cool abt a week i didnt blog.. haha.. woah.. was havin a veri busy week.. OFA project finally handed up!! yeah.. things off my chest.. last week got nafa.. damn.. nearly 6mth nver excise now ask me run.. siao lor.. hmmm.. when to watch mummy movie.. on fri.. hmmm.. den when dinner at mummy hse downstair.. hmmm.. den today.. wen to buy printer at bugis.. den bought a pair of cig case n lighters!! 1 for her 1 for me!! hmmm.. tom mummy workin.. hmmm.. fetch her after work!! hmmmm.. finallly shawn out of probation.. hmmm.. gd for him.. able to hang out late nite outside now!! well.. suppose to hav durian party wit the boys.. but.. he seem busy!! wit her!! so forget everythin.. no more party boy!! was watchin prison break.. gettin hook on it.. damn.. scofield damn smart..

passerby!! realii?? she look pretty?? my classmates cant recognize her when they saw my blog!?? lol.. i hope she can stay tat way all e time.. u noe wit some make up!! hmmm..

hmmm.. thurs fetch her from sch as im not schling.. so waited for her at her sch.. went to yishun to hav our movie.. the dark knight.. woah.. nice movie.. worth watch.. haha.. after show send her hm.. den i meet daniel at bedok res.. we went to eat botak jones.. woah.. cool.. e steak was veri nice.. plus we order pizza!! hmmm.. finish he send me hm.. nice frenz hor!!

fri went out to causeway pt.. change mummy 's bra.. lol.. she tot i veri ma lu to walk into bra section.. like real i am ma lu lor.. nothin to shy abt.. it onli bra n panties.. lol.. ask me to touch n choose bra.. well i did... i did chose a couple of silky material.. woah.. damn soft ah.. haha.. den we walk to kiddy place.. see all those cute cute baby shirt.. look at my pic below.. e shirt seemm to b smaller when i tok pic wit.. veri cute lor.. haha.. how i wish i could buy 1 for my kids.. hmmm.. i wan a BOY!! hint hint.. haha..








after tat went hm.. nothin to do.. sat was a long day for me man.. noon got to go for lunch appointment.. wore a shirt jeans n leather shoe.. damn cool.. haha.. went to shangri -la hotel.. nice buffet.. haha.. den meet mummy at ps.. went out shoppin again.. woman ah.. best in shoppin.. lol.. see tis see tat.. tried bikini..but don suit her.. so went off another shoop.. hmm.. somethin happen at nite.. sun shawn n HER goin out.. hmm.. somethin fishy?? haha.. im sori if i ruin ur date.. i called HER ask whether i can tag along anot.. she say can!! OKIE... hmmm.. surprise!! den later in e nite.. shawn called me say tat SHE don wan me to go.. den cool lor.. nvm..


today.. woah.. den morning elaine called me.. SHE say okie.. lol.. like whether SHE kana force to say OKIE anot.. mummy appear in my room.. im shock.. den after tat send her hm den i went to meet elaine HER melanie maxcelin shawn.. meet them at cinema thr..Marina Sq.. well.. didnt say hi at all.. nvm.. went to cinema i sit at far end.. haiz.. was alone all by myself like im watchin movie alone..lol.. watch the dark knight.. lol.. i watch b4 liao.. well finish e movie.. went to makan.. at hk cafe.. den!! hmmm.. soon shawn hav to leave.. den after my meal.. i took my leave too.. no pt.. as in e whole time.. elaine talk to me onli.. haiz.. hmm.. didnt spoke to HER.. hmm.. well.. she look prettier, grown up.. hmmm.. haha.. dono whether to say tis anot.. i dono wat wrong wit me..when i see HER,my heart ache.. dono y.. emotionally hurt.. so near yet so far.. haiz.. good luck in e future.. no matter wat SHE do.. i hope it go smoothly fo HER..

lol.. passerby where r u? veri busy ah.. im gettin bored.. i still wanna find out hu r u?? all i noe is u r usin max online internet.. lol.. cant track u down.. where u stay.. hmmm.. im reali curious abt ur identity!!

