a life of mine

2009-01-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

1 more week to new year!
hmmm. alot of ting in my mind!
i'll be leaving singapore to genting again!
haha. every year oso e same!
tis year no new clothes, no money!
sian! haiz. sob sob..
so much ting in sch.
so freakin busy!
life skill project!
argh! sian!
i miss takin photo!
i miss e time we spent together!
i miss those stars!
i miss those moments!

yes i might changed alot. u did too right?
we both in diff fuckin sch!
u don expect every min every sec i could spent wit u!
be sensible! stop makin fuss out of everythin!
it not abt weekday or weekend anymore!
got time i sure spent it wit u!
i got tings to do! okie!
pls. i said alot. it up to u to reflect!

passerby???!
u came back??
u left n u came back??
not much of a change in my life?!
u?

謝震廷&張宇 - 趁早

蕭敬騰 & 張惠妹 - 一眼瞬間 (MV完整版)

超級星光大道林宥嘉&鴨子-梁山伯與茱麗葉

超級星光大道楊宗緯徐宛鈴--心動心痛

2009-01-13T02:19:00.002+08:00

woah.. start sch a week liao.. hmmm. went to her bday party?! but wasnt fun lah. me n darren was jus sitting by e side.. self entertain wit jumpstyle music.. lol.. den discuss more abt sch.. darren end up comin to my sch.. hehe.. elroy go mummy sch.. so damn far.. haiz..

ytd take result. hmmm. hear alot of them score badly.. ykid tis kid ah.. get 27 still got e cheek to b proud.. haiz.. got tuition n everythin. still score until like tat. make his mum so damn fuckin angry.. haiz.. kana scoldin by e mum jiu ran out of hse!! e mum like wan me find back her son!! child care!! lol..
she oso take result. hear she didnt score well. jus passed. don giv up lah. u got bright future! haha.

so panic durin e day!! haha. tot xiaolong ran away.. he was not able to return cal tat all!! haha. he play soccer den wan me help him clear his debt!! wtf.. haiz. lucky he settle everythin liao.. i felt so relief.. haha

tom no sch! cos PE tcher not here. another subject is consider can skip de. so ahem ahem. self declare! haha. was tinkin of settle business in singapore!! jie jie got contaact to bring in clothes for women.. haha. mayb creatin blogspot! i wan bring in shirt for FAT MAN. i can understand how they feel. thr's isnt any nice SHIRT in singapore wit our size!! haha.. sure famous de.. haha. FAT MAN SAVER! bcos of my shoulder i cant buy tshirt. bcos of my arm i cant long sleeve shirt. too big liao. it full of muscle. haiz. too much training.

talkin abt training. i tink i cant go muay thai class liao.. my interest like gone!! whoosh!! haiz.. i wanna join some gym! i wanna know how to fight! if not how to protect my mummy!! mummy so skinny slim!! haiz. wind blow mummy fly off liao.. everytime been bullied by her brother!! haiz.. sad sad..

2009-01-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

finally cleaned my own room! throw away all those junks! i saw lots of memories! haha. i missed those days! my sec sch days. so fun! how i wish im still in sec sch! outside world isnt nice at all! hmmm. sch reopen in few days time! seem like darren n elisa sis comin to my sch! errr! ite isnt a gd place. i wish to go ns now! i don hav e mood to study touch books already!haiz.

seem like im goin to spend e weekends on my own! mummy goin granny's place. i so bored at hm! i wanna go out! argh!

she called last nite! invited me to her bday party next week! i missed her sis's. dono whether am i goin to miss hers too! i couldnt go empty handed! i reali dono wat to get for her! haiz!

i told mummy abt it! at first, i dono how to start. women always get jealous over things! haiz. she did allow! jus dono is reali willingly 1 anot. mummy always like to hav excuse to go out wit frenz! i can go out, mummy oso muz go out. she said like tat den fair! haiz. i go where n mummy go where!? different place hao bu hao! haiz.

2009-01-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

wow! 2009 le. so fast sia. a yr pass again! ytd when st james! fuckin lot of ppl sia. so mani ppl Q ing to go in clubs! leslie couldnt enter bcos he is wearing short pant! so sad. andy jiu acc him hm!elisa shumin eileen john mummy me when in! we saw wani n her sister! n jasmin koh aka e frog! haha. thr was so mani hot girls! hardcore alot! all sexy sia. i saw couple of ppl quarrelin. almost ended up in fight.

the place was so crowed tat im sweating b4 i even dance! it so bloody hot! we enter at 1130, price was $35 for everyone! didnt reali enjoy much ytd. not enough drink, hot, not enough space to dance! party until 3. we went out.. haha. waited 1hr 15min of cab. thr isnt any cab. all were under on call! wtf.i spent e most expensive cab fare last nite.. haha. send mummy hm den my hm! it cost me $35 exact! oh my. haha.

NEW YEAR resolution!
stop smokin!
hav more money saving!

for others stuff in my mind! let nature takes it course!
if it's mine, it will b mine!
i jus wan her to enjoy her life.
stop scoldin at my ear!

2008-12-25T05:20:00.003+08:00

today is christmas! hmmm. christmas eve spent at a chalet! wit not much beer! fun etc! it isnt a pleasant week for me either! so mani ting occur tis week. too much problem at a time! was tryin my best to entertain my gf! haha. sound wierd! i tink thr is a problem in between us! a knot! haiz. i was spentin my holiday lifelessly. i didnt party didnt reali hav fun. didnt relax myself. i feel like goin to sentosa! sit by e beach. hmmmm. everywhere in singapore is so crowned. aint any space for me to breath! i dono wat am i doin now! after leavin sec sch. life is like so slack. i cant see any goals. hehe. will power not thr? hehe. or somethin else! gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian! o oh! now it 545am. i oso dono whr am i goin later! suppose to go out wit mummy. seem like it goin to b spenting my christmas alone! haha. last time single still got shawn n group of brother. now leh. seem like everyone is separatin. wtf. wat had happen! fuck man. argh. where is e gym comin up!? i tink im goin to use tat place to isolate myself from the world! a place i can b alone! no stress! nobody to shout at u! punchin bag wont utter a single word! haha. goin crazy here. sob sob. i feel so fuck up rite now! argh!

2008-12-23T05:39:00.002+08:00

watched ip man today! woah. the fightin scene so best!! haha. didnt reali spent quality time wit mummy. cos i rushin to settle some stuff!! sobsob.. im broke serious! haiz.. shit man! i dono how am i goin to spent on christmas! hmmm. i got no gui ren who can help me!

Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's me

some thai song! which i hav no idea wat the title is!

i owe mummy a christmas gift! hmmm. now im tryin my best to cope wit my money! didnt tot things will happen out tis way!

mummy
u wont mind i don meet u mah?
u scare i leave u mah?
till now u still wonderin y u would stick to me rite?
hmmm. sad!

2008-12-20T14:41:00.003+08:00

twilight was so nice! i watch it lsat night wit uncle brother n cousin! haha

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

TWILIGHT SONG WRITTEN FOR TWILIGHT THE MOVIE

e edward so handsome! cool! shuai! bella so cute! wow!

hmmm. tis week cash flow abit stuck! didnt go out on weekend! i nid money man. hav to setle the bloody bill! woah nb de sian! argh!

2008-12-13T00:04:00.003+08:00

officially school holiday le! hehe.. recovered from my sore eye! money still empty! nb.. hahah. holiday le. can go chiong. yeah yeah!

i got alot of thing to do!
i nid a new hp!
i nid money!
i nid alot of players!
i nid new clothes!
hmmmm.
should b contented! haha. tru tis hp ting, gt alot of ppl into deep shit! unsolvable shit! money is the horrible ting in life! haiz.

oh ya. i nid to go japan! go back to aus! i wanna see naked babe again!

mon goin to wild wild wet! wit mummy! hmmm.

jeremy went in to NS liao. everyone! starts to enter NS. im so scare! fuck! sure BMT 6mths! sian! jeremy bald head! serious no joke! damn cute n innocent!

2008-12-09T01:54:00.002+08:00

i got sore eye! sob sob. im sick for e whole weekend! couldnt go anywhere! wtf. e fucker kimho got me into deep trouble. nbcb. i got to pay elaine's bill. damn shit! haiz. so sorry for everyone! e hp ting, i got u all into deep trouble! now i tink consider no money is goin to b given! oh my! haiz. karl i dono how to explain to u! all thanks to kimho! tis mother fucker! his next life sure bu de hao shi! if it wasnt ur delay, nothin would hav happen! haiz.. cant he go loan or somethin, rather he go work! work wat sia.. wat kind of job can he earn? haiz.

even danniel got a midnite job jus to cover tis hp ting. hello. i see him oso pity him. he got no money, he work nite shift to earn money. morning work buffet deliverman. nite time do mac delivery till 2am. hey no nid slp ah. nb cb. all becos of u. tis mother fucker! if can i sure whack u whack until like weijie! nbcb!

tis week is e last week of exam! yeah! i wanna go work! i wanna earn money!

2008-12-02T11:22:00.002+08:00

exam exam exam!

stress!! i got my pp result! i got e lowest! damn~

i finiish watchin bu liang siao hua! at last so touchin. let see wat other drama comin up! for e hp ting, knn. tio fuck liao lor.no money liao lor. knn. argh. stress. now no money liao.. im broke.. fuck. i nid somethin, someone to entertain me. cheer me. ar bo sibei sian!

rainnie yang- dai wo zou

2008-11-22T22:33:00.003+08:00

woah wat a week, been drivin ard to sch to boot camp.. the camp was fun.. everyone was happy. trainin. team challenge tingy!! red team won! my team won.. haha.. although i didnt play much.. but i am happy for my team! hehe. fight nite came!
i got to fight shawn, fuck i screwed up! i couldnt control my temper! haha
therefore, i lost e fight! haiz.. well, it a gd start..

i couldnt upload e pic n e video. sian!

being watch to a new taiwan drama, bu liang siao hua! rainnie yang chen lin n pan wei bo show! fuckin funny! so long didnt blog!

busy lately! i'll try to blog more often!

2008-11-11T18:09:00.002+08:00

WHATEVER YOU LIKE

Daniel Powter - Next Plane Home

Daniel Powter - Bad Day (it's old, but it's nice)

Tongue Tied- Faber Drive (Lyrics)

2008-11-11T17:54:00.002+08:00

fuck V! camp postpone! i so lookin forward den last min camp postpone! sob sob.. how sad! went out drinkin last fri.. danniel bday!! i love e martell. it taste better den beer. hmmm. so happenin tat nite!! haha. so close yet so far!! darren seem like addicted to thai alr!! keep jioin ppl go drinkin.. haha.. everyone is goin for thai!! thai power! hmmmm sian.. exam comin.. o lvl endin soon!! haiz.. no money liao.. i wan back my money!! argh

Potato-Ruk Tae Doo Lae Mai Dai

love e meaning of tis song!

MAI ROO JUK CHAN MAI ROO JUK THUR

2008-11-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

i feel damn fuck up now! e cb kimho gettin more n more sia lan each day. now he owe money he still dare to scold at ppl. nbpcb. i don care who e fuck handle e money. i jus nid e money for my ppl. they waitin for tis huge sum of money. each day ppl start askin me "how ah, the hp ting?" now tis mother fucker, son of a bitch. i meet e mother. indeed is 1. like fuck. "wat can i do?" nb ur son get into deep shit. wat is parents for? nb. ask urself. y e fuck, as a parent, u not fuckin workin?! fuck bitch.! everythin push to darrick! is ur son who break promises, who deserve to b blame! u go report police for fuck! scare ur son might get life threaten! oh god, fuck. he deserve it. don hav such capibility don act tat u hav. fuck tis kim ho!! pcb. u askin y ppl sign line. ppl tot is no money can earn some bucks. wat in e end. ppl still got to pay for ur son's mistake! do u noe how to read F U C K Y O U!

nbcb. say 3 week to get ting done! hello. like u ever keep promises! hell god. e gf still stick wit him! for fuck! knowin ur bf hav tis kind of problem!? n u still still to him!? if im kimho, nb i no face to face my gf lah.. tis guy indeed brainless. rumours say kimho take those money n let his gf spent! wat a fucker! nbcb. argh! fuck tis guy, kimho!

2008-10-31T11:57:00.009+08:00

Chio HOR!!!

23/10/2008!! 18th bday

24/10/2008!! ZOUK+Phuture

Our Date!

2008-10-19T22:43:00.005+08:00

sat went out!! mummy bday comin soon..

i collected my ah lun album le..

so stress!! those fucker didnt pay me!!

2008-10-16T15:15:00.002+08:00

school reopen le.. hmmm been to sch.. new module new teacher!! hmmm. as usual nothin much happen.. joan n zhuang jie break liao.. joan n bona seem veri close.. hehe.. everyone tink n say they r goin to b another pair in our clas.. haha.. how mani guy she wanna b wit in our class.?? hehe..

ah lun album comes out le..everyone chiong go take.. i goin to collect on sat.. relax.. no hurry.. hmmmm. mummy i cant let u play.. cos it a collection lai de.. sori.. bleah!!

tues hold pad for lester cos he havin gradin! woah.. like shit.. no strength no technique.. no stamina.. after gradin, result out.. he onli merely pass.. haiz.. disappointment.. moreover he learnt longer den others.. haiz..he is a total shit. still wanna lie.. he claim tat he went to doc, doc say he low blood, tat y no stamina.. woah.. super bullshit.. haiz.. xavier ask him, where is his cousin eddy(actually onli fren) ? he still can say oh he busy ah.. he got his ting ah.. woah.. we all noe eddy is not his cousin.. he say it is lor.. wat for he nid to lie man..

LESTER TAN ZHI HAO!! 19yr old!! GROW UP PLS

tonite goin to buy hp for mummy!! samsung F480 goin ps.!!!

2008-10-11T11:48:00.002+08:00

woah. sian lor.. jay preorder finish liao.. i order veri veri early leh.. argh.. i wan e metal box collection!! if anyone outside willin to sell tat metal box collection in 1st hand condition.. i BUY FROM U!! $$50.. steady.. i wan ah lun album.. sob sob.. i purchase until e paper box.. sob sob.. argh.. see can shipped from taiwan anot.. hehe..

thurs mummy meet me after training. went dinner.. den slack for awhile.. chit chat n go hm.. our 1 yr n 1 mth anniversary jus passed.. hehe. thr is more years n months to go.. hehe. ytd. mother cook bah ku teh.. hehe i go mummy hse n eat.. not bad lah.. hehe.. finish liao help mummy clear n clean e table.. hehe.. weekend dono wanna do wat leh.. i wanna watch movie.. e guard post.. is a horror movie.. but i scare..hehe..

i wanna change hp leh.. veri sian usin n95 or blackberry.. any hp to intro?

mon start sch le.. fuckin sian.. nb.. e hp ting not solve yet.. sian.. argh.. damn..

i feelin like goin holiday wit mummy leh.. wanna go genting.. hav those er ren shi jie.. den next would b e aus trip.. i wanna go back thr.. seriously girl thr compare to singapore.. 1 heaven 1 earth.. woah.. hehe.. mummy i wanna go.. pursuade ur mother!!!!!!!!!

