im fuckin bored!! nothin to do.. but jus cant get to slp!! now it already midnite!! phrases of words keep flashin in my mind!! tinkin of tis n tat.. mayb joshuae is rite!! he mentioned im emotional scarred.. which mean i could perform 100% commitment in relationship anymore!! thrfore it make me always tink of her!! hence wantin everyone to bcome or look like her! i dono wat to say!! im speechless.. he ask again whether i truely love my current gf? tat ans remain in my heart! wat am i tinkin? or still tinkin? hmmm.. God noes my ans!