hmmm.. went to sch late today.. cant slp last nite.. den.. reali nothin to do in sch sia.. bfd i failed.. shit.. got a F.. den muz retake.. ofa test comin.. next week.. den e ppt project halfway done.. damn.. ofa listen to tcher nag for 3 hrs.. hmmm.. surf net see videos.. damn sian.. after sch.. went to town do e phone lines.. hmmm.. went vivo to do.. got transportation.. so okie wit it.. den.. meet up wit kelson.. n his frenz.. go for drink(kopitiam drinking ICE LEMON TEA) den went to see his gf.. woah.. thai.. not strange for me.. haha.. i oso can speak thai.. hehe.. they send me hm.. hmmm.. well.. kelson quite a nice guy.. damn joker lookin.. exactly like angeline's face ah.. walao.. noe tis guy for quite sometime(yrs).. but didnt manage to meet him until today.. haha.. his frenz all like 24 yr old.. i 19.. woah wat a samll boy to them!! lol.. nvm.. i look mature n bigger in size..tsk tsk.. hehe..

passerby~ ya.. she fed up wit me lor.. lol.. women reali ah.. haiz.. i dono how u noe shawn, sound pretty close wit him.. lol.. 3/4?? hmmm thanks. mention tat i like my gf to b close wit her x.. well.. actually is don like lah.. but i put myself in her shoe.. if tat happens to me.. i oso don wan her to suspect me or anythin.. rite.. if i wanna talk to my x.. how?? so no choice.. but to keep quiet to tat issue.. hmmm.. anyway.. no chance in hell i'll get to talk to my x lah.. haha.. oso like lost contact.. so no pt tinkin abt it.. truth.. girl love to cry.. cant solve problem cry.. cryin is still e best way out.. haha.. woah.. same sch wit ur guy ah.. gd lah.. can see him everyday.. mine at yishun.. woah.. damn far lah.. but i try to make my way, do e transportation lor.. instead of her travellin.. if she travel sure confirm.. 100% f me up!! woah journey so long.. so to save tat.. i do e travellin.. i meet her.. haiz.. i damn low mood tat day.. woah.. mind keep tinkin of e problems.. woah.. damn.. i got tis problem tat i not suppose to noe.. somehow or rather i knew it.. but i couldnt help.. cant do anythin.. cant even let others noe tat i knew abt tis problems.. n it's quite major to me.. n i helplessly doin nothin.. haiz.. i felt so useless.. damn.. i hope everythin alrite by now.. i reali hope.. when i heard abt e story i feel pity for someone like tat.. haiz.. cant mention much here..

well.. ytd went out wit shawn.. went to beach road see his swiss knife den go simlim sq buy e clip II mini.. he nid it for drivin.. actually i oso wan de.. jus fuck lah.. no more drivin so don see a pt to buy.. hmmm.. den went temple at si ma lu to pray.. well.. pray alot lah.. hope God able to listen.. hmmm.. den went bugis walk walk.. den tis shawn suddenly wanna smoke shisha.. so make a move from bugis after buyin ice cream each from bugis.. went to e jalan sultan.. arab street.. lookin for shisha.. walao.. 1st time tryin.. e taste will damn stay in ur mouth throat.. veri wierd wierd feelin.. apple favour.. haha.. sweet but mild strong.. lucky nver try mint.. sure fuckin regret..








after shisha.. meet darren at e tm thr.. for wat i noe.. is watch concert.. i oso dono wat time finish.. so told mummy b hm by 10.. watch japanese concert.. at soka tingy.. oso dono how to spell.. i tot meet darren onli.. go tm liao.. meet weisheng elroy malaysia guy darren n yida.. woah.. so mani ppl.. hmmm. den meet e dance tcher at tampines st 82.. oh.. she is from e soka tingy.. she invited us to e concert.. den free ticket.. go enjoy lor.. see alot of mediacorp artist..