Passerby!! jus askin when r u goin to reveal urself.. hmmm.. tel me ur age ur class in damai.. hehe.. 5a2????

2008-10-05T23:59:00.006+08:00

woah.. ytd training onli 5 ppl make it.. den e lester came!! haha.. he is a gangster!? wit tattoo on his arm n back.. but i don see any power in him! cant fight.. when training i onli hear him shh shhh shhh.. sound system damn power!! hehe.. initally i tot he was a nice guy! nver tot he got so much bullshit 1.. he bullshit all sort of tings to those junior! lol.. pull them into his gang.. walao.. lousy person.. say until he number 1 man in toa payoh.. lol.. he bullshit say can beat V or shawn anytime! lol tua bao leh.. sentosa no cannon liao.. beat me den say! hehe.. now he got a title from SUPER FIGHTS(my muaythai gym name) BK aka Bullshit King! hehe.. he is still holdin e title!! haha..

i cant go for muay thai boot camp! shit lah.. cos i hav study den cant make it.. woah.. haiz.. i fuckin hate it.. i see how i can jarbo sch to go haha..

yeah.. i preorder ah lun album liao. but i alr hav all his new album song! hehe.. went out wit mummy to tampines. watch painted skin.. hehe.. tat demon is so hot! hehe.. den watch liao.. went to eat teppanyaki express.. hehe.. mummy ate all my bean spouts! touyalicious!hehe.. nothin much for today, mummy not feelin well. she brought her medicine along too.. shoppin ard.. mummy bought ting for her mother.. den went hm watch the island!

tom work again! fuck!

passerby!? how is ur hari puasa? u malay rite? did u reali festin? haha.. cos my malay fren all jarbo festing.. aall smoke all ddrink! hehe i nver seen a reali tat good n holy malay!! sorry ya!

n lvl jus finish.. o lvl startin soon!! listen!! o lvl taker good luck! hmmm.. study real hard. i noe u can do it!

2008-10-04T00:15:00.002+08:00

yeah.. i got all jay's new songs le..i haven preorder his album yet.. haiz.. no time leh.. hmmm.. tis week soccer oso lose quite alot.. jialat man.. haiz.. where got so much money to clear! haiz.. mummy fall sick ytd.. she had headache. sob sob.. poor ting.. today bring her see doc.. haiz.. e whoole body is so warm.. havin fever.. sayang sayang..

hmm.. tis week no training. due to n lvl students! dono when O lvl starts. hmmm. hmmm. tat day saw her at bustop.. i was stunned.. dono how to react. she oso saw me, den look away.. hmmm.. mummy saw her too. den she seem like jealous lor. haha. i didnt do anythin.. haiz.. i oso wil feel jealous if mummy hav another guy outside!!

2008-09-28T16:03:00.002+08:00

Jay Jay is back.. he comin his album soon.. yeah..

see how cute he is!

2008-09-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

woah stress! e whole week findin money.. e ball ting i lose money.. sian.. stress.. nb karl lie to me.. wtf.. for this frenship he wanna play me out.. hello.. cb.. he tink small amount.. nb cb. haiz.. e hp ting.. e fucker like play us out again.. walao.. damn fuck..

gf still okie lah.. everythin fine.. jus hope tat mummy everythin muz tel me.. don like cyn hp ting.. do liao den tel me.. haiz.. now mummy everyday stay at hm.. mummy bored to death le.. but no choice.. i got to work.. don reali hav time to acc her during weekday.. im so sorry!

now everyday work in sunlogistic.. fun lah.. but nb.. my com kanna virus.. cant watch video! shit..

i pass my 1st gradin of 1st khan! hehe muay thai.. next week hand sparin.. damn excited.. im goin to take down WEI JIE from FIGHT G 1 more time! hehe..

hmmm.. sec 4 mon hav paper! shawn still not studyin! i feel sad for him, if he don hav a cert in e future! haiz.. woah he hor! make me happy for awhile.. use her acc click on my friendster acc. walao.. i tot she reali view me! lol.. wtf..

passerby! i has been so long alreaady! can i noe who r u? pls!

2008-09-26T01:12:00.001+08:00

woah woah.. hmmm long time nver blog.. will update real soon..

im okie wit my gf.. everythin back to normal.. all she wans is attention!! lol...

busy workin tis week.. update durin weekend

2008-09-19T11:40:00.002+08:00

fuck lah. e hp ting stressin me up! argh. everyone so fuck up! it not me hu fuckin owe u money wat. cb.. keep callin me. fuck lah. den gf oso like tat. kpkb. cb. did i fuckin cal u to go do it anot. u did it behind my back leh. nb. don wan listen to me. cb. argh. everyday wanna argue. i cant go thai pub. see thai girl. listen thai song. walao. all u wanna say me. unfair. fine lor. i don make a single noise. hapi. den went out wit v oso cant, helo. weekend i got acc u mah. weekend is mine no matter holiday or non-holiday. u okie until so shiok for fuck if u cant do it. everythin seem to b my fault sia. everytime say nid time to tink. tink abt wat. break up izzit. wat's thr to tink! got bf=no bf lor. u r hapi lah. u lost ur damn hp. i pass u mine to use. u so fuckin stubborn, n say NO. witout a hp how am i fuckin goin to reach u. as if u got a hse hp like tat. u fuckin noe e situation of ur hse. den how to contact u. wait online for u! rubbish rite. argh. keep sayin i shoutin at u. as if u didnt. oh fuck. u re angel lah. nb.. pure n innocent. u don feel damn fed up i felt it okie. u wanna go clubbin wit hu!? ur ite frenz. u fuckin noe whether they r gd company anot. u love them so much. u go lah. go clubbin lah. u mention u wanna b like cyn n ur ite frenz. like tat no diff from a whore lah. u do tat. tat end of relationship!

i didnt take photo wit girl! wat did u do! i didnt msg them although i hav their no. did u msg tat guy! hmmm. u wanna compare. tat wat. unfair or fair to me.

now whr r u. wat u doin i oso dono. like as if i can contact u. argh. u drivin me nuts. argh!

2008-09-15T23:40:00.003+08:00

sat went facial wit mummy.. hmmm. facial still okie lah. den mummy got massage me don hav. woah. sian lor.. the atomsphere veri nice.. hehe. nothin much at nite go dinner jiu go hm le..

sun meet mummy for dinner go hougang find mother. den eat free food. mummy's food fest! haiz.. saw daven thr.. lion dance troupe. long time no see him liao.. haven grow a single in height yet. tink last time more handsome. hehe.

mon collect money. tat hafeez don wanna ans my call. i went to his hse. his bro at hm. i got his unit no. #05-1622 haha.. i msg him. den he reply" okok u win bt giv me some time. im collecting" haha. i ask him to cal him.. he reali cal me. so guai liao. haiz.. tink fun hor mess wit me! nite time karl oso giv me problem. his frenz run away. jialat lor. not enough money to giv company. shit man. some more, got ppl keep askin abt e hp ting. walao. if he cant giv e money, he wil find soultion for u. i don produce money. haiz. sian.

shawn finally back. got extra hp to cal thai already. money sure gone! hehe. go N lvl exam slp. prelim don wanna come. how to pass sia.

Passerby. im gd wit my gf. how u?

2008-09-09T00:58:00.011+08:00

Sun was our 1st yr anniversary.. hehe.. sat we were together e whole afternnon den nite suppose to go jeremy bday party but somthin happen to jeremy so. follow mummy go eileen's bbq.. den east coast havin storm. lol. everyone is wet. haiz. mummy go show ppl thr wat i gav her.. woah.. ps sia. i mean big guy giv so small item.. ppl sure laugh de lor.. i get her bottle of stars. bear. photos. card.hmmm.. thr more to come on her bday oct 23.. all planned in my mind. hmmm. mummy was shock. cos i lie to her. i didnt get her any present. hehe.

sun meet at orchard. den we went e taka e facial ting. but they say no slot. den like fuck.. already booked den no slot.shit man. change to tis comin sat. hmmm.

den nite bring mummy go singapore flyer. as u can see e pic.. all not arrange properly. too mani photo. lazy to arrange.. hehe.. i love tat day. lathough it short but e time we spent together is unforgetable. it onli e 1st yr. tat more yrs to come! more gifts! more surprise! pisces is always full of surprises! hehe.

tis few days reali fuck up! keep workin for V. although it a easy task. but long hrs! damn sian.. sit thr. heng today last day. tom help shawn mum work. haiz. talkin abt shawn jiu headache. cause so much trouble. dono how to tink 1 leh. how much he spent on thailand. wtf.. he tink money easy to earn. haiz..

mummy bday comin! plans start workin in my mind. hehe. i jus nid money. onli money can make everythin possible. money can make e date romantic! i realize i love mummy in wat she is not wat she hav liao. i couldnt compare mummy wit her! it diff. no longer wan character same as her. it okie if mummy don hav long hair. it okie mummy don wear dress! i jus wan her to b more lady-like! reali tinkin back. it my fault. i reali not a gd bf to her. to mummy too. they don deserve me! haiz.. guilty!

2008-09-05T01:03:00.003+08:00

woah.. today veri busy.. noon at 2 meet amir karl n cheryl mummy to watch 4bia. walao.. fuckin scary movie.. e last story.. woah. i cover my face tru e whole movie.. i scream onli at e last part.. woah.. tat princess reali scary. horrible.. shit man.. was oso busy abt e phone ting. walao.. stress.. argh.

mummy ah mummy.. countin down for sun.. nvm if we cant spent our nite together.. for e day we hapi jiu hao le.. next time. in e future.. anythin muz tel me. i wont get piss off. it is better for u to ssay out b4 i finds out. rite anot. sayang sayang. don cry. don jus bcos of frenz u help. no pt gettin urself into trouble. wat if lah. moreover, tat is not a veri long frenz. noe them onli 4 mths. so b wise next time. okie.

today was so rushy for me. haiz. went to boxin late. den do pad work. later in e session. sparin. damn. got my nose n jaw punched. a 16 yr old boy wit a body like mine. huge. grade 3. walao. combo gao gao. too fast. can block no time to react. haiz. gotto train harder. 1st time, not bad exprience. cool. V say mux control my temper. cos when in e fight angry mean gone case. angry no time to tink. no plan. no combo. oponent will time ur action n counter. once counter u gone. haiz. im jus so short temper. wat to do. it in my genes. damn. argh. once angry onli, feel like finishin tat person. argh.

i post e most scariest part of 4bia. plz enjoy. hehe.

4bia-ending song

2008-09-04T02:44:00.002+08:00

woah. wat a week.. haiz.. mon collect money not successful. cb.. lose 300.. bloody hafeez run away.. cb. fuck tis malay guy. study RP, nb don dare ans my call.. fuckin dulan.. haiz..

den got shoppin tis week. wit tat limit cash. for tis comin sun! haiz.. but. plan abit spoilt ah. mummy cant take over nite.. shit. hmmm..

nothin more.. today OFA test hmmm.. tink should b gone case. tom meet amir they rest at causeway pt. watch movie.. hmmm... tom mummy's classmate goin to her new hse to study. like fuck sia. cb. i oso haven even step into e new hse since they move in. now they get to go in. argh. go downstair cannot study ah. alot of excuse sia. walao. i VERI NOT HAPI. argh. now ite frenz CONQUERING her!! DAMN

Bodyslam - อกหัก - Ok Huk

Mai Sue - ไม่ซื่อ

2008-09-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

teacher day celebration! jarbo sch.. went to damai see chiobu teacher! den happen to see HER! haha. den mummy jiu tink i wanna see HER.. lol.. SHE onli went up e stage nia.. den talk talk talk.. went to take testi.. den mummy acc elisa go hm.. i oso go hm change.. meet them at bugis.. go bugis walk walk.. den walk to suntec.. slack at mac

nite time jiu go to bedok thr talk n slack.. haha.. soon after go hm liao..

next day.. i got retest.. went back to sch.. e retest sure pass de. so easy.. haha.. den go cut hair.. mummy went to hair tech meet me.. acc me.. den go hm change.. went to mother shop n eat.. den sent her hm.. nothin much lor.. short day.. nite meet lester shawn kelson n e rest to drink.. e option band last day thr. so go support.. haha.. play until 3+ den go hm.. they go den i go.. i oso forget to see wat time liao.. mummy couldnt get e job from lester.. so sad.. so gd chance to work.. haiz.. since u tried so hard to get tat navy bond.. don allow u to work den forget it lah.. don risk it.. hmmm..

today leh.. wake up.. ask mummy wan go where.. she say dono.. aiya.. as usual lah.. always dono where to go.. brain cant tink de.. no idea oso.. HOR!! dono go where den don meet up lor.. tat wat she say! nvm. den danniel say go makan.. den okie lor.. since i oso no plan! jiu i tag along.. den.. mummy start to piss off liao.. woah.. can go out wit frenz cant go out wit her! aiya. hack care her liao.. always wanna make a scene.. i mean wat so nice abt quarrelin! enjoyment meh.. walao.. damn sian when come to tis.. go makan liao.. jiu go bugis bought her nail polish remover.. travel alone all e way to her hse.. pass her jiu go liao.. woah.. WOMEN NEVER LISTEN! haiz..

now she no job.. wanna start bettin on soccer! wanna bet under my side. like wat rite.. if she win, oso my money.. if she lose, i goin to pay for it.. still playin wit my money.. lai liao lor.. nid money liao.. wanna shop izzit.. i giv u lah.. stop do all tis rubbish.. jus b gd.. stop all quarrelin at all cost can liao.. plz.. i had enough.. plz..

