lai le lai le.. blogin time!! ytd too tired to blog tat y! aiyo.. mummy.. got rule liao.. 3 days muz blog once!! here is it!! sat we went see firework.. wit shuan n company!! all mummy frenz!! hmm not close wit them neither..hmmm mummy's frenz! so show face!! hehe..












firework lasted ard 10 minS! it from korea!! hmmm. it nice.. seriously.. too bad i nver took more pic!! i miss out those green firework.. it so bright n nice! i love green!! hehe.. same as elaine jie jie! hehe.. upon talkin abt jie jie.. seem like SHE hav new target! hehe. can b seen in HER frenzster! tat fast! hehe.. expected man! GER ah! study 1st.. o lvl don play play! hehe.. nvm! SHE's not goin to see tis anyway! hmmm..

take a look at mummy! she look diff from wat i noe!! she now got put somthin on e eye le.. haha.. chio liao!







see. diff hor! hehe.. 7th is comin!! hmmmm. lai liao lor.. hehe.. excited cum scare! scare everythin i plan doesnt go smoothly.. hmmm.. plz plz.. go smooth man!

boxing lesson gettin smaller n smaller.. boys no money to continue.. haiz.. gym movin to kallang!! i wan go everyday! except my weekend lah.. hehe.. weekend is for my mummy de.. if not ah!! humph she kpkb liao.. HOR mummy! oh ya.. i make her angry today! hmmm.. sorry.. im so despo liao.. i nid tat acc to be done!! for them to bet.. so sori.. i got get u to use e com to help me access!! sori sori.. they nid acc to bet.. cos they losin money.. hmmm.. it my fault here.. im sori.. sori.. plz forgive me!!

talking abt ACCESS! damn.. i fuck my EXCEL test.. shit.. got to retest.. nb.. sian! 3 sep got ACCESS test.. woah.. GAN SIAN!

wow wow wow. passerby..u came back! oh tat story was abit hard to explain.. well.. hmmm.. long story.. hmmm. we okie. now! hope no more quarrel! hehe.. coming 1 yr! tis 7th sep! got alot of plan in mind.. woah.. lack of time.. how i wish. time can freeze thr for me to finish wat i got to do wit her.. haha.. but tinkin again.. 1st yr.. come out so many idea. wat if 10 yr down e road.. lack of idea.. jialat.. haha.. how life recently? busy! me oso busy.. exam lah. den went boxing wit shawn lah. alot lah.. hardly hav time for gf until weekend.. i hope she could understand.. anyway.. she got her frenz.. aiyo.. everythin her frenz de lah.. haha.. im cool wit it.. didnt wanna care more on tat too.. sure.. 100% quarrel once talkin abt tat.. hehe..

today finish exam went to help tcher do ting.. den meet her for awhile.. den i got to go.. no time ah.. rushin back hm to change.. actually boxing is fun! wanna join anot.. haha.. shawn coaching.. since u noe him, he wil go easy on u de.. hmmm.. recently he's wit a thai, well.. innocent lookin.. pretty ah.. his type ah.. not my cup of tea!! haha.. mine.. wan long hair.. haha.. IMPORTANT *HINT HINT* den got body shape! no dirty tinkin! hehe.. haven got time to upload serious.. time is so pack
lor.. fro frenz hu noe me well.. i don drink milk.. haha.. tat day i tried HL chocolate..hmmm.. taste still okie lah.. hehe.. no choice.. wan bones to b stronger hav to drink!! hehe




sch everythin.. exam comin.. reali muz study.. don wish to fuckin retain in ite lor.. hmmm.. 7th sep comin.. haven got time to shop ting.. haiz.. next week lah.. den tom meetin her after sch.. we go shoppin.. pic tat we took during weekend..












hav 1 thai song to share!~POWER!