den got 1 guy from superstar sing aiaiai den another sing bei pan.. woah.. damn nice ah.. as in e song.. not their singing.. den got 1 band sing jay chou de qingtian.. woah.. fuckin ugly voice lah.. walao.. spoilt my idol song.. shit man.. hmmm.. concert end at 940pm.. shawn rush hm lor.. he nid to b hm by 10.. den nver eat dinner mah.. den everyone oso hungry den tag along to eat lor.. went hm at 1115...
mummy start to get mad at me.. for tellin lies.. say reach hm by 10 but reach hm at 1115.. so she not hapi.. i mean like wat rite.. i dint noe concert end at wat time.. den hungry go eat supper den later go hm oso not hapi.. ya.. i tel lies okie.. im sori.. haiz.. cant she put herself in my shoe.. nver? haiz.. den woah.. refuse to reply my msg wor... until today.. i msg her she oso reluctant to reply.. hmmm.. my fault again.. hmmm.. at noon time.. went to tm wit amir joshuae cheryl n marc.. went to eat ice cream.. nice nice..







den go back sch for ofa.. haiz.. mummy went to work at sengkang.. giv away flyer!! well.. now i noe she read my blog.. she saw wat e passerby tags n my reply.. ya.. i dono how n cant ans e passerby tat sensitive question.. alrite.. do u hav to make a fuss of it? walao.. nothin to do meh.. like wat sia.. haiz.. den mummy wan me to meet her jus now.. see her or rather acc her giv flyer.. woah.. den i reject her lah.. afternoon was so cold to me, mad at wat ytd happen.. like abit wat rite.. little bit wanna get mad.. nothin to do.. fuck it.. i head for hm..

waas walkin alone hm from bus stop.. my mind keep tinkin.. i reali don hav any gd pt.. cant find any lor.. cant say im a gd guy to b wit!! if not y ladies left me.. im not fuckin rich.. i aint smart.. if not i wont end up ite.. hmmm.. i aint caring.. all i noe is to shout yell at.. im over sensitive.. im over possessive.. im reali not gd at anythin.. im like fuckin useless crap living in e world sia.. i got license but after an accident.. ppl don dare sit in my car.. so!! i felt like fuck.. emotionally hurt sia.. sometime i would wan my gf to understand me.. but i dono wat happen to it.. it like fuckin sad sad ting.. haiz.. argh!!!

well.. middle of e nite! tinkin over n over!! hmmm.. i delicate tis songs to e person hu read my blog.. hmmm

"Before I Fall In Love"




[Verse 1:]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love



So Close - Jon Mclaughlin

well.. today mummy go do her make up!! well.. below r e pic i took!! hmmm.. well.. couldnt see it not nice!! jus new look to me!! haha.. but look wierd.. close look she look like she hav a fake nose!! haha.. sori.. jus a veri honest comment!! hehe.. den durin she doin e make up tingy.. went out n meet elaine jiejie.. do e phone line ting.. hmmm.. after 25 - 28 days she will get another amount.. hmmm.. gd deal!! hmmm.. sori.. was told to use onli 1 hr!! but.. i use up 4hrs of her time.. so sori.. i apologize ya.. hmm. den meet mummy after tat.. hmmm.. meet for lunch + dinner.. hav pepperlunch at taka!! she was stared by so many ppl lor.. lol.. nver seen anyone make up until tis izzit.. lol.. soon after we left for hm.. damn bored.. nothin to do!!








tat shawn reali went out wit HER n Mel meh.. haha.. mayb truth.. they were veri close!! hehe.. well.. lol.. but im cool.. didnt affect me much..