2008-08-27T02:33:00.005+08:00

lai le lai le.. blogin time!! ytd too tired to blog tat y! aiyo.. mummy.. got rule liao.. 3 days muz blog once!! here is it!! sat we went see firework.. wit shuan n company!! all mummy frenz!! hmm not close wit them neither..hmmm mummy's frenz! so show face!! hehe..

firework lasted ard 10 minS! it from korea!! hmmm. it nice.. seriously.. too bad i nver took more pic!! i miss out those green firework.. it so bright n nice! i love green!! hehe.. same as elaine jie jie! hehe.. upon talkin abt jie jie.. seem like SHE hav new target! hehe. can b seen in HER frenzster! tat fast! hehe.. expected man! GER ah! study 1st.. o lvl don play play! hehe.. nvm! SHE's not goin to see tis anyway! hmmm..

take a look at mummy! she look diff from wat i noe!! she now got put somthin on e eye le.. haha.. chio liao!

see. diff hor! hehe.. 7th is comin!! hmmmm. lai liao lor.. hehe.. excited cum scare! scare everythin i plan doesnt go smoothly.. hmmm.. plz plz.. go smooth man!

boxing lesson gettin smaller n smaller.. boys no money to continue.. haiz.. gym movin to kallang!! i wan go everyday! except my weekend lah.. hehe.. weekend is for my mummy de.. if not ah!! humph she kpkb liao.. HOR mummy! oh ya.. i make her angry today! hmmm.. sorry.. im so despo liao.. i nid tat acc to be done!! for them to bet.. so sori.. i got get u to use e com to help me access!! sori sori.. they nid acc to bet.. cos they losin money.. hmmm.. it my fault here.. im sori.. sori.. plz forgive me!!

talking abt ACCESS! damn.. i fuck my EXCEL test.. shit.. got to retest.. nb.. sian! 3 sep got ACCESS test.. woah.. GAN SIAN!

2008-08-22T02:30:00.005+08:00

wow wow wow. passerby..u came back! oh tat story was abit hard to explain.. well.. hmmm.. long story.. hmmm. we okie. now! hope no more quarrel! hehe.. coming 1 yr! tis 7th sep! got alot of plan in mind.. woah.. lack of time.. how i wish. time can freeze thr for me to finish wat i got to do wit her.. haha.. but tinkin again.. 1st yr.. come out so many idea. wat if 10 yr down e road.. lack of idea.. jialat.. haha.. how life recently? busy! me oso busy.. exam lah. den went boxing wit shawn lah. alot lah.. hardly hav time for gf until weekend.. i hope she could understand.. anyway.. she got her frenz.. aiyo.. everythin her frenz de lah.. haha.. im cool wit it.. didnt wanna care more on tat too.. sure.. 100% quarrel once talkin abt tat.. hehe..

today finish exam went to help tcher do ting.. den meet her for awhile.. den i got to go.. no time ah.. rushin back hm to change.. actually boxing is fun! wanna join anot.. haha.. shawn coaching.. since u noe him, he wil go easy on u de.. hmmm.. recently he's wit a thai, well.. innocent lookin.. pretty ah.. his type ah.. not my cup of tea!! haha.. mine.. wan long hair.. haha.. IMPORTANT *HINT HINT* den got body shape! no dirty tinkin! hehe.. haven got time to upload serious.. time is so pack
lor.. fro frenz hu noe me well.. i don drink milk.. haha.. tat day i tried HL chocolate..hmmm.. taste still okie lah.. hehe.. no choice.. wan bones to b stronger hav to drink!! hehe

sch everythin.. exam comin.. reali muz study.. don wish to fuckin retain in ite lor.. hmmm.. 7th sep comin.. haven got time to shop ting.. haiz.. next week lah.. den tom meetin her after sch.. we go shoppin.. pic tat we took during weekend..

hav 1 thai song to share!~POWER!

Da Endorphine - Dai Yin Mai

Innervoices - Babygirl

2008-08-15T00:45:00.004+08:00

woah.. how mani i nver post ah.. seem like veri long nver post.. reali veri upset tis few days. keep quarrel wit mummy leh.. buay tahan liao.. mood swing.. swing like no mother business. woah.. oso not tis way mummy.. today i went down to her sch to wait for her.. i admit i didnt tel u.. but u did saw me.. but y didnt walk towards me.. fine.. nvm.. i go chase her.. den tok to her.. i already so piss off tat she walk away. den i cal her hp.. she say y don i come. she is not my dog! woah.. hot liao.. izzit a gf should say de.. how ugly is tat phrase. wat if im e one hu say tat to u! how would u feel? u simply touch ur heart n feel. haiz.. hav u grown up within months of relationship! nvm.. den tok to her. i so damn piss off.. don tink i could control my temper.. i admit i shout at u.. tok to u so fiercely. grad ur arm so hard. tat how u feel. okie. nvm im sori. but wat u tel me u gonna do! do e hp line ting. wat do u tel me at 1st. it is not gd, somehow feel illegal to do tat. wan me to stop! den y u wanna start. i so angry. y my gf wil do such ting. u nid money u can tel me! i giv u. don care where n how i get tat money. i wil meant i can get it. thr is will thr is a way. i didnt do stupid stuff to get money. den u wan money to buy clothes. when shoppin u didnt speak a word. did i stop u from buying. u can hav my card. noe my pin no. go shop.. did i ever say no. u say tat could spoilt u. if i don spoilt u, hu can i spoilt. am i doin too much.? ya im over protective u! wanna smoke, smoke singapore cig. y buy contra band cig. support ur frenz business.? no. don hav money to eat, did u tel me! no. wil i say no, when u ask for money? did iever? ur frenz tis ur frenz tat. nvm. i don post any comment of ur frenz. but u noe better tat me. wat is their character, wat is their jobs like! wat if she jio u go do wat she use to!? will u? huh. is tat my gf goin to do!

i don wan u to get into trouble. i got trouble did i ever put u down! did i ever say u should help me!? did i? nvm. im fierce to u! is my fault. i cant express much. all i noe is shout. tat wat i learn from parents! did i meant wat i say! u should noe tat. u understand me more den my x.. y cant u understand tis time round. i say so much u shoot back so much. did anythin go inside ur head n listen n tink! u wish to listen to ur frenz advise! breakin up wit me is e onli solution! okie.. i doesnt wanna judge tat. but u tink! did i ill treat u normally? did i! from tat KBOX i noe my mistake! tat is so fed up! i knew n i change! im being paranoid bcos u seem to b closer wit ur frenz.! u wan me to trust u! sure can! i start tinkin much onli when u start to get closer wit them! yes thanks them for e ONLI companion in sch! they say u r not worth to hav a bf like me! hu reali treat u well. u tink! i said alot in e msg! but u simply don listen n tink! they say u follow, i say u didnt follow! i say change ur attidude, it gettin bad to worst! y wanna make it a scene to break up! bcos of tis u wanna break up! they see side of story! did they noe ur attidude towards me! did they! come on. u chose them instead of me! wat was ur attidude when i told shawn problem 1st! not tat i didnt tel u! it tellin which party 1st! u start screamin at me! wat now! i tel u wat comes ard goes ard! now! u wanna listen to them!

did they meant u gd! did u see i talk so happi wit them like how i talk to elisa! elisa is much more nicer n understandin den them! i ask u lah.. which side would u chose if elisa n ite frenz! u always wan me to make decision! now i let u make decision! which party is better! not tat elisa wil help me or anythin! she is reali a veri gd frenz! y u cant tink! i noe single wont die! if tat happens i wouldnt b wit u at all! i found someone i reali love! wat past is past.. did i ever open my neo print box n see her photo! it is so painful when i see her! tat incident u not happy enough meh! u forced me to meet her! i feel so bloody not right! did u giv a damn! so much stuff i take it n i forget it! i didnt complain a single word! over mean over! u cant de leh. u said douglas is much better den me! den he's e most wonderful guy lah. hapi. i not gd. im e worst. i cant make ur heart beat faster! i got no power! izzit. den tis comin sep! r we goin to celebrate 1st yr! i got all plan planned! if u wish to listen to ur frenz! tat it! everythin gone! u wish to break on tat day worst still. wat u wan! i don get it. i gettin more n more fed up now! i cant talk things out wit u now like b4. rem e time we sat in playground talk everythin. where is tat. tat feel. gone! now all u nid is ur frenz! u always wan me to b thr when u free. mummy things changed! i hav sch tat end at 5 or 4. but u ends at 3. plus u stay buangkok. even if i acc u eat dinner everyday! it wil b ard 7+.. plus u cant acc me long de.. during dinner phone start to ring! helo.. can we hav peaceful dinner! i don mind doin e travel. it e time we could spent together!

i promise u weekend it all urs! did i? i wanna u so badly when i could make a decison hu to choose i chose u! it tat wat u don wish to! i don tink highly of myself! wat. wat i recevie ur attidude from u! could we stop all tis nonsense! useless stuff we not suppose to hav! nvm lah. u wana listen to ur frenz! den fine! i got no regret! end of e day! u noe hu treat u e best! we was together n happily for quite sometime! i glad enough to hav u!

其實還愛你

为什么相爱的人不能在一起

張玉華&李聖傑-是你決定我的傷心

從不喜歡孤單一個 (Concert) - 蘇永康／李樂詩

buay tahan is ur frenz tink i goin to beat u! stupid or wat! i wait for u! den u don wish to come.. can go hm on ur own! wat e crap is tis.. wanna stay wit u until i leave! if i nid to beat u! u can run meh! ur hse like i nver go b4! do i nid to beat u anot.. stupid.. u reali nver tink izzit.. like i dono ur family members! oh my.. how u become like tis! trust ur frenz den u trustin me! woah.. ur frenz go over board already.. wat testi/comment is tat in ur frenster! pic oso change! y not delete me like how she did it! huh.. delete all our photo lah.. walao.. mummy u reali oso goin over board! i cant stand u sia.. now go against ur bf.. like wat sia.. helo how i feel sia!! walao.. veri fed up wit u leh.. tink leh.. cb.. wat wrong wit u! still wanna quarrel meh.. they back u up izzit.. fuck lah.. none of their fuckin business.. for those hu wanna get urself invole come look for me.. don do ting cowardly.. haiz.. nver grown up sia.. mummy.. u tink tink lah.. she say tings u believe n trust la hor.. i say de nver listen half sentence lah hor.. is tis call relationship! izzit anot.. walao.. come taggin may.. it time to end everythin.. of cos.. everythin u wish rite! den u free.. damn! am i suppose to knee down n say sori.. my ego is high, i will if it is totally my fault.. if u walk towards me. nothin would happen! i bet i wont tok to u so harsh as u didnt! already so fed up! like u dono like tat.. still wanna listen to her.. did u ever feel wat i feel.? huh. did u anot.. walao.. if u didnt do all tis stupid shit.. nothin would happen! even if angry.. oso not so jialat. did i tok to u nicely on wed nite! on thurs morning u start ur nonsense again! woah lan.. veri fed up sia! argh! i on e verge on killing ur frenz! arghh!! so bloody dulan lor.. y u become like tis! come on.. u tink lah.. nearly a yr.. u wanna waste tis time den forget every single ting lah. treat u nicely u don appreciate, den start complaining. argh! u got frenz to complaining.. den how abt when i wanna complaint abt u! did i tok to shawn all abt tis! e most i ask cheryl how to mend back! did ur frenz ask u mend back! ask u break up lah.. pcb.. argh! reali reali veri fed up! y and wat u tinkin.. wat u choose to listen to their side!! argh!! they reali treat u damn gd lah.. izzit. u tel elisa wat happen den start ur tinkin again.. walao.. i buay tahan.. dono saat dinner still on anot.. if u cant make it.. or don wan den forget.. everythin u oso don like go like love ur frenz lah.. sua.. okie.. don wanna hear all tis shit from u or ur frenz!! damn.. u chose to believe them, don regret one day tings happen! u cry over spilt milk okie! u another one so naive so believe everyone is mr or ms nice! wait till u got backstabb den u realize hu reali cares for u! did u see elisa backstabb u? tink n feel urself!

2008-08-12T02:53:00.002+08:00

Melee - Built To Last

Who Will I Run To By Kiley Dean

Song Lyrics

2008-08-11T03:25:00.002+08:00

Fri acc shawn to take his new bike!! den abandon mummy at hm!! sorri.. i didnt noe shawn will come so late.. if i knew i would meet u in school!! sori.. den see his new bike.. help him saw his fork!! we hav our DIY method of cutting e fork!! look at ah peng!! staircase become our workshop!!

meet mummy on sat!! went to balestier to eat chicken rice!! onli 2 of us!! den watch movie.. watch pathology!! R21 movie okie.. see i look mature to enter!! hehe.. nice movie if u r a fan of gore n bloody movie.. hehe.. well.. mummy seem like she doesnt enjoy e movie cos she find it too gore.. too much bloody spiltin here n thr!! dead body everywhere!! hehe.. e more exciting movie yet to come!! SAW V comin.. yeah.. i love that movie.. mummy acc me watch okie.. if it show in singapore!! if not i buy dvd watch alone!!

finish movie.. mummy realize she lost her lighter tat i bought by her!! well.. nvm lah.. lost le jiu lost lor.. u haven lose me yet!! 2nd item she lost!! 1st is my JAY CHOU MOVIE TICKET!!! now lighter!! hmmm.. haiz.. ting wasnt goin rite at nite!! we quarrel.. it my fault.. haiz..

den today!! msg like oso bu shuang.. call her even worst.. damn fuckin attitude.. haiz.. bo bian i make her angry de.. sob sob.. was sort of boring today!! don hav mood.. well.. i dono mummy somehow or rather become part of my life!! i scare losin her.. doesnt wanna suffer like how i did in e past.. tat is horrible!! couldnt do anythin but see her leave!! it damn sad.. hmmm.. hu will understand tat feelin.. mummy say douglas is even better den me!! fine.. accepted!! i got no more say.. sound like mummy wanna end it.. she doesnt wan tis relationship anymore!!

Imgaine Me Without You

I turn To You

JJ Lin Jun Jie - Da Nan Ren Xiao Nv Hai

wei ni xie shi-Kenji Wu Ke Qun

愛的主旋律

Akon feat. Zion - The Way She Moves

Ne-Yo - Go On Girl

2008-08-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

haiz. so bored.. weekend went out to watch mummy n money not enough 2.. well.. a sad movie instead of funny lor.. haiz.. recently abit moodless in doin anythin.. i feel strange.. like tinkin of somethin i shouldnt b tinkin.. mon went out wit e boys. had dinner at petal.. well.. after dinner had a little chat jiu went off..some went hm, shawn went to HER hse play manjong so i left for hm too.. nothin to do.. dono.. shawn ask me out on tue nite.. a veri last min one.. he wanna go drive.. den he don wanna drive.. den wan take cab thr.. he wanna go zouk.. suddenly wanna go zouk.. haiz.. don understand him.. zouk can go anytime.. go clubbing can go anytime.. y cant he fuckin studyin!! near N lvl le.. yet don wanna study.. everyday go out.. ever since probation finishes.. hardly see him online.. haiz.. he always say he got problem in study.. dono nb cant ask tchers! cb so big.. mouth for fuck.. nb.. SHE sec 5 u can ask her for help wat.. Shawn n HER so close sure wil help de lor.. nb.. haiz.. fuck lah.. don wan study wan go where.. wit wat cert PSLE!! so old yet dono how to tink!

today is thurs sat is goin to national day!! guess wat.. confirm shawn n HER goin out to see fire work!! suppose to jio them(boys) out to see, now tink no nid liao.. sure cant make it or busy!! sound like it's spilting! haiz.. found couple of MV wit reali nice lyric!

passerby~ long time no see u taggin! gone by NOW!

