woah.. how mani i nver post ah.. seem like veri long nver post.. reali veri upset tis few days. keep quarrel wit mummy leh.. buay tahan liao.. mood swing.. swing like no mother business. woah.. oso not tis way mummy.. today i went down to her sch to wait for her.. i admit i didnt tel u.. but u did saw me.. but y didnt walk towards me.. fine.. nvm.. i go chase her.. den tok to her.. i already so piss off tat she walk away. den i cal her hp.. she say y don i come. she is not my dog! woah.. hot liao.. izzit a gf should say de.. how ugly is tat phrase. wat if im e one hu say tat to u! how would u feel? u simply touch ur heart n feel. haiz.. hav u grown up within months of relationship! nvm.. den tok to her. i so damn piss off.. don tink i could control my temper.. i admit i shout at u.. tok to u so fiercely. grad ur arm so hard. tat how u feel. okie. nvm im sori. but wat u tel me u gonna do! do e hp line ting. wat do u tel me at 1st. it is not gd, somehow feel illegal to do tat. wan me to stop! den y u wanna start. i so angry. y my gf wil do such ting. u nid money u can tel me! i giv u. don care where n how i get tat money. i wil meant i can get it. thr is will thr is a way. i didnt do stupid stuff to get money. den u wan money to buy clothes. when shoppin u didnt speak a word. did i stop u from buying. u can hav my card. noe my pin no. go shop.. did i ever say no. u say tat could spoilt u. if i don spoilt u, hu can i spoilt. am i doin too much.? ya im over protective u! wanna smoke, smoke singapore cig. y buy contra band cig. support ur frenz business.? no. don hav money to eat, did u tel me! no. wil i say no, when u ask for money? did iever? ur frenz tis ur frenz tat. nvm. i don post any comment of ur frenz. but u noe better tat me. wat is their character, wat is their jobs like! wat if she jio u go do wat she use to!? will u? huh. is tat my gf goin to do!

i don wan u to get into trouble. i got trouble did i ever put u down! did i ever say u should help me!? did i? nvm. im fierce to u! is my fault. i cant express much. all i noe is shout. tat wat i learn from parents! did i meant wat i say! u should noe tat. u understand me more den my x.. y cant u understand tis time round. i say so much u shoot back so much. did anythin go inside ur head n listen n tink! u wish to listen to ur frenz advise! breakin up wit me is e onli solution! okie.. i doesnt wanna judge tat. but u tink! did i ill treat u normally? did i! from tat KBOX i noe my mistake! tat is so fed up! i knew n i change! im being paranoid bcos u seem to b closer wit ur frenz.! u wan me to trust u! sure can! i start tinkin much onli when u start to get closer wit them! yes thanks them for e ONLI companion in sch! they say u r not worth to hav a bf like me! hu reali treat u well. u tink! i said alot in e msg! but u simply don listen n tink! they say u follow, i say u didnt follow! i say change ur attidude, it gettin bad to worst! y wanna make it a scene to break up! bcos of tis u wanna break up! they see side of story! did they noe ur attidude towards me! did they! come on. u chose them instead of me! wat was ur attidude when i told shawn problem 1st! not tat i didnt tel u! it tellin which party 1st! u start screamin at me! wat now! i tel u wat comes ard goes ard! now! u wanna listen to them!

did they meant u gd! did u see i talk so happi wit them like how i talk to elisa! elisa is much more nicer n understandin den them! i ask u lah.. which side would u chose if elisa n ite frenz! u always wan me to make decision! now i let u make decision! which party is better! not tat elisa wil help me or anythin! she is reali a veri gd frenz! y u cant tink! i noe single wont die! if tat happens i wouldnt b wit u at all! i found someone i reali love! wat past is past.. did i ever open my neo print box n see her photo! it is so painful when i see her! tat incident u not happy enough meh! u forced me to meet her! i feel so bloody not right! did u giv a damn! so much stuff i take it n i forget it! i didnt complain a single word! over mean over! u cant de leh. u said douglas is much better den me! den he's e most wonderful guy lah. hapi. i not gd. im e worst. i cant make ur heart beat faster! i got no power! izzit. den tis comin sep! r we goin to celebrate 1st yr! i got all plan planned! if u wish to listen to ur frenz! tat it! everythin gone! u wish to break on tat day worst still. wat u wan! i don get it. i gettin more n more fed up now! i cant talk things out wit u now like b4. rem e time we sat in playground talk everythin. where is tat. tat feel. gone! now all u nid is ur frenz! u always wan me to b thr when u free. mummy things changed! i hav sch tat end at 5 or 4. but u ends at 3. plus u stay buangkok. even if i acc u eat dinner everyday! it wil b ard 7+.. plus u cant acc me long de.. during dinner phone start to ring! helo.. can we hav peaceful dinner! i don mind doin e travel. it e time we could spent together!