passerby~ woah.. veri long nver hear from u!! i tot u vanish from tis world!! no worries lah.. hmmm i oso bz wit my project.. u mentioned u saw me usin hp durin assembly.. haha.. i noe my phone rang couple of times in assemble.. den my fav jay chou song started to play.. haha.. hehe.. was ur class near my 5a3.. tokin abt 5a3.. woah.. i miss tat classroom.. we decorate until so nice.. woah.. i still rem 1st term of my sec 5 my class is e 1st lvl de.. soon move up to 3rd lvl.. beside e ger's toilet.. woah.. damn cool 5a3!! i still miss damai.. now ite sux ah.. i love damai.. abit wat lor.. durin secondary sch i keep wanting to get out of damai.. now tink again.. i miss damai.. i miss my fav tcher.. ms nura, she given birth to a ger.. i was thr to see her ger in hospital.. a new member in our 5a3!! i miss her.. haven got time to reali come down to damai n take a walk.. haha.. dono how mr raj n her? haha.. tat robby, hmmm.. was close b4 but ting happen between us!! so again rather b hi bye frenz.. haha.. u saw me in 3/4??? tat wierd.. yes i do love.. but i cab to sch.. woah.. like tat u oso saw me.. u r angel izzit.. u everywhere beside me!! haha.. no problem tokin abt HER!! im cool.. reali i am!! den other den 3/4 do u see me in others? like jean? which one is nicer?? hehe.. lookin for comments! poly life veri tough.. i got a bng, johnathan he oso in poly.. he oso veri stress up!! haiz.. understandable.. i'll see wat i can do to entertain u wit my blog!! perhaps some video!! when i'm reali bored i look for funny video!! haha.. den last nite.. i found a website tokin abt relationship.. i did post couple of poem thr too.. whether to b frenz once again, will nid a long time to tink!! hmmm.. hurt me even more.. btw i numb to anythin already.. it okie liao.. she got her life doin great.. so im sure she wil b fine n happier den b4.. oh ya, do u noe my another best buddy? shawn, handsome lookin tall tall guy.. tat always called up by mr raj.. haha.. exactly like me!! haha.. followin my footstep!! shawn he hor.. he is close wit her.. so no matter wat.. i still got him to take care of him.. unless he backstabb me lah.. haha.. most likely wont.. her sis oso said.. "y u 2 like wierd wierd one, still can b frenz wat" well.. i dono wat to say.. no topic.. no chemistry already.. hence don tink she is gonna talk to me! she say" u r her 1st bf.. she will noe hu treat her e best sooner or later" well.. will see how it goes.. im totally fine wit anythin.. haha.. my gf reali cant accept her lah.. hmmm.. well.. tink she is jealous bah.. u noe women!! always jealous!! so tat one nothin to worry.. i got my freedom of choice of frenz i made!! i'll make her understand tat.. hmm.. i wont make her sad lah.. not as if i goin back to HER.. like impossible.. she is attached!! duh! u keep sayin if it was meant to b, she will return.. i don tink tis sentence apply for HER.. hey.. ger.. is tat too long for 1 para.. sori ya.. i move on to next topic in para 2.. i tink i sure did well for compo if i happen to take any.. haha..

"btw y do guys like to say tht..like when we break up or wht,always knw tht he will be there during our times of need..hmm,im really wondering..scary u knw"

tis sentence, hmmm.. mayb it true, when u reali love someone.. ur heart is link to each other!! i do feel it sometime.. somehow somethin somewhere ting will pop out wit somethin.. tat i could somethin gonna happen.. well.. we not superhero.. we don hav sixth sense.. it jus hard to explain.. we jus noe... for example.. she ever had problem wit HER guy.. her bruises on her face.. ppl start to tell me abt her face! n best is everyone noe i got a new gf.. yet still tel me.. den soon HER sister cal me.. den next day was my current gf bday.. suppose to bring her out from morning till nite.. got no choice.. i went down to sch worryin tat guy of HERs will come after her.. in e end.. he didnt turn up +her sister drove her hm.. well.. is it so coincidence or wat.. hehe.. hard to believe.. soon i heard they alrite.. well.. gd.. SHE intend to broke up wit him, but he manage to save back.. how i wish i could save it back tat time! haha.. well ting over.. den back to normal.. well as for ur veri sensitive ques!! i couldnt ans u HERE!! sori..

done talkin abt me.. how abt u.. how u n ur guy? bz but rem keep in contact.. if not relationship driftin apart.. alrite..

Pisces: Frenster Horoscope for July 19,2008

The Bottom Line
Count on a good friend to help you get rid of unrealistic fantasies right now.

In Detail
Do you feel like no one is leveling with you right now? Turn to your closest friends for all the reality checks you need. They can always be counted on to tell you the truth and help you get rid of unrealistic fantasies. The sobering dose of reality that one of them gives you today will be just the kick in the pants you need to make a few changes in your life. Show some appreciation for their dependability by treating them to a small gift or dinner out.


unrealistic fantasies means wat???



Handsome!! CANT SAY NO!!