Keyshia Cole I Remember

sad love song KISS - Beacause I'm a Girl(korean song)
~check out e lyric!! damn meaning!

2008-07-31T00:32:00.003+08:00

cool abt a week i didnt blog.. haha.. woah.. was havin a veri busy week.. OFA project finally handed up!! yeah.. things off my chest.. last week got nafa.. damn.. nearly 6mth nver excise now ask me run.. siao lor.. hmmm.. when to watch mummy movie.. on fri.. hmmm.. den when dinner at mummy hse downstair.. hmmm.. den today.. wen to buy printer at bugis.. den bought a pair of cig case n lighters!! 1 for her 1 for me!! hmmm.. tom mummy workin.. hmmm.. fetch her after work!! hmmmm.. finallly shawn out of probation.. hmmm.. gd for him.. able to hang out late nite outside now!! well.. suppose to hav durian party wit the boys.. but.. he seem busy!! wit her!! so forget everythin.. no more party boy!! was watchin prison break.. gettin hook on it.. damn.. scofield damn smart..

passerby!! realii?? she look pretty?? my classmates cant recognize her when they saw my blog!?? lol.. i hope she can stay tat way all e time.. u noe wit some make up!! hmmm..

2008-07-26T00:33:00.004+08:00

hmmm.. thurs fetch her from sch as im not schling.. so waited for her at her sch.. went to yishun to hav our movie.. the dark knight.. woah.. nice movie.. worth watch.. haha.. after show send her hm.. den i meet daniel at bedok res.. we went to eat botak jones.. woah.. cool.. e steak was veri nice.. plus we order pizza!! hmmm.. finish he send me hm.. nice frenz hor!!

fri went out to causeway pt.. change mummy 's bra.. lol.. she tot i veri ma lu to walk into bra section.. like real i am ma lu lor.. nothin to shy abt.. it onli bra n panties.. lol.. ask me to touch n choose bra.. well i did... i did chose a couple of silky material.. woah.. damn soft ah.. haha.. den we walk to kiddy place.. see all those cute cute baby shirt.. look at my pic below.. e shirt seemm to b smaller when i tok pic wit.. veri cute lor.. haha.. how i wish i could buy 1 for my kids.. hmmm.. i wan a BOY!! hint hint.. haha..

after tat went hm.. nothin to do.. sat was a long day for me man.. noon got to go for lunch appointment.. wore a shirt jeans n leather shoe.. damn cool.. haha.. went to shangri -la hotel.. nice buffet.. haha.. den meet mummy at ps.. went out shoppin again.. woman ah.. best in shoppin.. lol.. see tis see tat.. tried bikini..but don suit her.. so went off another shoop.. hmm.. somethin happen at nite.. sun shawn n HER goin out.. hmm.. somethin fishy?? haha.. im sori if i ruin ur date.. i called HER ask whether i can tag along anot.. she say can!! OKIE... hmmm.. surprise!! den later in e nite.. shawn called me say tat SHE don wan me to go.. den cool lor.. nvm..

today.. woah.. den morning elaine called me.. SHE say okie.. lol.. like whether SHE kana force to say OKIE anot.. mummy appear in my room.. im shock.. den after tat send her hm den i went to meet elaine HER melanie maxcelin shawn.. meet them at cinema thr..Marina Sq.. well.. didnt say hi at all.. nvm.. went to cinema i sit at far end.. haiz.. was alone all by myself like im watchin movie alone..lol.. watch the dark knight.. lol.. i watch b4 liao.. well finish e movie.. went to makan.. at hk cafe.. den!! hmmm.. soon shawn hav to leave.. den after my meal.. i took my leave too.. no pt.. as in e whole time.. elaine talk to me onli.. haiz.. hmm.. didnt spoke to HER.. hmm.. well.. she look prettier, grown up.. hmmm.. haha.. dono whether to say tis anot.. i dono wat wrong wit me..when i see HER,my heart ache.. dono y.. emotionally hurt.. so near yet so far.. haiz.. good luck in e future.. no matter wat SHE do.. i hope it go smoothly fo HER..

lol.. passerby where r u? veri busy ah.. im gettin bored.. i still wanna find out hu r u?? all i noe is u r usin max online internet.. lol.. cant track u down.. where u stay.. hmmm.. im reali curious abt ur identity!!

2008-07-23T03:09:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. went to sch late today.. cant slp last nite.. den.. reali nothin to do in sch sia.. bfd i failed.. shit.. got a F.. den muz retake.. ofa test comin.. next week.. den e ppt project halfway done.. damn.. ofa listen to tcher nag for 3 hrs.. hmmm.. surf net see videos.. damn sian.. after sch.. went to town do e phone lines.. hmmm.. went vivo to do.. got transportation.. so okie wit it.. den.. meet up wit kelson.. n his frenz.. go for drink(kopitiam drinking ICE LEMON TEA) den went to see his gf.. woah.. thai.. not strange for me.. haha.. i oso can speak thai.. hehe.. they send me hm.. hmmm.. well.. kelson quite a nice guy.. damn joker lookin.. exactly like angeline's face ah.. walao.. noe tis guy for quite sometime(yrs).. but didnt manage to meet him until today.. haha.. his frenz all like 24 yr old.. i 19.. woah wat a samll boy to them!! lol.. nvm.. i look mature n bigger in size..tsk tsk.. hehe..

passerby~ ya.. she fed up wit me lor.. lol.. women reali ah.. haiz.. i dono how u noe shawn, sound pretty close wit him.. lol.. 3/4?? hmmm thanks. mention tat i like my gf to b close wit her x.. well.. actually is don like lah.. but i put myself in her shoe.. if tat happens to me.. i oso don wan her to suspect me or anythin.. rite.. if i wanna talk to my x.. how?? so no choice.. but to keep quiet to tat issue.. hmmm.. anyway.. no chance in hell i'll get to talk to my x lah.. haha.. oso like lost contact.. so no pt tinkin abt it.. truth.. girl love to cry.. cant solve problem cry.. cryin is still e best way out.. haha.. woah.. same sch wit ur guy ah.. gd lah.. can see him everyday.. mine at yishun.. woah.. damn far lah.. but i try to make my way, do e transportation lor.. instead of her travellin.. if she travel sure confirm.. 100% f me up!! woah journey so long.. so to save tat.. i do e travellin.. i meet her.. haiz.. i damn low mood tat day.. woah.. mind keep tinkin of e problems.. woah.. damn.. i got tis problem tat i not suppose to noe.. somehow or rather i knew it.. but i couldnt help.. cant do anythin.. cant even let others noe tat i knew abt tis problems.. n it's quite major to me.. n i helplessly doin nothin.. haiz.. i felt so useless.. damn.. i hope everythin alrite by now.. i reali hope.. when i heard abt e story i feel pity for someone like tat.. haiz.. cant mention much here..

2008-07-21T19:59:00.004+08:00

well.. ytd went out wit shawn.. went to beach road see his swiss knife den go simlim sq buy e clip II mini.. he nid it for drivin.. actually i oso wan de.. jus fuck lah.. no more drivin so don see a pt to buy.. hmmm.. den went temple at si ma lu to pray.. well.. pray alot lah.. hope God able to listen.. hmmm.. den went bugis walk walk.. den tis shawn suddenly wanna smoke shisha.. so make a move from bugis after buyin ice cream each from bugis.. went to e jalan sultan.. arab street.. lookin for shisha.. walao.. 1st time tryin.. e taste will damn stay in ur mouth throat.. veri wierd wierd feelin.. apple favour.. haha.. sweet but mild strong.. lucky nver try mint.. sure fuckin regret..

after shisha.. meet darren at e tm thr.. for wat i noe.. is watch concert.. i oso dono wat time finish.. so told mummy b hm by 10.. watch japanese concert.. at soka tingy.. oso dono how to spell.. i tot meet darren onli.. go tm liao.. meet weisheng elroy malaysia guy darren n yida.. woah.. so mani ppl.. hmmm. den meet e dance tcher at tampines st 82.. oh.. she is from e soka tingy.. she invited us to e concert.. den free ticket.. go enjoy lor.. see alot of mediacorp artist..

den got 1 guy from superstar sing aiaiai den another sing bei pan.. woah.. damn nice ah.. as in e song.. not their singing.. den got 1 band sing jay chou de qingtian.. woah.. fuckin ugly voice lah.. walao.. spoilt my idol song.. shit man.. hmmm.. concert end at 940pm.. shawn rush hm lor.. he nid to b hm by 10.. den nver eat dinner mah.. den everyone oso hungry den tag along to eat lor.. went hm at 1115...
mummy start to get mad at me.. for tellin lies.. say reach hm by 10 but reach hm at 1115.. so she not hapi.. i mean like wat rite.. i dint noe concert end at wat time.. den hungry go eat supper den later go hm oso not hapi.. ya.. i tel lies okie.. im sori.. haiz.. cant she put herself in my shoe.. nver? haiz.. den woah.. refuse to reply my msg wor... until today.. i msg her she oso reluctant to reply.. hmmm.. my fault again.. hmmm.. at noon time.. went to tm wit amir joshuae cheryl n marc.. went to eat ice cream.. nice nice..

den go back sch for ofa.. haiz.. mummy went to work at sengkang.. giv away flyer!! well.. now i noe she read my blog.. she saw wat e passerby tags n my reply.. ya.. i dono how n cant ans e passerby tat sensitive question.. alrite.. do u hav to make a fuss of it? walao.. nothin to do meh.. like wat sia.. haiz.. den mummy wan me to meet her jus now.. see her or rather acc her giv flyer.. woah.. den i reject her lah.. afternoon was so cold to me, mad at wat ytd happen.. like abit wat rite.. little bit wanna get mad.. nothin to do.. fuck it.. i head for hm..

waas walkin alone hm from bus stop.. my mind keep tinkin.. i reali don hav any gd pt.. cant find any lor.. cant say im a gd guy to b wit!! if not y ladies left me.. im not fuckin rich.. i aint smart.. if not i wont end up ite.. hmmm.. i aint caring.. all i noe is to shout yell at.. im over sensitive.. im over possessive.. im reali not gd at anythin.. im like fuckin useless crap living in e world sia.. i got license but after an accident.. ppl don dare sit in my car.. so!! i felt like fuck.. emotionally hurt sia.. sometime i would wan my gf to understand me.. but i dono wat happen to it.. it like fuckin sad sad ting.. haiz.. argh!!!

2008-07-20T02:34:00.003+08:00

well.. middle of e nite! tinkin over n over!! hmmm.. i delicate tis songs to e person hu read my blog.. hmmm

"Before I Fall In Love"

[Verse 1:]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

So Close - Jon Mclaughlin

2008-07-19T18:58:00.005+08:00

well.. today mummy go do her make up!! well.. below r e pic i took!! hmmm.. well.. couldnt see it not nice!! jus new look to me!! haha.. but look wierd.. close look she look like she hav a fake nose!! haha.. sori.. jus a veri honest comment!! hehe.. den durin she doin e make up tingy.. went out n meet elaine jiejie.. do e phone line ting.. hmmm.. after 25 - 28 days she will get another amount.. hmmm.. gd deal!! hmmm.. sori.. was told to use onli 1 hr!! but.. i use up 4hrs of her time.. so sori.. i apologize ya.. hmm. den meet mummy after tat.. hmmm.. meet for lunch + dinner.. hav pepperlunch at taka!! she was stared by so many ppl lor.. lol.. nver seen anyone make up until tis izzit.. lol.. soon after we left for hm.. damn bored.. nothin to do!!

tat shawn reali went out wit HER n Mel meh.. haha.. mayb truth.. they were veri close!! hehe.. well.. lol.. but im cool.. didnt affect me much..

passerby~ woah.. veri long nver hear from u!! i tot u vanish from tis world!! no worries lah.. hmmm i oso bz wit my project.. u mentioned u saw me usin hp durin assembly.. haha.. i noe my phone rang couple of times in assemble.. den my fav jay chou song started to play.. haha.. hehe.. was ur class near my 5a3.. tokin abt 5a3.. woah.. i miss tat classroom.. we decorate until so nice.. woah.. i still rem 1st term of my sec 5 my class is e 1st lvl de.. soon move up to 3rd lvl.. beside e ger's toilet.. woah.. damn cool 5a3!! i still miss damai.. now ite sux ah.. i love damai.. abit wat lor.. durin secondary sch i keep wanting to get out of damai.. now tink again.. i miss damai.. i miss my fav tcher.. ms nura, she given birth to a ger.. i was thr to see her ger in hospital.. a new member in our 5a3!! i miss her.. haven got time to reali come down to damai n take a walk.. haha.. dono how mr raj n her? haha.. tat robby, hmmm.. was close b4 but ting happen between us!! so again rather b hi bye frenz.. haha.. u saw me in 3/4??? tat wierd.. yes i do love.. but i cab to sch.. woah.. like tat u oso saw me.. u r angel izzit.. u everywhere beside me!! haha.. no problem tokin abt HER!! im cool.. reali i am!! den other den 3/4 do u see me in others? like jean? which one is nicer?? hehe.. lookin for comments! poly life veri tough.. i got a bng, johnathan he oso in poly.. he oso veri stress up!! haiz.. understandable.. i'll see wat i can do to entertain u wit my blog!! perhaps some video!! when i'm reali bored i look for funny video!! haha.. den last nite.. i found a website tokin abt relationship.. i did post couple of poem thr too.. whether to b frenz once again, will nid a long time to tink!! hmmm.. hurt me even more.. btw i numb to anythin already.. it okie liao.. she got her life doin great.. so im sure she wil b fine n happier den b4.. oh ya, do u noe my another best buddy? shawn, handsome lookin tall tall guy.. tat always called up by mr raj.. haha.. exactly like me!! haha.. followin my footstep!! shawn he hor.. he is close wit her.. so no matter wat.. i still got him to take care of him.. unless he backstabb me lah.. haha.. most likely wont.. her sis oso said.. "y u 2 like wierd wierd one, still can b frenz wat" well.. i dono wat to say.. no topic.. no chemistry already.. hence don tink she is gonna talk to me! she say" u r her 1st bf.. she will noe hu treat her e best sooner or later" well.. will see how it goes.. im totally fine wit anythin.. haha.. my gf reali cant accept her lah.. hmmm.. well.. tink she is jealous bah.. u noe women!! always jealous!! so tat one nothin to worry.. i got my freedom of choice of frenz i made!! i'll make her understand tat.. hmm.. i wont make her sad lah.. not as if i goin back to HER.. like impossible.. she is attached!! duh! u keep sayin if it was meant to b, she will return.. i don tink tis sentence apply for HER.. hey.. ger.. is tat too long for 1 para.. sori ya.. i move on to next topic in para 2.. i tink i sure did well for compo if i happen to take any.. haha..

