy watchin her tv.. bo bian hav to go alone.. went to watch narnia at Ehub! it was a nice movie.. worth watching.. soon.. 6 june kungfu panda.. haha.. cool man.. do i reali look like e panda.. haha.. mummy keep sayin i look like.. -.- haha.. den soon many many nice movie comin up.. hell boy II n etc. haiz.. woah.. tis week was consider fun.. went to TM for 3 days in a row.. haha.. me joshuae amir n cheryl.. gossipin abt everythin, watever we can tink of.. well.. my class start to hav many couple.. 1st is delick.. n teresa..


teresa n delick!

hmmm.. next is joan n zhuang jie.. well soon to hav.. XINYI N SHUAN.. somethin fishy among them.. haha.. let wait n see wat happen to them.. hmmm.. 1 more couple.. tis one.. pending.. not confirm they r anot.. kavin n suzanna.. both indian.. somehow i tink she is tryin to get kavin's attention.. hehe... let see wat happen.. now is exam period.. n i reali don study much.. shit.. OFA was on fri.. i got 3 careless mistake.. haiz.. no more full mark.. sian.. poly dream goin to b crush again.. on thurs.. durin LSM lesson.. super free.. nothin to do.. i got e register list in my hand.. i start to prank call others.. 1st was teresa.. is not a success one.. haiz.. den aida.. she knew it was me... haiz.. soon after.. KAVIN.. jonathan.. called.. ask him whether he wan a job.. call for interview.. haha.. den he reali believe.. after lesson.. he call back to ask for job interview.. i ans e call.. ask whether he wanna a job gigolo.. haha.. den he dulan.. hang up e call.. haha.. it finally a success one.. den marc..tis guy damn cute lah.. tis yr 17 haven bday.. i called him.. tellin him he won a BMW.. ask him to collect.. den i ask him whether he got license anot.. he reply.. ya he is 18 n jus got his license last mth.. wtf.. totally rubbish.. i ask him to collect on fri he say not freee.. haha.. step yi ge.. den after tat he call back.. ask wat series is e BMW.. he wanna donnate out.. haha.. i gan him rite away.. ppl giv BMW u wanna giv away.. haha..


jonathan aka slppy head!
as u can see, he slp in all position! reali pro.. in his life, or rather his routine.. slp psp eat smoke den back to slp.. nothin much in his life..

he oso veri dumb lah.. call back my hp usin other no. claimin tat im invited to mediacorp for once in a million programme show.. haha.. he claim he oso invite jay chou as e guest.. haha.. totally crap.. obvious.. haha.. jay chou ting wo hui dono meh.. hardcore fan not call for nothin.. haha.. he ask for my NRIC no. say wanna register.. haha.. i got e whole list of register detail.. i reply him wit his own IC no. haha.. stupd.. he say " wat e f.. u noe my ic" haha.. obvious rite.. haha.. is totally a crap.. cant fool me boy.. im older den u boy.. haha.. bona start to stay away from our grp recently.. got conflict or rather disagreement between one fo us.. haiz.. don wan tis to happen.. haiz.. hope everythin went out smoothly.. tokin abt disagreement.. ever since mok zi jie broke up wit joan goin for zhuang jie.. zi jie hav been alone.. for wat my grp observation.. zi jie seem to b like kick out.. haha.. see wat happen when u get together wit a ger in ur class when u dono her damn well enough.. haha.. got ur ass being biten.. hmmm.. start to grow up boy.. den he still dono wat to do.. walao.. change ur click lah.. still hook ard them.. don u feel paiseh meh.. ur x gf in front of u.. walao.. haiz.. dono wat tis guy tinkin oso.. u noe wat u should do zi jie! go get urself a psp so u can play in class or when u r bored.. like tat u wont tag along like a idoit.. bodoh..