Videos

Mad TV!!

im fuckin bored!! nothin to do.. but jus cant get to slp!! now it already midnite!! phrases of words keep flashin in my mind!! tinkin of tis n tat.. mayb joshuae is rite!! he mentioned im emotional scarred.. which mean i could perform 100% commitment in relationship anymore!! thrfore it make me always tink of her!! hence wantin everyone to bcome or look like her! i dono wat to say!! im speechless.. he ask again whether i truely love my current gf? tat ans remain in my heart! wat am i tinkin? or still tinkin? hmmm.. God noes my ans!

Forever with You

Forever's only relative
To what will occupy the time.
Hours of eating chocolate
Would make me hate the taste.
Months of lying in the sun
Would make me cry for shade.
Days on end of anything
Would drive me up the wall.
That is except for you,
My dear exception to the rule.
Endlessly loving you, my friend
Is what I was meant to do.
Every day
For five thousand days
Times five thousand years
And more
I want to spend in love with you
And never say goodbye.
So to you I will be true, my love
And "forever" I will say.



Do You Do The Same

So many paths had led
Back to memory lane
Here my mind travelled
To the places again

Stored here in my mind
Memories I can view
The times remembered
I often thought of you

Many fond recollections
Which I can still find
Its here you still remain
Forever on my mind

Lingering on memories
Once more they play
I was missing you more
Than I did yesterday

The feelings we shared
Down memory lane
Repeatedly I reminisce
Do you do the same


To The Brokenhearted

To the brokenhearted women,
please heed these words I say.
The pain you think eternal,
will come to rest one day.

Your destiny has whispered,
he wasn't the one for you.
True love would never allow
the pain he's put you through.

A soulmate will always protect you,
he won't hurt you in any way.
The bond that forms between you
should grow stronger every day.

Don't shed your tears in silence,
there was nothing you could do.
God gave you the strength of a woman,
and your faith to carry you through.

Time is short and precious,
so make each moment last.
Live for today and tomorrow,
don't dwell upon the past.

The one that left you broken
will come to rue the day,
and the pain you thought eternal,
will slowly fade away.


this story i got it online!!

dear Love
Just needed some advice. My ex whom I love with all my heart wants to keep a relationship with me. He calls and tells me he loves me and still calls me baby. I am not sure what to do. We had a 4 year relationship, and I can't seem to get over him please help!!! -Do I Move Back Or On?

Dear Do I Move Back Or On?,
You need to take a look at the pros and cons of a possible relationship. What were the reasons the relationship ended? Are those things still factors? If you broke up over them once, what makes you think they won't be a problem again in the future? Take an honest look at why you are considering getting back together again. Are you at a lonely time period? Is the break up still fresh? Do you just miss having someone around to hold and talk to? If these are the only reasons, you need to be strong and wait it out for your perfect someone. Don't invest anymore useless time on something that isn't going to go anywhere. On the other hand, if you really feel that the problems have been resolved and you can both come to the new relationship with a clean slate, why not try it out? Go on a few dates, and go very, very slowly. Give yourself a lot of time to make sure this is the right course of action for you. You'll be able to tell if things start to get a little too familiar.


Can There Still Be

Can there still be
a me and you
Can there still be
a dream come true
Can there still be
that feeling there
Can there still be
love in the air
Can there still be
an honest trust
Can there still be
some love between us
Can there still be
a spark in our hearts
Can there still be
room for a new start
Can there still be
that shine in our eyes
Can there still be
a chance to wash away all lies
But most important
if they're all true
Can there still be
a me and you?

wat a day!! went down to mummy sch.. but late.. hmmm.. my mistake.. wake up late.. haha.. too tired ah.. today no go sch lor.. ofa 10 to 12 bfd 12 to 1.. ofa last onli an hr.. cos at 11 fire drill.. den bfd.. cancel.. so offically self declare no sch for today.. haha.. well.. noon went to watch hell boy.. haha.. nice movie.. worth to watch.. we got discount.. cos student.. den $6 per ticket nia.. haha.. cheap sia.. den meet cheryl discuss e modelin tingy.. hmmm.. will skip tis part.. information not nice to provided due to many problem.. hmmm.. was talkin abt my drivin jus to shawn!! damn.. does it mean tat after havin a accident!! im NOT able to drive well!! rubbish man.. my skills r gd.. as usual!! it jus tat it happen n im not e one hu is askin it!! or not being careful!! haiz.. damn.. i hate it.. i dreamt so long of drivin.. wanted to drive.. n finally i could.. den got a little mistake.. ppl start to condem me.. hmmm.. tat bad lah.. haiz.. tat nite i was alone.. if thr is someone sittin beside me.. of cos i hold a bigger responsibility.. his/her life under my hand.. moreover.. if she happen to b a veri important person in my life.. how would i feel.. haiz.. humans r all like tat.. once bitten, twice shy!! damn.. well.. den nite time acc mummy down to temple..