"btw y do guys like to say tht..like when we break up or wht,always knw tht he will be there during our times of need..hmm,im really wondering..scary u knw"

tis sentence, hmmm.. mayb it true, when u reali love someone.. ur heart is link to each other!! i do feel it sometime.. somehow somethin somewhere ting will pop out wit somethin.. tat i could somethin gonna happen.. well.. we not superhero.. we don hav sixth sense.. it jus hard to explain.. we jus noe... for example.. she ever had problem wit HER guy.. her bruises on her face.. ppl start to tell me abt her face! n best is everyone noe i got a new gf.. yet still tel me.. den soon HER sister cal me.. den next day was my current gf bday.. suppose to bring her out from morning till nite.. got no choice.. i went down to sch worryin tat guy of HERs will come after her.. in e end.. he didnt turn up +her sister drove her hm.. well.. is it so coincidence or wat.. hehe.. hard to believe.. soon i heard they alrite.. well.. gd.. SHE intend to broke up wit him, but he manage to save back.. how i wish i could save it back tat time! haha.. well ting over.. den back to normal.. well as for ur veri sensitive ques!! i couldnt ans u HERE!! sori..

done talkin abt me.. how abt u.. how u n ur guy? bz but rem keep in contact.. if not relationship driftin apart.. alrite..

Pisces: Frenster Horoscope for July 19,2008

The Bottom Line
Count on a good friend to help you get rid of unrealistic fantasies right now.

In Detail
Do you feel like no one is leveling with you right now? Turn to your closest friends for all the reality checks you need. They can always be counted on to tell you the truth and help you get rid of unrealistic fantasies. The sobering dose of reality that one of them gives you today will be just the kick in the pants you need to make a few changes in your life. Show some appreciation for their dependability by treating them to a small gift or dinner out.

unrealistic fantasies means wat???

Handsome!! CANT SAY NO!!

Videos

Mad TV!!

2008-07-19T01:53:00.002+08:00

im fuckin bored!! nothin to do.. but jus cant get to slp!! now it already midnite!! phrases of words keep flashin in my mind!! tinkin of tis n tat.. mayb joshuae is rite!! he mentioned im emotional scarred.. which mean i could perform 100% commitment in relationship anymore!! thrfore it make me always tink of her!! hence wantin everyone to bcome or look like her! i dono wat to say!! im speechless.. he ask again whether i truely love my current gf? tat ans remain in my heart! wat am i tinkin? or still tinkin? hmmm.. God noes my ans!

2008-07-19T01:32:00.002+08:00

Forever with You

Forever's only relative
To what will occupy the time.
Hours of eating chocolate
Would make me hate the taste.
Months of lying in the sun
Would make me cry for shade.
Days on end of anything
Would drive me up the wall.
That is except for you,
My dear exception to the rule.
Endlessly loving you, my friend
Is what I was meant to do.
Every day
For five thousand days
Times five thousand years
And more
I want to spend in love with you
And never say goodbye.
So to you I will be true, my love
And "forever" I will say.

Do You Do The Same

So many paths had led
Back to memory lane
Here my mind travelled
To the places again

Stored here in my mind
Memories I can view
The times remembered
I often thought of you

Many fond recollections
Which I can still find
Its here you still remain
Forever on my mind

Lingering on memories
Once more they play
I was missing you more
Than I did yesterday

The feelings we shared
Down memory lane
Repeatedly I reminisce
Do you do the same

To The Brokenhearted

To the brokenhearted women,
please heed these words I say.
The pain you think eternal,
will come to rest one day.

Your destiny has whispered,
he wasn't the one for you.
True love would never allow
the pain he's put you through.

A soulmate will always protect you,
he won't hurt you in any way.
The bond that forms between you
should grow stronger every day.

Don't shed your tears in silence,
there was nothing you could do.
God gave you the strength of a woman,
and your faith to carry you through.

Time is short and precious,
so make each moment last.
Live for today and tomorrow,
don't dwell upon the past.

The one that left you broken
will come to rue the day,
and the pain you thought eternal,
will slowly fade away.

this story i got it online!!

dear Love
Just needed some advice. My ex whom I love with all my heart wants to keep a relationship with me. He calls and tells me he loves me and still calls me baby. I am not sure what to do. We had a 4 year relationship, and I can't seem to get over him please help!!! -Do I Move Back Or On?

Dear Do I Move Back Or On?,
You need to take a look at the pros and cons of a possible relationship. What were the reasons the relationship ended? Are those things still factors? If you broke up over them once, what makes you think they won't be a problem again in the future? Take an honest look at why you are considering getting back together again. Are you at a lonely time period? Is the break up still fresh? Do you just miss having someone around to hold and talk to? If these are the only reasons, you need to be strong and wait it out for your perfect someone. Don't invest anymore useless time on something that isn't going to go anywhere. On the other hand, if you really feel that the problems have been resolved and you can both come to the new relationship with a clean slate, why not try it out? Go on a few dates, and go very, very slowly. Give yourself a lot of time to make sure this is the right course of action for you. You'll be able to tell if things start to get a little too familiar.

Can There Still Be

Can there still be
a me and you
Can there still be
a dream come true
Can there still be
that feeling there
Can there still be
love in the air
Can there still be
an honest trust
Can there still be
some love between us
Can there still be
a spark in our hearts
Can there still be
room for a new start
Can there still be
that shine in our eyes
Can there still be
a chance to wash away all lies
But most important
if they're all true
Can there still be
a me and you?

2008-07-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

wat a day!! went down to mummy sch.. but late.. hmmm.. my mistake.. wake up late.. haha.. too tired ah.. today no go sch lor.. ofa 10 to 12 bfd 12 to 1.. ofa last onli an hr.. cos at 11 fire drill.. den bfd.. cancel.. so offically self declare no sch for today.. haha.. well.. noon went to watch hell boy.. haha.. nice movie.. worth to watch.. we got discount.. cos student.. den $6 per ticket nia.. haha.. cheap sia.. den meet cheryl discuss e modelin tingy.. hmmm.. will skip tis part.. information not nice to provided due to many problem.. hmmm.. was talkin abt my drivin jus to shawn!! damn.. does it mean tat after havin a accident!! im NOT able to drive well!! rubbish man.. my skills r gd.. as usual!! it jus tat it happen n im not e one hu is askin it!! or not being careful!! haiz.. damn.. i hate it.. i dreamt so long of drivin.. wanted to drive.. n finally i could.. den got a little mistake.. ppl start to condem me.. hmmm.. tat bad lah.. haiz.. tat nite i was alone.. if thr is someone sittin beside me.. of cos i hold a bigger responsibility.. his/her life under my hand.. moreover.. if she happen to b a veri important person in my life.. how would i feel.. haiz.. humans r all like tat.. once bitten, twice shy!! damn.. well.. den nite time acc mummy down to temple..

tom morin got to wake up early.. at 11 still got to meet e HER sister elaine.. help me sign line.. was surprise tat she could so willin to help.. well.. didnt expect tat.. haha.. den e mother!! william's wife. forgotten wat's her name!! sound like mayb angela!!? haha.. forgetten.. she talk to me sia.. haha.. kinda hapi..or rather excited.. lol.. wit her daughter tat time didnt see her talkin to me.. hehe.. don worry auntie.. u can hav my words.. i will hold full responsibiliy on elaine.. i wont harm her.. she is my jie jie too.. BEFORE?? haha.. she is my jiejie.. was shock she invited me to her 21st bday.. haha.. tat day gonna see her.. oso dono whether can or cant talk to her.. im sure talkin to her abit wierd.. moreover her bf is surely thr.. so no pt.. guess i'll jus stick to my grp den.. attend n leave asap.. well.. not tinkin to much.. leavin us as strangers is not a bad idea afterall.. gd.. remain tis way!! well shawn not tat i don wanna talk to her.. is perhaps.. no chance + no pt.. we got no topic!! im not gd at creatin topic!! hence.. aiya.. im sure she live happier den b4!! "ta bi cong qian kuai le" it gd..

passerby!! where r u? hmmm.. busy ah!! didnt see u tag veri long le.. wasnt so sure u REALI noe my new link!! i hav changed in my frenzster n even post BIG BIG in my msn PM!! haha.. nvm..

2008-07-15T21:17:00.003+08:00

long time no blog le.. weekend bz goin down to funeral.. well.. sun goin to cremation.. so i cant help out at e movin hse for mummy.. haiz.. she move in oso cant step in due to wat. i went funeral den cant go in lah.. not gd n stuff lah.. haiz.. mummy nver went meh.. how come she can step into e damn hse!! haiz.. don go don go lor.. to me doesnt matter.. not my hse anyway.. it their hse rule!! haiz..

mon to wed all day mummy not free.. go shoppin for new hse stuff.. wed move in.. ya.. tis is e time whereby we didnt contact much.. n start to hav problems in e relationship!! no time to meet nvm leh.. no time for even msg.. msg replied onli a few words.. like wtf.. if u were typin so mani ques so mani ting.. she onli reply u a ques wit A FEW words.. could u b hapi!! damn.. haiz.. cal her.. she oso like no willin to tok!! u gonna tel me u bz!! den wtf im goin to do!! haiz.. i did spare a tot for u.. did u?? haiz.. i wanna watch hell boy 2.. but when can i watch it!! nid to watch it wit u!! haiz..

2008-07-09T13:09:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. seem like e passerby dono tat i changed my link.. haiz.. mummy went sick.. dono wat illness she havin.. doc cant identify.. stomach keep achin.. those sharp sharp pain.. hmmm.. PREGNANT!! haha.. 1st week of sch.. hmmm.. sudden ting move veri fast.. few weeks later exam comin.. haiz.. my 3 projuct due tis mth.. none of it i started doin.. shit.. hmmm.. i miss prison break for 2 days already.. veri busy wit my work.. no time to watch.. bore!!

when i reach at abt 6+.. receive a call tat godma father passed away.. i got to go down.. den finish bathin went down to e hse.. saw everyone thr.. grandfather was lyin thr.. cover wit blanket.. sob sob.. y do ppl jus walk away like tis? he was ill all e time.. but he is strong.. he did survive couple of major operation!! nothin go wrong.. y so sudden!! sob sob.. although im huge outside but inside..i did cried.. it remain of my real grandfather.. he pass away when h was 66 n i was onli 9.. although im young.. but i rem everythin abt him!! he dote me alot.. when he sacrifice his money n time jus to bring me out.. i reali miss him alot.. i didnt cry as much as 4 yr back when my grandma pass away.. sob sob.. ppl outside treasure ur love ones.. sob sob..

2008-07-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

ytd went to bugis den buy bro slipper den went to town.. shopin hehe.. i bought a crumpler!! 4 million hm!! my fav.. hehe.. finally tat bag cost me $102.. cheap hor.. hehe.. den went cine leisure to watch movie.. the stranger!! fuckin scary man.. e fuckin killer wear a mask start killin ppl.. fuckin horror.. but not enough gore!! hehe.. lack of blood.. lack of those nasty sick move to kill e man.. "saw" is e best.. i love saw!! best thriller i watched!!

today fuckin waken up by shawn.. meet at 2 12pm wake me up!! walao.. im been watchin prison break till 4am leh.. slp till 12 not enough slp.. sob sob.. my beauty slp!! sob sob.. today meet hor fun ah peng n a few whampo riders!! ride from toa payoh to bradell.. den ride till 7+ go hm.. hehe.. below r e pic for today!! i didnt post e whampo riders pic.. as they r not nice.. blurish!! sori..

hmmm.. passerby!! im changin my link u noe hor!! u saw me wit quite uodated hp!! damn.. u scot me izzit.. haha.. how u see me usin hp!! holy christ!! u oso noe robby?? how u noe him man.. my gf read my blog.. now she don lah.. as her computer is down!! so no chance to see my blog.. guy should giv in but ahem!! no all e time!! *hint hint* hehe.. wasted a yr.. mean u drop from express to NA.. oh god!! ite is oso e same.. got project n stuffs!! damn busy too.. i don mind e project.. i jus mind the attire!! i don wanna wear uniform.. it sux lor.. i prefer 3/4, if u see me outside im sure wearin 3/4.. haha.. i noe it too late to regret!! no choice... finish tis 2 yr course..im goin ns.. after ns or durin.. i might sign on!! sure hav a fix job for me!! i hope i can get in to e police.. den slowly b a CID.. hehe.. my dream!! cos initially i wanna b a forsenic scientist.. but in tat u nid to study law den master degree den PHD.. it like damn long time.. by e time i can b one.. i alreay in my 30s.. haiz.. "btw there's no need to have any friendship tie with her.. y u say tat leh? hehe.. frenz nia!! well i noe sure hav flashbacks.. hmmm.. dono jus feel like talkin to her again!! hehe.. i cant b her frenz.. i can help her tru frenz.. i did help her indirectly.. she dono onli!! tis cases onli me n shawn noe.. plus my gf.. dono i jus got e urge to help her.. no matter wat.. like i did promised her b4.. i will b thr whenever she nid help.. i wont break my promise.. hmmm.. let nature take its course yeah!! hehe..