Da Endorphine - Dai Yin Mai


Innervoices - Babygirl

woah.. how mani i nver post ah.. seem like veri long nver post.. reali veri upset tis few days. keep quarrel wit mummy leh.. buay tahan liao.. mood swing.. swing like no mother business. woah.. oso not tis way mummy.. today i went down to her sch to wait for her.. i admit i didnt tel u.. but u did saw me.. but y didnt walk towards me.. fine.. nvm.. i go chase her.. den tok to her.. i already so piss off tat she walk away. den i cal her hp.. she say y don i come. she is not my dog! woah.. hot liao.. izzit a gf should say de.. how ugly is tat phrase. wat if im e one hu say tat to u! how would u feel? u simply touch ur heart n feel. haiz.. hav u grown up within months of relationship! nvm.. den tok to her. i so damn piss off.. don tink i could control my temper.. i admit i shout at u.. tok to u so fiercely. grad ur arm so hard. tat how u feel. okie. nvm im sori. but wat u tel me u gonna do! do e hp line ting. wat do u tel me at 1st. it is not gd, somehow feel illegal to do tat. wan me to stop! den y u wanna start. i so angry. y my gf wil do such ting. u nid money u can tel me! i giv u. don care where n how i get tat money. i wil meant i can get it. thr is will thr is a way. i didnt do stupid stuff to get money. den u wan money to buy clothes. when shoppin u didnt speak a word. did i stop u from buying. u can hav my card. noe my pin no. go shop.. did i ever say no. u say tat could spoilt u. if i don spoilt u, hu can i spoilt. am i doin too much.? ya im over protective u! wanna smoke, smoke singapore cig. y buy contra band cig. support ur frenz business.? no. don hav money to eat, did u tel me! no. wil i say no, when u ask for money? did iever? ur frenz tis ur frenz tat. nvm. i don post any comment of ur frenz. but u noe better tat me. wat is their character, wat is their jobs like! wat if she jio u go do wat she use to!? will u? huh. is tat my gf goin to do!

i don wan u to get into trouble. i got trouble did i ever put u down! did i ever say u should help me!? did i? nvm. im fierce to u! is my fault. i cant express much. all i noe is shout. tat wat i learn from parents! did i meant wat i say! u should noe tat. u understand me more den my x.. y cant u understand tis time round. i say so much u shoot back so much. did anythin go inside ur head n listen n tink! u wish to listen to ur frenz advise! breakin up wit me is e onli solution! okie.. i doesnt wanna judge tat. but u tink! did i ill treat u normally? did i! from tat KBOX i noe my mistake! tat is so fed up! i knew n i change! im being paranoid bcos u seem to b closer wit ur frenz.! u wan me to trust u! sure can! i start tinkin much onli when u start to get closer wit them! yes thanks them for e ONLI companion in sch! they say u r not worth to hav a bf like me! hu reali treat u well. u tink! i said alot in e msg! but u simply don listen n tink! they say u follow, i say u didnt follow! i say change ur attidude, it gettin bad to worst! y wanna make it a scene to break up! bcos of tis u wanna break up! they see side of story! did they noe ur attidude towards me! did they! come on. u chose them instead of me! wat was ur attidude when i told shawn problem 1st! not tat i didnt tel u! it tellin which party 1st! u start screamin at me! wat now! i tel u wat comes ard goes ard! now! u wanna listen to them!

did they meant u gd! did u see i talk so happi wit them like how i talk to elisa! elisa is much more nicer n understandin den them! i ask u lah.. which side would u chose if elisa n ite frenz! u always wan me to make decision! now i let u make decision! which party is better! not tat elisa wil help me or anythin! she is reali a veri gd frenz! y u cant tink! i noe single wont die! if tat happens i wouldnt b wit u at all! i found someone i reali love! wat past is past.. did i ever open my neo print box n see her photo! it is so painful when i see her! tat incident u not happy enough meh! u forced me to meet her! i feel so bloody not right! did u giv a damn! so much stuff i take it n i forget it! i didnt complain a single word! over mean over! u cant de leh. u said douglas is much better den me! den he's e most wonderful guy lah. hapi. i not gd. im e worst. i cant make ur heart beat faster! i got no power! izzit. den tis comin sep! r we goin to celebrate 1st yr! i got all plan planned! if u wish to listen to ur frenz! tat it! everythin gone! u wish to break on tat day worst still. wat u wan! i don get it. i gettin more n more fed up now! i cant talk things out wit u now like b4. rem e time we sat in playground talk everythin. where is tat. tat feel. gone! now all u nid is ur frenz! u always wan me to b thr when u free. mummy things changed! i hav sch tat end at 5 or 4. but u ends at 3. plus u stay buangkok. even if i acc u eat dinner everyday! it wil b ard 7+.. plus u cant acc me long de.. during dinner phone start to ring! helo.. can we hav peaceful dinner! i don mind doin e travel. it e time we could spent together!