tom morin got to wake up early.. at 11 still got to meet e HER sister elaine.. help me sign line.. was surprise tat she could so willin to help.. well.. didnt expect tat.. haha.. den e mother!! william's wife. forgotten wat's her name!! sound like mayb angela!!? haha.. forgetten.. she talk to me sia.. haha.. kinda hapi..or rather excited.. lol.. wit her daughter tat time didnt see her talkin to me.. hehe.. don worry auntie.. u can hav my words.. i will hold full responsibiliy on elaine.. i wont harm her.. she is my jie jie too.. BEFORE?? haha.. she is my jiejie.. was shock she invited me to her 21st bday.. haha.. tat day gonna see her.. oso dono whether can or cant talk to her.. im sure talkin to her abit wierd.. moreover her bf is surely thr.. so no pt.. guess i'll jus stick to my grp den.. attend n leave asap.. well.. not tinkin to much.. leavin us as strangers is not a bad idea afterall.. gd.. remain tis way!! well shawn not tat i don wanna talk to her.. is perhaps.. no chance + no pt.. we got no topic!! im not gd at creatin topic!! hence.. aiya.. im sure she live happier den b4!! "ta bi cong qian kuai le" it gd..


passerby!! where r u? hmmm.. busy ah!! didnt see u tag veri long le.. wasnt so sure u REALI noe my new link!! i hav changed in my frenzster n even post BIG BIG in my msn PM!! haha.. nvm..

long time no blog le.. weekend bz goin down to funeral.. well.. sun goin to cremation.. so i cant help out at e movin hse for mummy.. haiz.. she move in oso cant step in due to wat. i went funeral den cant go in lah.. not gd n stuff lah.. haiz.. mummy nver went meh.. how come she can step into e damn hse!! haiz.. don go don go lor.. to me doesnt matter.. not my hse anyway.. it their hse rule!! haiz..

mon to wed all day mummy not free.. go shoppin for new hse stuff.. wed move in.. ya.. tis is e time whereby we didnt contact much.. n start to hav problems in e relationship!! no time to meet nvm leh.. no time for even msg.. msg replied onli a few words.. like wtf.. if u were typin so mani ques so mani ting.. she onli reply u a ques wit A FEW words.. could u b hapi!! damn.. haiz.. cal her.. she oso like no willin to tok!! u gonna tel me u bz!! den wtf im goin to do!! haiz.. i did spare a tot for u.. did u?? haiz.. i wanna watch hell boy 2.. but when can i watch it!! nid to watch it wit u!! haiz..

hmmm.. seem like e passerby dono tat i changed my link.. haiz.. mummy went sick.. dono wat illness she havin.. doc cant identify.. stomach keep achin.. those sharp sharp pain.. hmmm.. PREGNANT!! haha.. 1st week of sch.. hmmm.. sudden ting move veri fast.. few weeks later exam comin.. haiz.. my 3 projuct due tis mth.. none of it i started doin.. shit.. hmmm.. i miss prison break for 2 days already.. veri busy wit my work.. no time to watch.. bore!!

when i reach at abt 6+.. receive a call tat godma father passed away.. i got to go down.. den finish bathin went down to e hse.. saw everyone thr.. grandfather was lyin thr.. cover wit blanket.. sob sob.. y do ppl jus walk away like tis? he was ill all e time.. but he is strong.. he did survive couple of major operation!! nothin go wrong.. y so sudden!! sob sob.. although im huge outside but inside..i did cried.. it remain of my real grandfather.. he pass away when h was 66 n i was onli 9.. although im young.. but i rem everythin abt him!! he dote me alot.. when he sacrifice his money n time jus to bring me out.. i reali miss him alot.. i didnt cry as much as 4 yr back when my grandma pass away.. sob sob.. ppl outside treasure ur love ones.. sob sob..