2008-07-05T00:00:00.003+08:00

haha.. well.. she wit douglas ages ago.. how u noe! haha.. harder to guess hu u r now!! tokin abt her!! i dono oso!! haha.. she say fade jiu fade lor.. i cant do anythin.. if thr turnin pt in tat relationship, i had already tried my best.. as for e pt tat im rich den she wit me!! hmmm.. come again.. i wit her for 2 1/2 yrs.. i don tink she is tis kind person.. i tink!! ppl changed!! btw wat makes u tink im rich?? u noe me meh?!! do i look rich? my attire!?!? onli recent yrs i look out for branded stuff.. haha.. don worry abt sayin my past.. hmmm.. it already e past..

yesterday was a history, tommorrow is a mistery, today is a gift that why it's called the present!!

haha.. learnt from kungfu panda!! hehe.. hmmm as i noe lah.. we broke up on 01/01/2007 she got tis bf on 17/02/2007.. well.. i find it kinda short period of time.. tat she found another half.. ya.. "how can u erase the memories!!" i totally argee man.. haha.. i do hav her in my mind, me myself oso not quite sure!! my current gf somethin oso veri unreasonable lor.. haha.. gossip time.. sometime she jus pure rude to me.. show no respect lah.. haha.. we quarrel lor.. haha.. but from time to time.. i was always e 1st one to apologize, sit down n reali tok.. hehe.. i wan her to understand how i would feel.. how i look at tings.. i told her everythin can b discuss!! jangan tahan!! [ i not sure abt e right spellin! ] haha... i wish i could erase everythin abt her!! but it jus couldnt lor.. hehe.. dono y.. well.. if u wish to remain anonymous, no problem wit tat.. mayb if i noe hu u r!! we might not chat as freely as now!! hehe..

oh ya.. u study wat course!! how poly life? damn.. i regreted for not studyin hard enough.. damn.. got into ite.. which i reali don like.. i feel shameful to wear tat ite uniform.. haha.. hmmm.. hey.. i tel u ah.. sometime i reali feel like askin her out for a simple dinner or lunch.. i noe it's bad.. if my gf noes it.. i wan her to trust me.. understand me tat tis is onli frenship between me n her.. but i scare rejection.. haha.. i oso see no pt y she MUZ meet me lah.. hehe.. as in we oso don contact liao.. well.. it onli could b my imagination!! haha.. even if we reali reali meet up, i oso speechless dono wat to talk abt.. haha..

well tom meetin mummy go cut my hair, go bugis buy slipper den head to town to get crumpler bag!! hehe..

Usher
Moving Mountains lyrics

It's like whatever I do
Ooh
I Just can't get through you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh

Now, now she loved me, shawty I loved her
Used to jump up in the maybach and roll out
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can't be found
I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before the great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Why just leave me, just leave me, be
Just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me, Be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be ooh

She, she don't touch me, I don't touch her
We aint really even ever say a word.
I really want to give her everything she deserves
But, the bad took away the good
She thinks that I'm full of it, arguments, always pissed, man I'm tired
Every kiss, that I missed, girl you know I'm trying
You never believe me when I say, and I never believe it when you say
I love you, and I shouldn't complain about it
I should take it like a man and walk up out it
Cause we will never be the same ooh
I've been standing in gas, and you have been the flames

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Gotta move this mountain, yeah
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me,
Just leave me, be
Just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be ooh

[Background singing]

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns grey, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me,
Just leave me, be
Just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me, be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be ooh

2008-07-04T14:02:00.002+08:00

Full of shit above!! haha.. nothin better to do at hm..

Chris Daughtry - Broken

chris daughtry-have you ever really loved a woman [ans:Yes]

damn borin at hm.. someone pls bring me out.. sob sob..

2008-07-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

The Click Five - Empty

Goo Goo Dolls-Before It's Too Late

I wonder through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

And hold on before it's too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that I need in my life

李聖傑 - 擦肩而過

today when to watch hancock at amk.. woah.. worth to watch.. e endin damn sad.. to save e world u gotto to leave ur fated loves one behind.. haiz.. sad sad.. watch finish go eat den chat for a veri veri long time wit mummy.. den took bus hm.. tom is a new day.. dono do wat.. mon is youth day.. damn.. i got no youth day.. haiz.. mon as usual go school

2008-07-01T22:52:00.004+08:00

woah sian at hm.. bro today bought new hp! N81 8gb.. den me damn sian.. walk ard parkway oso nothin to shop de..

reply~passerby!!
no longer in damai!! lol.. wat make u tink so! i compatible wit millicent?? how u noe so much.. how u noe douglas n min hui b4?? u feel tat i still hav feelin for her?! wat e reason for brreakin up!! hmmm i dono e exact reason!! she jus told me.. she feelin faded!! so.. wanna change a favour!! "such a sweet anniversary" oso break up liao.. sweet oso no use!! she within 1 mth found another bf!! well.. she can i couldnt.. i took a longer time to heal.. until september den i hav another gf.. y u would feel insecure! if ur bf behave like me! hmmm.. i oso wonderin in my mind.. y she doesnt wanna contact me? talk to me? i did msg her on 9th jan 2008 her b day.. but no reply.. is thr somethin we 2 nver settle!? hmmm..

wat r u doin now! no longer study? at? well.. how r u n ur bf? doin fine? u nver talk to me abt ur problem.. yet u advise me/helped me solve my problem.. how am i goin to repay u? 1st i tot u were still studyin in damai.. my prediction went wrong again.. for e 1st time u tag my blog.. wat r u tinkin.? y u didnt intend to reveal ur actual name? hmmm.. jus curious!!

2008-06-30T23:09:00.005+08:00

spain win! yeah win money le.. haha.. well.. today went to workshop.. saw e repaired car.. cos me $1500 haiz.. alot of money spent.. damn.. den go 739 borrow disc.. borrow a pile of disc to keep me occupy.. if not im reali bored at hm.. holiday haiz.. den go amk find mummy.. mother wanna see wat feng shui.. lol.. reali believe in tat.. if like tat tat man could rather strike 4D every weekend! all bull.. den go granny hse eat ba ku teh again.. well at least today is better den ytd.. haha.. her cookin is reali nice.. den stay for awhile.. watch e art central 9pm show.. nice.. docuementry.. a indonesia guy hav a disease tat his limp grow tree branches n roots.. fuckin scary man.. haha.. long time nver play viwawa le.. i miss e wahjong.. haha.. btw ppl in japan pronoune my name desmond as DEZUMONDO.. fun hor..

passerby! u still in damai hor! N lvl or O lvl! im curious hu r u? seriously.. nver a person tag my blog tat long.. i will always rem u! PASSERBY! haha..

hey.. would u tel me how u see me? as in my character? im rebelious!? wat makes u tink so? im sory im always interest in how pl see me?! well..

Reply~ oh yea.. i shall reply u in my post.. well.. 1st im not rich.. i nver been rich too.. haha.. *HUMBLE* mayb im jealous.. u tink i hav feelin for her? can tell? memories is nver erased in my mind.. now thr is a chinesesongs.. Zhuo Wen and Gary Cao Ge - Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Yei.. shall post it below.. tis song is veri nice.. but i jus refused to listen to it.. whenever i heard e song.. i will run away.. when it was on e radio.. i wil shut e radio.. tis song remind me of our last anniversary at sentosa.. she was singin tat song e whole day! when i go sentosa, i look at e sky tower, it remind of her.. e underwater world.. it remind of her.. it jus automatic pop up in my mind.. 2nd song would b e "how to touch a girl" by jojo.. tis is e song she had inside her frenster when we break up.. i made a few video using her pic.. 1 video using tis chinese song.. sometime something jus cant b erased!! my gf noes abt tis.. she noe i cant listen to tat song.. she understand me.. btw.. u mention "but u really do look compatible with her.." which her u referin to? im okie wit all tis.. don worry.. im veri open in my blog.. tis is e onli way ppl can understand me.. i not a well spoken person anyway.. haha.. i feel veri relax talkin to u.. thanks..

Zhuo Wen and Gary Cao Ge - Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye

2008-06-29T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hun Li MV by Le Sheng and Du Hui Ping

hmmm.. mummy suddenly wanna eat ba ku teh so meet at parkway to eat.. walao.. e soup jus don suit me.. didnt like e soup but no choice she wanna come n eat.. so after tat im still not full yet.. but jus dono wat to eat.. den nothin to do.. went to elroy's grandfather funeral.. at toa payoh.. darren kiwi kimb y kid oso thr.. slack thr.. chit chat.. help to fold e gold! nite time went to boon tong kee to eat chicken rice.. onli me n mummy.. eat le $30.. well consider cheap lah.. den go walk walk at e shaw plaza.. nothin to shop de lor.. wanna watch movie, e time slot all so late.. haiz.. den slowly take bus to amk hub.. mummy n me can change bus hm..

passerby! hmmm.. feelin ah?!? veri hard to explain.. she got new life, i had mine.. so didnt tink so.. thr aint any turning back! i tink.. she oso nver talk to me! neither did i! haha.. i admit i wanna see her always wanted.. but once i see her.. my heart start to ache.. so better not.. haha.. moreover she look like more hapi being wit him den me! so i surrender.. tat guy reali is rich! i cant fight wit him! y do u tink i still hav feelin for her? it already a yr plus after we broke up! didnt talk to her or contact her more den almost a yr.. hmmm.. sometime i mean reali sometime her image will flash in my mind! wat does tat shows!

can i meet u up! or tel me hu r u? PASSERBY! I reali wanna noe hu r u?

James Morrison - You Give Me Something

David Cook - I Don't Want to Miss a Thing

David Cook Top 5 Performance #2 - All I Really Need is You

2008-06-28T19:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm today went to gabriel new hse.. it a condo! damn.. how i wish im stayin in a condo.. envy others.. hmmm.. last nite 5.16am den slp.. finally finish watchin forsenic heroes 2..
tis pic is it's part 1.. couldnt find e part 2 pic! wat a nice show... HK drama reali e best..
tom brother comin back from perth.. actually wanna pick him by car.. now.. no car le.. haiz.. got him his belate bday present.. psp slim.. haiz.. it suppose to b a wonderful hoiday for me.. but it turn out to b a fuckin sad 1..

Passerby! may i noe?? how long u noe me? how long u noe i hav a blog? do u noe any of my x gf? do i even ur friendster? do i see u often in e past?

i hope u could ans me all this ques..

recently i start to tink abt my past.. e time me n her! ** do u noe hu is her that im referin to?** as in tink not abt together! me myself oso dono.. haiz..

2008-06-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

now i got myself into fuckin deep trouble.. knn.. drvie car kana bang.. reali out of luck recently.. now cant claim insurance due to, no matter how i fight e case.. i sure lose! e other party, which i name him fucker! goin straight so no matter wat i say, i sure lose.. asshole.. now e fucker refused to go to my workshop n do! wanna go his workshop.. die lor.. sure mark up e price.. fucker.. onli bumper n his front left door cant open fully!? cost me $2300 helo.. u rather rob e fuckin bank fucker asshole.. u damage my car leh.. hu is goin to fuckin pay? reali fucker.. born in 1984 big fuck.. so old jus get ur fuckin licence.. fucker fuck out.. den my door.. due to too jialat.. until e body of e car.. got to fix everythin nid to pay $1.5k.. walao.. another sum of money.. fuck lah.. where to find so much money.. if wanna borrow from frenz.. which millionaire son i should borrow from? i kidnapped which son in other to get tis money.. walao.. fucker fuck u upside down n inside out.. asshole.. reali jialat.. dono which suspend my licence anot.. minus points still alrite.. fine best still.. SAF= sign and forget.. sign e bloody agreement or warning form oso better den suspend my licence..

den mummy's mother say she got feelin lah.. warn me not to drive till end of e yr.. tis might b a signalor a hint.. if i don get it.. e next time accident i might b sufferin even more.. haiz.. now don trust god oso bo bian.. nb.. si fucker!!

2008-06-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

fucker ibrahim!! where e fuck i can find tis guy.. he own me money.. now wanna run away.. asshole.. say ytd nite 11 pay money.. until now no news.. reali reali ass hole.. no father no mother.. come out of a dog's ass.. son of a bitch.. shame to b a muslim asshole.. fuck off.. $905.. fuck tis fellow.. see tis fellow i sure whack him.. fucker! amir frenz lah.. ccb..

2008-06-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

argh.. wtf.. i got tis strange feelin inside me!! i jus feel veri fed up!! like things r botherin me! things r always askin me somethin! im not hapi abt it.. i don wanna do tis.. but.. argh.. it jus, i don like wat im doin.. shit! like sch mates, u wanna go outing.. i don organize cant u all meet up.. i don wanna go man.. u wanna go go organize urself.. y i do e things.. argh.. fuckin piece of shit.. i wanna b single.. alone.. for e time being..y y y ting keep botherin me! argh.. cant i b alone.. can anot.. argh... hp keep ringin non stop.. msg keep comin.. gf jealous of a stupid photo in my phone.. it jus a theme.. cant i hav a sexy japanse girl photo as wallpaper!! see e same photo oso wil sian de mah.. argh.. y.. little ting i do all not hapi, did i offend e whole fuckin world.. argh.. y i hav tis kind of feelin while i don in e past.. has it gotto to do wit e past.. fuck.. wat wrong wit me! argh..

2008-06-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

tis is wat i eat durin my break.. mango apple bananas, wit chocolate

woah.. so long nver blog.. passerby sori ah.. hmmm.. im busy durin e weekdays.. hmmm.. not bad ah.. got ppl send me hm today.. it my best brother SHAWN.. haha.. he pass his Tp.. he got his driving license.. haha.. next time go out.. got 2 driver.. i don hav to drive hehe.. n!! our money start to shrink liao.. we will confirm start renting car n drift ard singapore.. haha..

tat him, drivin me hm.. hmmm.. well.. tom it IT show.. i got test leh.. dono can acc mother n mummy down anot.. tis few days lose money like fcuk.. soccer fuck up man.. haiz.. PASSERBY, ur bf wanna bet soccer!! haha

2008-06-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

well.. mummy meet me at my hse bus stop den we make mother key! den jiu proceed our way to amk hub.. we went thr.. buy movie tickets.. i realize kung fu panda got chinese version de.. woah.. so great.. mother oso wanna watch hor.. she can understand.. mummy decide we watch chinese version on other day.. den go eat pepper lunch.. we order combo meal.. their ice cream sux.. where got black sesame ice cream de.. walao.. sibei nan chi.. eeee.. den go find mummy lighter, she lost hers ytd when movin hse.. walk ard outside got pasa malam.. den walk walk lor.. happen tat got 1 stall attract me.. a guy from africa sellin necklace n ring n mani mani more.. he pass us a necklace each.. it made from camel bone.. dono real anot.. haha.. but he is veri friendly.. not asian jiu shi veri friendly.. haha.. i ask do they hav any special meaning behind it? he reply, it mean good luck n chase away e evil spirit.. hmmm.. den i brought 2 from him.. onli $13..

den slowly smoke n den watch movie.. e movie was veri funny.. big belly, clumsy n fat.. haha.. reali like me meh? haha.. finish watchin.. walk mummy to e bus stop.. she got direct bus hm! 162.. had a little time wit her.. chit chat lor.. i nver felt tis kind of feelin b4.. i felt veri like sour sour kinda of feelin.. when she board e bus.. strange! i tink i could onli send her hm when e next day is not a school days.. hmmm..

i love you - Joanna Wong

James Morrison 'You Give Me Something'

Tis ger singin not bad!