i promise u weekend it all urs! did i? i wanna u so badly when i could make a decison hu to choose i chose u! it tat wat u don wish to! i don tink highly of myself! wat. wat i recevie ur attidude from u! could we stop all tis nonsense! useless stuff we not suppose to hav! nvm lah. u wana listen to ur frenz! den fine! i got no regret! end of e day! u noe hu treat u e best! we was together n happily for quite sometime! i glad enough to hav u!


其實還愛你


为什么相爱的人不能在一起


張玉華&李聖傑-是你決定我的傷心


從不喜歡孤單一個 (Concert) - 蘇永康 ／李樂詩


buay tahan is ur frenz tink i goin to beat u! stupid or wat! i wait for u! den u don wish to come.. can go hm on ur own! wat e crap is tis.. wanna stay wit u until i leave! if i nid to beat u! u can run meh! ur hse like i nver go b4! do i nid to beat u anot.. stupid.. u reali nver tink izzit.. like i dono ur family members! oh my.. how u become like tis! trust ur frenz den u trustin me! woah.. ur frenz go over board already.. wat testi/comment is tat in ur frenster! pic oso change! y not delete me like how she did it! huh.. delete all our photo lah.. walao.. mummy u reali oso goin over board! i cant stand u sia.. now go against ur bf.. like wat sia.. helo how i feel sia!! walao.. veri fed up wit u leh.. tink leh.. cb.. wat wrong wit u! still wanna quarrel meh.. they back u up izzit.. fuck lah.. none of their fuckin business.. for those hu wanna get urself invole come look for me.. don do ting cowardly.. haiz.. nver grown up sia.. mummy.. u tink tink lah.. she say tings u believe n trust la hor.. i say de nver listen half sentence lah hor.. is tis call relationship! izzit anot.. walao.. come taggin may.. it time to end everythin.. of cos.. everythin u wish rite! den u free.. damn! am i suppose to knee down n say sori.. my ego is high, i will if it is totally my fault.. if u walk towards me. nothin would happen! i bet i wont tok to u so harsh as u didnt! already so fed up! like u dono like tat.. still wanna listen to her.. did u ever feel wat i feel.? huh. did u anot.. walao.. if u didnt do all tis stupid shit.. nothin would happen! even if angry.. oso not so jialat. did i tok to u nicely on wed nite! on thurs morning u start ur nonsense again! woah lan.. veri fed up sia! argh! i on e verge on killing ur frenz! arghh!! so bloody dulan lor.. y u become like tis! come on.. u tink lah.. nearly a yr.. u wanna waste tis time den forget every single ting lah. treat u nicely u don appreciate, den start complaining. argh! u got frenz to complaining.. den how abt when i wanna complaint abt u! did i tok to shawn all abt tis! e most i ask cheryl how to mend back! did ur frenz ask u mend back! ask u break up lah.. pcb.. argh! reali reali veri fed up! y and wat u tinkin.. wat u choose to listen to their side!! argh!! they reali treat u damn gd lah.. izzit. u tel elisa wat happen den start ur tinkin again.. walao.. i buay tahan.. dono saat dinner still on anot.. if u cant make it.. or don wan den forget.. everythin u oso don like go like love ur frenz lah.. sua.. okie.. don wanna hear all tis shit from u or ur frenz!! damn.. u chose to believe them, don regret one day tings happen! u cry over spilt milk okie! u another one so naive so believe everyone is mr or ms nice! wait till u got backstabb den u realize hu reali cares for u! did u see elisa backstabb u? tink n feel urself!