ytd went to bugis den buy bro slipper den went to town.. shopin hehe.. i bought a crumpler!! 4 million hm!! my fav.. hehe.. finally tat bag cost me $102.. cheap hor.. hehe.. den went cine leisure to watch movie.. the stranger!! fuckin scary man.. e fuckin killer wear a mask start killin ppl.. fuckin horror.. but not enough gore!! hehe.. lack of blood.. lack of those nasty sick move to kill e man.. "saw" is e best.. i love saw!! best thriller i watched!!


today fuckin waken up by shawn.. meet at 2 12pm wake me up!! walao.. im been watchin prison break till 4am leh.. slp till 12 not enough slp.. sob sob.. my beauty slp!! sob sob.. today meet hor fun ah peng n a few whampo riders!! ride from toa payoh to bradell.. den ride till 7+ go hm.. hehe.. below r e pic for today!! i didnt post e whampo riders pic.. as they r not nice.. blurish!! sori..










hmmm.. passerby!! im changin my link u noe hor!! u saw me wit quite uodated hp!! damn.. u scot me izzit.. haha.. how u see me usin hp!! holy christ!! u oso noe robby?? how u noe him man.. my gf read my blog.. now she don lah.. as her computer is down!! so no chance to see my blog.. guy should giv in but ahem!! no all e time!! *hint hint* hehe.. wasted a yr.. mean u drop from express to NA.. oh god!! ite is oso e same.. got project n stuffs!! damn busy too.. i don mind e project.. i jus mind the attire!! i don wanna wear uniform.. it sux lor.. i prefer 3/4, if u see me outside im sure wearin 3/4.. haha.. i noe it too late to regret!! no choice... finish tis 2 yr course..im goin ns.. after ns or durin.. i might sign on!! sure hav a fix job for me!! i hope i can get in to e police.. den slowly b a CID.. hehe.. my dream!! cos initially i wanna b a forsenic scientist.. but in tat u nid to study law den master degree den PHD.. it like damn long time.. by e time i can b one.. i alreay in my 30s.. haiz.. "btw there's no need to have any friendship tie with her.. y u say tat leh? hehe.. frenz nia!! well i noe sure hav flashbacks.. hmmm.. dono jus feel like talkin to her again!! hehe.. i cant b her frenz.. i can help her tru frenz.. i did help her indirectly.. she dono onli!! tis cases onli me n shawn noe.. plus my gf.. dono i jus got e urge to help her.. no matter wat.. like i did promised her b4.. i will b thr whenever she nid help.. i wont break my promise.. hmmm.. let nature take its course yeah!! hehe..

haha.. well.. she wit douglas ages ago.. how u noe! haha.. harder to guess hu u r now!! tokin abt her!! i dono oso!! haha.. she say fade jiu fade lor.. i cant do anythin.. if thr turnin pt in tat relationship, i had already tried my best.. as for e pt tat im rich den she wit me!! hmmm.. come again.. i wit her for 2 1/2 yrs.. i don tink she is tis kind person.. i tink!! ppl changed!! btw wat makes u tink im rich?? u noe me meh?!! do i look rich? my attire!?!? onli recent yrs i look out for branded stuff.. haha.. don worry abt sayin my past.. hmmm.. it already e past..

yesterday was a history, tommorrow is a mistery, today is a gift that why it's called the present!!

haha.. learnt from kungfu panda!! hehe.. hmmm as i noe lah.. we broke up on 01/01/2007 she got tis bf on 17/02/2007.. well.. i find it kinda short period of time.. tat she found another half.. ya.. "how can u erase the memories!!" i totally argee man.. haha.. i do hav her in my mind, me myself oso not quite sure!! my current gf somethin oso veri unreasonable lor.. haha.. gossip time.. sometime she jus pure rude to me.. show no respect lah.. haha.. we quarrel lor.. haha.. but from time to time.. i was always e 1st one to apologize, sit down n reali tok.. hehe.. i wan her to understand how i would feel.. how i look at tings.. i told her everythin can b discuss!! jangan tahan!! [ i not sure abt e right spellin! ] haha... i wish i could erase everythin abt her!! but it jus couldnt lor.. hehe.. dono y.. well.. if u wish to remain anonymous, no problem wit tat.. mayb if i noe hu u r!! we might not chat as freely as now!! hehe..