Jay Chou, Leehom, David Tao, Jolin Tsai-手牵手 (SARS SONG)

David Tao & Jolin Tsai - Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo

暧昧，杨丞琳

Jay Chou Golden Horse Award( Hao Diao)

HOT--周杰伦发展奇迹史--Jay Chou--a miracle of music--(2000~2007)

Jay Chou's Music History周杰伦成名大揭底

周杰倫淡水老街下午茶

Jay Chou 周杰倫 how he romances a special girl

fuck paparazzi.. leave jay chou alone can anot.. he cant even hav an relationship lor.. all becos of u all.. walao.. so unconsiderate!

2008-06-07T22:39:00.003+08:00

well.. today mornin went to help mummy move hse.. from bedok to bishan n some item to buangkok.. haiz.. she stay so far liao.. next time find her veri difficult liao.. hmmm.. den nite dinner wit uncle family.. at bedok 416.. thanks shawn darren n zhuang jie to help me move hse too.. witout them.. sure die.. 20 over boxes to carry.. den after dinner go parkway see TV.. mother wanna buy tv.. 32" LCD tv.. woah.. for living room.. den mummy goin to buy a new com.. new hse.. i get her a new LCD monitor.. if possible e whole new com! hmmm.. tom stil nid to go down audio hse to see tv.. me n mummy onli.. ORDER FROM MDM POH!! haha.. well.. my mood seem to b better today.. as i gotto see her.. hehe.. tom goin to kung fu panda..

yeah.. planning goin to amk hub to watch.. it so near bishan.. hmmmm.. i wonder hu is e passerby! write ur name lah.. plz.. i wana noe hu! well.. it truth lah.. don force her.. i gain much exprience from my past relationship.. same thing lor.. not goin veri well liao.. ask for break.. till e fifth day i cal her.. gosh.. die.. sure break up.. haiz.. till now i rem veri moment of wat happen! regret.. but givin 1 week break.. wat if e ans is not i wanted! am i suppose to face e facts again.. like how i face millicent's fact! millicent didnt even tink of patchin back.. all she hav durin tat 1 week is to play.. try to forget everythin wit me, i suppose! so wat should i do?

i couldnt let mummy leave me, i don wanna see history repeat again.. hmmmm.. well.. i told her we soon gettin a joint account.. so tat we could save our money for our future.. today we went to see tv. lol.. we keep sayin we wan tis n tat to b in our new hse.. tis n stuff.. muz buy new buangkok.. hdb flat.. so tat is cheaper.. stay near parent's hse! save up to 40,000 leh.. tat alot.. can spend on renovation! hmmm..

2008-06-07T15:50:00.001+08:00

Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry

Keith Urban Lyrics
Tonight I Wanna Cry Lyrics

TAYLOR SWIFT: TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR

Our Song- Taylor Swift

It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

pretty sad song for a sad person!

Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade

Secondhand Serenade Lyrics
Fall For You Lyrics

2008-06-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. went to mother place to eat.. hmmm.. she start to b so poilte tat im not use to it.. wtf.. i wanna noe some ans.. she nid more time as wat she say today.. wat muz i do.. should i giv anot.. tom she move hse le.. after tom will b a brand new start of our relationship.. she no longer stay in bedok.. haiz.. rite now.. my heart feel abit wierd.. like somethin missin.. i dono wat i should do to feel better.. i wanna see her now.. plz.. god plz help me.. i jus wan her back.. i don care wat u wanna punish me.. plz.. sob sob.. i wanna see her more den anythin else.. plz.. argh.. im so sad now.. haiz.. mummy do u noe i reali love u? plz.. is it ur period tat cause all tis problem.. agrh.. mummy i dono wat should i say.. i don wanna a break up.. plz.. consider!!

i wont b dreaming anymore!

2008-06-06T00:39:00.003+08:00

somehow.. rite now.. 6 june 2008 1240am.. i feel im single.. she say she feel fed up when i called her.. when i msg her.. she didnt reali contact me every now n den.. somehow i feel.. she lost interest in me! y.. i wanna noe e reason e cause to everythin so tat i could cure it.. but.. watever i ask.. she reply a dono.. wat am i suppose to noe.. how am i suppose to react.! i seem like a dumb ass.. been dump by her.. she suggest we shouldnt contact by e time being.. but during tis period we don contact it onli end up even worst.. how mani couple reali came back after 1 week or so together.. it onli happen in drama not real life.. im tryin hard to save tis relationship.. haven i giv in to u? or not enough.. or ur feelin started to fade? somehow tel me somethin.. i would feel better.. im lost of words, action.. wat should i do even more to please u? u wanna compare wit my x.. y do u nid to do tat? already a yr plus.. haven u already in my heart.. wat more u wan.. i feel u r leavin our circle.. how can help me? y cant u sit down, tink of wat u can do in tis relationship, rather den "i dono".. it doesnt help.. our world is drifting apart.. thr wont b further for us.. i don care wat happen in e past.. for wat i noe now.. i nid a solution to cure tis fuckin disease of u! wat wrong wit u? i wont cry i wil b onli disappointed and regret mayb i hav not done my best, i not a gd bf.. i don pin high hope on u returing.. i noe somethin gotto end means got to end..

2008-06-05T22:08:00.006+08:00

zhuang Jie N Joan

Joshuae Gay?

Karl

Xinyi

Amir

Marc aka bunny

Bonaventure

Kavin, largest man in LB
e one beside him is suzanna! suspect somethin fishy goin on between them! TO BE CONFIRM COUPLE.

After PE. 5 june 2008

well today nothin to do.. late for BFD.. went to PE.. do nothin.. after tat go hav long lunch.. den went lesson.. LSM.. my day started to get moody moody as my hp seem like so quiet.. no msg from her de.. wtf.. i wonder wat is she doin in school.. reali tat busy.. haiz.. fuckin sad to b alone.. after sch went find shawn.. go attitude bike take ting den go CGH see kiwi..

as he jus finish his operation, haha.. his thigh got infection den muz operation.. hmmm.. sat she movin out le to bishan.. i cant meet her tat often liao.. wtf.. now oso not in gd term liao.. she move away it onli worsen e situation.. she oso dono how to giv in n help e relationship.. onli noe how to b angry, frustrated, piss off.. mummy is pro in it.. haiz.. ting are different from last time.. argh.. can she at least understand how i feel inside me? im dyin soon.. plz save me!

2008-06-01T00:09:00.003+08:00

well.. went cut my hair today alone.. mummy was busy watchin her tv.. bo bian hav to go alone.. went to watch narnia at Ehub! it was a nice movie.. worth watching.. soon.. 6 june kungfu panda.. haha.. cool man.. do i reali look like e panda.. haha.. mummy keep sayin i look like.. -.- haha.. den soon many many nice movie comin up.. hell boy II n etc. haiz.. woah.. tis week was consider fun.. went to TM for 3 days in a row.. haha.. me joshuae amir n cheryl.. gossipin abt everythin, watever we can tink of.. well.. my class start to hav many couple.. 1st is delick.. n teresa..

teresa n delick!

hmmm.. next is joan n zhuang jie.. well soon to hav.. XINYI N SHUAN.. somethin fishy among them.. haha.. let wait n see wat happen to them.. hmmm.. 1 more couple.. tis one.. pending.. not confirm they r anot.. kavin n suzanna.. both indian.. somehow i tink she is tryin to get kavin's attention.. hehe... let see wat happen.. now is exam period.. n i reali don study much.. shit.. OFA was on fri.. i got 3 careless mistake.. haiz.. no more full mark.. sian.. poly dream goin to b crush again.. on thurs.. durin LSM lesson.. super free.. nothin to do.. i got e register list in my hand.. i start to prank call others.. 1st was teresa.. is not a success one.. haiz.. den aida.. she knew it was me... haiz.. soon after.. KAVIN.. jonathan.. called.. ask him whether he wan a job.. call for interview.. haha.. den he reali believe.. after lesson.. he call back to ask for job interview.. i ans e call.. ask whether he wanna a job gigolo.. haha.. den he dulan.. hang up e call.. haha.. it finally a success one.. den marc..tis guy damn cute lah.. tis yr 17 haven bday.. i called him.. tellin him he won a BMW.. ask him to collect.. den i ask him whether he got license anot.. he reply.. ya he is 18 n jus got his license last mth.. wtf.. totally rubbish.. i ask him to collect on fri he say not freee.. haha.. step yi ge.. den after tat he call back.. ask wat series is e BMW.. he wanna donnate out.. haha.. i gan him rite away.. ppl giv BMW u wanna giv away.. haha..

jonathan aka slppy head!
as u can see, he slp in all position! reali pro.. in his life, or rather his routine.. slp psp eat smoke den back to slp.. nothin much in his life..

he oso veri dumb lah.. call back my hp usin other no. claimin tat im invited to mediacorp for once in a million programme show.. haha.. he claim he oso invite jay chou as e guest.. haha.. totally crap.. obvious.. haha.. jay chou ting wo hui dono meh.. hardcore fan not call for nothin.. haha.. he ask for my NRIC no. say wanna register.. haha.. i got e whole list of register detail.. i reply him wit his own IC no. haha.. stupd.. he say " wat e f.. u noe my ic" haha.. obvious rite.. haha.. is totally a crap.. cant fool me boy.. im older den u boy.. haha.. bona start to stay away from our grp recently.. got conflict or rather disagreement between one fo us.. haiz.. don wan tis to happen.. haiz.. hope everythin went out smoothly.. tokin abt disagreement.. ever since mok zi jie broke up wit joan goin for zhuang jie.. zi jie hav been alone.. for wat my grp observation.. zi jie seem to b like kick out.. haha.. see wat happen when u get together wit a ger in ur class when u dono her damn well enough.. haha.. got ur ass being biten.. hmmm.. start to grow up boy.. den he still dono wat to do.. walao.. change ur click lah.. still hook ard them.. don u feel paiseh meh.. ur x gf in front of u.. walao.. haiz.. dono wat tis guy tinkin oso.. u noe wat u should do zi jie! go get urself a psp so u can play in class or when u r bored.. like tat u wont tag along like a idoit.. bodoh..

2008-05-25T02:27:00.002+08:00

Breathless by Shayne Ward

2008-05-25T01:53:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. so long nver blog.. school still remain e same.. hmmm.. cherly seem like change her target liao.. but i dono hu he is.. which lucky guy.. haha.. for e bitch.. i still yet to find out.. hehe.. sibei kpo in class.. den e joan in my class.. oso break wit bf.. bf oso belong in my class.. hmmm.. jus wonderin y so fast jiu end.. like tat in e future bu shi veri paiseh.. seening each other in class.. haha.. AI MEI ah.. hmm.. as for bona.. he remain tis way.. now he got a little of problem liao.. everyone starts to dislike him.. haiz.. he not quite bad person wat.. y u all don like him.. it jus somethin he may b abit noisey.. but not everyone is perfect.. gonna look on his good point wat.. mayb one day when u got no one to turn to.. he jus b thr for u!! hmmm.. u nver noe.. project start to come.. haiz.. CA test comin.. jialat.. haiz..

i got a bad day ytd.. hmmm.. when teoheng wit mummy.. sing sing half way.. argue due to some litle minor ting.. both of us oso veri anrgy hen bu shuang.. i cant control anymore.. i hold her head.. my left hand standby to hit her liao.. i jus dono wat happen inside my mind.. i jus blow on her.. lucky nver land my fist on her.. if not.. her face gone! hmmmm.. im so sorry.. bu hui you xia ci.. hmmm.. i didnt noe wat to do next.. den tru out e whole journey hm.. mummy didnt speak a words.. den suddenly she say kuai si xin le.. gosh.. i reali don wanna see history repeat.. it exactly e same feelin as when she wanna break up wit me.. hmmm.. haiz.. argh.. wat to do next.. anyone advise me! pls.. needed help urgently..

2008-05-25T01:51:00.001+08:00

新不了情

心若倦了,
泪也乾了,
这份心情,
难舍难了。

曾经拥有,
天荒地老,
已不见你,
暮暮与朝朝。

这一份情,
永远难了,
愿来生还能,
再度拥抱。

爱一个人,
如何斯守到老,
怎样面对一切,
我不知道。

回忆过去,
痛苦的相思忘不了,
为何你还来,
拨动我心跳。
爱你怎么能了,
今夜的你应该明了,
缘难了情难了。

2008-05-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. ytd.. nothin much.. wanna go bugis see black shoe.. bloody philip oo.. tis one cannot.. tat 1 cannot.. wat can e school do to me! haiz.. den meet mummy go mother stall eat den walk to bugis.. shoppin.. den see nothin nice.. meet heer mother take money.. nite time goin down to funeral.. her god ma side de relative.. went down to funeral located at tampines.. saw her ah ma.. damn cute lor.. old old liao still tokin dirty jokes.. haha.. stay at e funeral until 10+ den go hm..

today my own bro bday.. i didnt get anythin for him.. woah.. veri guilty.. haha.. buy him psp during june.. now no money.. sori.. haha.. mummy early in e morning come my hse liao.. woah.. acc me slp in e morning.. afternnoon she got appointment wit her gf.. den acc her to parkway..makan yong taofu.. den see ppl Q ing for ice cream.. mummy n me wonderin wat they r orderin.. saw mani ppl holdin to durian ice cream.. hmmm.. we didnt hestitate.. join e Q.. bought durian ice cream.. haha.. start licking.. hmmm.. well.. ice cream not bad lah.. haha.. i giv 7/10.. too much milk.. hehe.. den her gf come liao.. me left.. went to beach rd alone.. to buy shoe.. bought shoes den go hm.. nothin much to do.. wait for tonite.. dinner wit god ma.. tom start school again.. hmmm..