Melee - Built To Last


Who Will I Run To By Kiley Dean

Song Lyrics

Fri acc shawn to take his new bike!! den abandon mummy at hm!! sorri.. i didnt noe shawn will come so late.. if i knew i would meet u in school!! sori.. den see his new bike.. help him saw his fork!! we hav our DIY method of cutting e fork!! look at ah peng!! staircase become our workshop!!



meet mummy on sat!! went to balestier to eat chicken rice!! onli 2 of us!! den watch movie.. watch pathology!! R21 movie okie.. see i look mature to enter!! hehe.. nice movie if u r a fan of gore n bloody movie.. hehe.. well.. mummy seem like she doesnt enjoy e movie cos she find it too gore.. too much bloody spiltin here n thr!! dead body everywhere!! hehe.. e more exciting movie yet to come!! SAW V comin.. yeah.. i love that movie.. mummy acc me watch okie.. if it show in singapore!! if not i buy dvd watch alone!!


finish movie.. mummy realize she lost her lighter tat i bought by her!! well.. nvm lah.. lost le jiu lost lor.. u haven lose me yet!! 2nd item she lost!! 1st is my JAY CHOU MOVIE TICKET!!! now lighter!! hmmm.. haiz.. ting wasnt goin rite at nite!! we quarrel.. it my fault.. haiz..

den today!! msg like oso bu shuang.. call her even worst.. damn fuckin attitude.. haiz.. bo bian i make her angry de.. sob sob.. was sort of boring today!! don hav mood.. well.. i dono mummy somehow or rather become part of my life!! i scare losin her.. doesnt wanna suffer like how i did in e past.. tat is horrible!! couldnt do anythin but see her leave!! it damn sad.. hmmm.. hu will understand tat feelin.. mummy say douglas is even better den me!! fine.. accepted!! i got no more say.. sound like mummy wanna end it.. she doesnt wan tis relationship anymore!!

Imgaine Me Without You


I turn To You


JJ Lin Jun Jie - Da Nan Ren Xiao Nv Hai


wei ni xie shi-Kenji Wu Ke Qun


愛的主旋律


Akon feat. Zion - The Way She Moves


Ne-Yo - Go On Girl

haiz. so bored.. weekend went out to watch mummy n money not enough 2.. well.. a sad movie instead of funny lor.. haiz.. recently abit moodless in doin anythin.. i feel strange.. like tinkin of somethin i shouldnt b tinkin.. mon went out wit e boys. had dinner at petal.. well.. after dinner had a little chat jiu went off..some went hm, shawn went to HER hse play manjong so i left for hm too.. nothin to do.. dono.. shawn ask me out on tue nite.. a veri last min one.. he wanna go drive.. den he don wanna drive.. den wan take cab thr.. he wanna go zouk.. suddenly wanna go zouk.. haiz.. don understand him.. zouk can go anytime.. go clubbing can go anytime.. y cant he fuckin studyin!! near N lvl le.. yet don wanna study.. everyday go out.. ever since probation finishes.. hardly see him online.. haiz.. he always say he got problem in study.. dono nb cant ask tchers! cb so big.. mouth for fuck.. nb.. SHE sec 5 u can ask her for help wat.. Shawn n HER so close sure wil help de lor.. nb.. haiz.. fuck lah.. don wan study wan go where.. wit wat cert PSLE!! so old yet dono how to tink!

today is thurs sat is goin to national day!! guess wat.. confirm shawn n HER goin out to see fire work!! suppose to jio them(boys) out to see, now tink no nid liao.. sure cant make it or busy!! sound like it's spilting! haiz.. found couple of MV wit reali nice lyric!


passerby~ long time no see u taggin! gone by NOW!


Keyshia Cole I Remember



sad love song KISS - Beacause I'm a Girl(korean song)
~check out e lyric!! damn meaning!