i promise u weekend it all urs! did i? i wanna u so badly when i could make a decison hu to choose i chose u! it tat wat u don wish to! i don tink highly of myself! wat. wat i recevie ur attidude from u! could we stop all tis nonsense! useless stuff we not suppose to hav! nvm lah. u wana listen to ur frenz! den fine! i got no regret! end of e day! u noe hu treat u e best! we was together n happily for quite sometime! i glad enough to hav u!


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buay tahan is ur frenz tink i goin to beat u! stupid or wat! i wait for u! den u don wish to come.. can go hm on ur own! wat e crap is tis.. wanna stay wit u until i leave! if i nid to beat u! u can run meh! ur hse like i nver go b4! do i nid to beat u anot.. stupid.. u reali nver tink izzit.. like i dono ur family members! oh my.. how u become like tis! trust ur frenz den u trustin me! woah.. ur frenz go over board already.. wat testi/comment is tat in ur frenster! pic oso change! y not delete me like how she did it! huh.. delete all our photo lah.. walao.. mummy u reali oso goin over board! i cant stand u sia.. now go against ur bf.. like wat sia.. helo how i feel sia!! walao.. veri fed up wit u leh.. tink leh.. cb.. wat wrong wit u! still wanna quarrel meh.. they back u up izzit.. fuck lah.. none of their fuckin business.. for those hu wanna get urself invole come look for me.. don do ting cowardly.. haiz.. nver grown up sia.. mummy.. u tink tink lah.. she say tings u believe n trust la hor.. i say de nver listen half sentence lah hor.. is tis call relationship! izzit anot.. walao.. come taggin may.. it time to end everythin.. of cos.. everythin u wish rite! den u free.. damn! am i suppose to knee down n say sori.. my ego is high, i will if it is totally my fault.. if u walk towards me. nothin would happen! i bet i wont tok to u so harsh as u didnt! already so fed up! like u dono like tat.. still wanna listen to her.. did u ever feel wat i feel.? huh. did u anot.. walao.. if u didnt do all tis stupid shit.. nothin would happen! even if angry.. oso not so jialat. did i tok to u nicely on wed nite! on thurs morning u start ur nonsense again! woah lan.. veri fed up sia! argh! i on e verge on killing ur frenz! arghh!! so bloody dulan lor.. y u become like tis! come on.. u tink lah.. nearly a yr.. u wanna waste tis time den forget every single ting lah. treat u nicely u don appreciate, den start complaining. argh! u got frenz to complaining.. den how abt when i wanna complaint abt u! did i tok to shawn all abt tis! e most i ask cheryl how to mend back! did ur frenz ask u mend back! ask u break up lah.. pcb.. argh! reali reali veri fed up! y and wat u tinkin.. wat u choose to listen to their side!! argh!! they reali treat u damn gd lah.. izzit. u tel elisa wat happen den start ur tinkin again.. walao.. i buay tahan.. dono saat dinner still on anot.. if u cant make it.. or don wan den forget.. everythin u oso don like go like love ur frenz lah.. sua.. okie.. don wanna hear all tis shit from u or ur frenz!! damn.. u chose to believe them, don regret one day tings happen! u cry over spilt milk okie! u another one so naive so believe everyone is mr or ms nice! wait till u got backstabb den u realize hu reali cares for u! did u see elisa backstabb u? tink n feel urself!