oh ya.. u study wat course!! how poly life? damn.. i regreted for not studyin hard enough.. damn.. got into ite.. which i reali don like.. i feel shameful to wear tat ite uniform.. haha.. hmmm.. hey.. i tel u ah.. sometime i reali feel like askin her out for a simple dinner or lunch.. i noe it's bad.. if my gf noes it.. i wan her to trust me.. understand me tat tis is onli frenship between me n her.. but i scare rejection.. haha.. i oso see no pt y she MUZ meet me lah.. hehe.. as in we oso don contact liao.. well.. it onli could b my imagination!! haha.. even if we reali reali meet up, i oso speechless dono wat to talk abt.. haha..

well tom meetin mummy go cut my hair, go bugis buy slipper den head to town to get crumpler bag!! hehe..


Usher
Moving Mountains lyrics

It's like whatever I do
Ooh
I Just can't get through you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh

Now, now she loved me, shawty I loved her
Used to jump up in the maybach and roll out
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can't be found
I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before the great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Why just leave me, just leave me, be
Just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me, Be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be ooh

She, she don't touch me, I don't touch her
We aint really even ever say a word.
I really want to give her everything she deserves
But, the bad took away the good
She thinks that I'm full of it, arguments, always pissed, man I'm tired
Every kiss, that I missed, girl you know I'm trying
You never believe me when I say, and I never believe it when you say
I love you, and I shouldn't complain about it
I should take it like a man and walk up out it
Cause we will never be the same ooh
I've been standing in gas, and you have been the flames

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Gotta move this mountain, yeah
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me,
Just leave me, be
Just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be ooh

[Background singing]

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me,
Just leave me, be
Just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be ooh

Full of shit above!! haha.. nothin better to do at hm..

Chris Daughtry - Broken



chris daughtry-have you ever really loved a woman [ans:Yes]



damn borin at hm.. someone pls bring me out.. sob sob..

The Click Five - Empty



Goo Goo Dolls-Before It's Too Late



I wonder through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

And hold on before it's too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that I need in my life


李聖傑 - 擦肩而過




today when to watch hancock at amk.. woah.. worth to watch.. e endin damn sad.. to save e world u gotto to leave ur fated loves one behind.. haiz.. sad sad.. watch finish go eat den chat for a veri veri long time wit mummy.. den took bus hm.. tom is a new day.. dono do wat.. mon is youth day.. damn.. i got no youth day.. haiz.. mon as usual go school

woah sian at hm.. bro today bought new hp! N81 8gb.. den me damn sian.. walk ard parkway oso nothin to shop de..

reply~passerby!!
no longer in damai!! lol.. wat make u tink so! i compatible wit millicent?? how u noe so much.. how u noe douglas n min hui b4?? u feel tat i still hav feelin for her?! wat e reason for brreakin up!! hmmm i dono e exact reason!! she jus told me.. she feelin faded!! so.. wanna change a favour!! "such a sweet anniversary" oso break up liao.. sweet oso no use!! she within 1 mth found another bf!! well.. she can i couldnt.. i took a longer time to heal.. until september den i hav another gf.. y u would feel insecure! if ur bf behave like me! hmmm.. i oso wonderin in my mind.. y she doesnt wanna contact me? talk to me? i did msg her on 9th jan 2008 her b day.. but no reply.. is thr somethin we 2 nver settle!? hmmm..

wat r u doin now! no longer study? at? well.. how r u n ur bf? doin fine? u nver talk to me abt ur problem.. yet u advise me/helped me solve my problem.. how am i goin to repay u? 1st i tot u were still studyin in damai.. my prediction went wrong again.. for e 1st time u tag my blog.. wat r u tinkin.? y u didnt intend to reveal ur actual name? hmmm.. jus curious!!