2008-05-11T18:24:00.005+08:00

wed.. our 8 mths anniversary.. i finish school at ard 5.. den meet mummy at tm for dinner.. woah.. 1st time eat tis teppanyaki.. haha.. veri nice wor..

hmmm den after dinner.. went to watch movie "what happen in vegas".. it so damn nice.. i cried seh.. last part where his frenz want joy fuller to sign e contract at e retreat party.. woah.. damn nice.. so sweet.. "wat's yours is mine, REM we r married!"

thurs swimmin lesson.. woah.. fun lor.. most of LB guys swam... none of e gers swim.. some were bleedin!! HOR Cheryl.. haha.. kavid can reali swim man.. i tot..hehe.. -.- thurs notthin much.. borin day after PE lesson.. haiz..

fri came and nobody went to blade.. so planin to go to amir hse thr.. woodlands. causeway pt.. den most of them cant make it.. n den cancel again.. meet mummy at whitesand.. she's hungry den acc her to swensen to eat.. haha.. 2.30PM student meal.. we went shoppin 1st den 230 sharp report at swensen..haha.. cute couple neh..mummy ate black pepper spagetti.. me eat banans spilt.. woah.. nice.. hardcore chocolate ice cream lovers.. mummy finish her spagetti.. she had her sticky chewy chocolate.. her hot fudge is damn thick ah.. yummy yummy

soon after go my hse slack till nite.. den went hm.. send mummy hm.. i go y kid house to celebrate his bro, desmond bday.. den his mum ordered full durian cake.. woah.. i ate alot.. bo bian durian again my fav.. his bro fav too.. finish eating help his bro fix his bike light.. woah.. bday present a bike seh.. rich family.. haiz.. his dad jus changed a BMW again.. woah.. i sat inside.. song.. if i tat rich jiu hao.. haiz..

2008-05-06T21:37:00.004+08:00

ytd mummy n i went to hav our movie.. IRON MAN.. woah.. cool movie.. see how he control n build his gadget.. TONY STARK.. haha.. den after movie.. mummy wasnt hungry.. but im reali hungry.. but i tahan.. go eat some rubbish.. when to tm basement had tis crepe.. from crepe house.. i had banna, fresh cream n chocolate ice cream.. mummy had.. tuna fresh cream sandwish.. all top seller in e stall..

den today.. haha.. during OFA.. i found out somthin.. don n jie kai actually like jay chou too.. haha.. wow.. hardcore fan of jay.. yeah.. jay rox.. haha.. den during OFA i reali like no mood to do.. eyes veri pain.. keep facing e com.. reali bad for eye sight.. hmmm.. haha.. now i confirm i noe somethin abt cheryl.. haha.. don worry cheryl, ur secret is safe wit me.. hehe.. den today mummy meet her gf n bf.. so i didnt tag along.. if not.. i would look stupid wit them.. no common topic.. haha.. i went out wit marc joshua amir cheryl bona karl.. to E hub! a new shoopin mall located at downtown east..

we had superdog for our dinner.. after eating.. everyone was like tokin abt spirit/ ghost story.. woah.. cool.. i noe nothin abt tat.. haha.. soon after.. smoke break n off to hm..

Charity Show

2008-05-06T20:41:00.007+08:00

Sunday went to tis charity show to help.. as an ursher.. well.. 1st time doin such gd deeds.. den mummy came to my hse.. den go toa payoh meet e rest.. hmmm.. went thr.. meet up wit other school students.. so all guai lookin.. haiz.. den took bus from toa payoh inter to mediacorp.. meet e ou shuan ah.. bloody bitch.. so dao lor.. drive car.. hao lian ah.. den saw guo liang.. at leat he smile to us.. saw mani mani.. but i wanna see felicia chin.. but she nver appear..saw fann wong in person... 1st time.. witout make up.. no hair done.. is already veri pretty.. woah.. she smile to us when she is in e bus.. so chio lor.. high seh.. den can see a few.. ugly lookin fan holdin poster or cardboard waiting outside mediacorp.. like wat sia.. no nid go hm de leh.. wait thr onli.. like as if someone is reali goin to entertain them.. oh god.. woah.. e stage is damn small lor.. walao.. den wan us to paste e label on e seats.. damn boring job.. poor ting mummy.. she stand at e car park leadin ppl how to enter e room.. hmmm.. den show started.. we surppose to fill up e empty seat.. den after e show den eat our dinnner.. mac delivery.. damn hungry at tat time.. i took couple of pic.. from far.. wit my N95.. quality not tat gd.. haiz..

den after e show got 1 auntie.. received call from e donator.. den wan us to keep quiet.. old freako.. go outside n take tat call lah.. haiz.. alot of ppl don like her.. haiz.. we took bus out n hm..

ENRICHMENT COURSE

2008-05-02T23:13:00.015+08:00

hmmm.. well u can see below.. mummy n me.. new water bottle.. i got e ring pic from my class's shaun.. nice hor.. tinkin of gettin for mummy.. but she say abit kiddy.. hmmm.. haha.. now i noe.. cherly like hu.. plus e bitch.. 2 of them like e same guys.. poor bona.. haiz.. bona jiayou.. u can win her heart.. hmmm..

den after school meet mummy for blading.. woah.. im real excited man.. nver ever blade b4.. woah.. well.. meet nat at his shoop.. he is so kind.. free of charge.. hmmm it quite diff.. as my body not reali flexible.. haha.. u can start n laugh at me.. ENOJOY..
Gettin ready..

Off I go

See i damn relax hor!! FUN part starts..

this small can try to bully me!! stay in e middle of e road.. den i dono how to siam it.. den i fell again..!!

Labour day!

2008-05-02T01:29:00.004+08:00

ytd.. haha.. meet mummy for dinner n movie as i promise her tat i'll watch hottie n nottie wit her.. but went to tampines.. CS don hav e movie liao.. den we watch OVER HER DEAD BODY.. well it a kinda of love story.. well.. pretty nice.. soon after movie.. we went to tampines basement n had our dinner.. MOS burger.. plus lots of RUBBISH.. den we saw a baby.. veri cute.. it's a she.. she let mummy carry lor.. i get to carry her too.. haha.. she is onli 8mth old.. so cute..

dono y.. ever since wit mummy.. i tend to like kids.. cos she does loves kids.. haha.. we look like JUS MARRIED COUPLE.. went to baby clothing shop to see.. shop ppl tink im already father lor.. we r so di siao.. mummy even tot of goin to show room to disturb those saleman.. tat we wanna buy a flat.. woah..

today.. labour day.. PH.. we went out to shop for mummy bro bag.. got him a addidas bag.. i got a water bottle same as mummy for $10 from addidas.. mummy still say each time i drink water from e bottle muz tink of her.. i sure will.. muack.. den we went to cineleisure got e bag.. sat at gloria's jean coffee.. bona's fav shop.. had a iced choclate wit mudslide.. n a choclate royale..

watever we eat got to do wit chocolate.. haha.. we r choclate lover, ice cream lover, durian lover and.. let me tink.. well.. lots of ting in common.. muack.. i love her.. soon we went for a movie again.. tis time.. got wat she wan.. hottie n nottie.. well good movie.. paris hilton damn flirty.. eee.. small boobs n an average face.. totally suck.. hmmm.. is your father a bakery, cos u got a reali QQ bun behind?

E hub

2008-05-02T01:20:00.004+08:00

haha.. let u see somethin.. i got tis in my school.. i ate it often whenever i got break.. too bad mummy's school doesnt hav such great food..

hmmm.. yummy yummy.. mon after school.. i went to a shoppin mall.. hmmm.. at downtown.. a new shoppin mall.. called e E hub! eh.. well.. small but hav everythin.. aracde n cinema under cathay.. got bowling too.. it has a mini ferri wheel.. it cost 6.50 per pax.. mummy actually wanna sit de.. den she say veri ex.. not worst.. den jiu nver sit le.. well.. gd lah.. nver sit.. if not.. i sit.. it cant move.. den i will damage public property..!!

after shawn n company come lor.. elroy n darren.. we ate superdog together.. actually i promise mummy to watch hottie n nottie.. den shawn they all cant watch i told mummy don watch le.. den she start to get piss off.. opps.. haiz.. my fault.. shouldnt hav break promise.. im so sorri.. soon.. we end up at coffee bean.. had some iced chocolate and chit chat..

Sunday outing

2008-05-02T01:05:00.007+08:00

last sun was e drift competition.. well singapore's driver all lost to overseas driver.. well.. of cos cant compare.. we don hav e right terrain for e driver to practice.. haha.. i tot singapore's janeson was so gd.. yuan lai.. zi bu guo hai hao nia.. i forget to bring my camera thr to take shots.. so.. didnt have any pic of e drift competition..

after e drift com.. we went to y kid house.. meet his parents for dinner.. woah.. their families like y kid to max wit us.. sayin we r good boy lah.. mature liao lah.. so sort of stuff.. compare to e bryan n wei tong lah.. haha.. don like y kid to mix wit bryan n wei tong tis n tat lah.. haha.. our group reali tat popular.. woah.. didnt expect tat outcome.. woah.. we drive to east coast n eat.. eat crab eat all sort of food.. resturant style.. woah.. kinda expensive..

as u can see.. above.. y kid mum dad sister n brother.. wat a big families.. hmmm.. his dad drive a BMW.. wat a rich family.. i wan my kids to enjoy tat in e future.. i doesnt wanna lose to others.. so wat.. ppl is rich.. haiz.. is mummy tat gd.. haha.. y kid mother say she is so gd.. will actually acc me n my frenz out.. well.. somethin i reali cant say much.. she is reali gd to an extend tat im speechless.. she oso has an caring side of her.. as i can say.. she one kind of gd wife in e future.. and im not goin to let her go.. bleah..

LB OUTING

2008-04-26T11:02:00.003+08:00

well.. 2nd week nia.. went out wit new classmates liao.. Bonaventure Amir Joshua Cherly Bitch.. me and mummy.. haha.. went out to cineleisure... meet at 5pm.. but all were late.. damn it.. den go eat Chicago Steakhouse.. i ate rib-eye.. hmmm.. mummy eat seafood spaghtti.. hmmm..

after dinner.. smoke break lor.. den buy ticket.. we watched forbbiden kingdom.. funny show lor.. it fight style not reali gd lah.. but bitch love e movie.. keep talkin in e cinema.. sibei paiseh sia.. haha.. den after tat.. we went hav our supper... woah. i messed up e whole place.. i pour away 3 cups of drink haiz.. haha.. den got to but again.. den had mani food.. it onli $34.. cos bona noe e boss.. so got discount.. haha.. den all take separate way hm.. amir stay woodlands sia.. so bloody far lah..

today at hm.. i complete my OFA.. den mummy acc me whole afternoon.. nite time.. go take car wit shawn.. yeah man.. cant wait.. tom is drift competition...

CLASS LB

2008-04-22T18:06:00.003+08:00

well.. 2nd week of ite.. already made mani frenz in class... got their no. people like shuan siewyang marc yuheng yap sinyi.. sinyi is a veri sweet sweet ger.. who gav me a nick laoda or da ge.. den veri one start callin me tat.. haiz.. well.. use to it liao.. for been so popular in sec school already.. everyday end school so late.. ard 5 pm.. veri tired seh.. mummy bu shi don wan to hav dinner wit u.. it tat by e time i got hm already damn late.. pls understand.. okie.. muackz.. love u mummy.. today i kana caught smokin.. by OFA tcher.. haiz.. i would like to say sorry to e 4 of them.. joshua marc siewyang n shuan.. cos they finish smoking liao.. im e one hu haven finish.. den tcher comes.. say all smokin.. sori sori.. pretty childish ting is.. e tcher wan us to write 100 lines.. IM SORRY.I WILL NOT SMOKE IN SCHOOL ANYMORE haiz.. den e 4 of them hav to write too.. haiz.. nobody like my class jielun.. bloody son of a dog.. same name as my idol.. walao.. spoilt e name.. cal UR mother change name too.. call mei yan fang.. so tat she can die peacefully too.. he got into some trouble wit my class bitch.. opps.. she name herself bitch ah.. sorri.. aiya.. some childish act again from him.. he tink he damn handsome leh.. some kind of attention seeker.. walao.. buay tahan.. i wonder how long can this guy can survive in my clas.. another guy is bonaventure.. this guy.. his mouth always ask rubbish.. nonsense question.. walao.. cant get his mouth to shut.. my class is so hyper active.. already got feedback from few tcher sia.. hiaz.. i wish i could get gd mark for each n every test.. although it e 2nd week n no problem yet.. comin to ite is everyday a war.. e game has jus began.. it onli 2nd week n my clas.. is already organizing chalet for class LB.. wat e hell.. so united seh.. guy can onli bring gf.. gers can onli bring their Girl frenz.. n muz look more den average.. woah.. cool rite.. haha.. at nite sure got party 1..

U WAN TO BE E BEST. U GOT TO TO BEAT E BEST!!

ITE

2008-04-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

woah.. finally i get to blog.. wat a long today.. hmm.. well ite life kinda interesting.. im gettin interest in it.. slowly man.. couple of kpkb student in my las..
im in e logistic class LB.. kinda sad..not much sexy babes.. jian ming class hav 4 lor.. hmmm.. class LD.. woah.. mummy at yishun ite.. so far far away.. miss her neh.. few days orientation... already seen couple of x damaian.. seen peiyi aka xiaoyi.. she sang wuding.. woah.. tat nice voice.. hmmm.. today start lesson liao.. well logistic is actually easy as i hav exprience in it.. so easier to take up.. every now den den.. smoke break.. reali cant tahan lor.. at work.. every single hr can come out smoke.. now leh.. woah.. e worst is.. no smokin in school n outside school.. I WONDER DO THEY REALISE TAT THIS RULE DOESNT COMPLY TO THE STUDENT? once enter e toilet already a smokin heaven.. u can see hm no nid see.. smell oso can.. rite at e enterance of e toilet can already smell e cig smell.. come on.. no dyed hair.. stupid enough.. u jus glance onli.. out of 10.. 7 already wit hav their hair in raindow colour.. walao.. stupid rule lah.. ITE= IT's THE END.. no more hope liao lor.. tom goin gym wit my new frenz.. MARC, YAP, YUHENG, DON and i tink mani more.. our class.. not as united as 5a3.. 5a3 is still e best.. i love damai.. i miss those days.. when we were all studyin together.. siting n teasin tcher together.. i miss e time i turn behind n see a pretty young lady.. tat my gf.. mummy hor.. daddy love u.. neh.. haha.. tis sun trial comp start le.. i hope shawn can make it..

26/03/2008 Kiwi bday celebration

2008-03-31T12:52:00.005+08:00

sat go out celebrate kiwi bday.. haha.. afternoon work.. go shawn hse pick car.. den go y kid house play pool.. his hse damn big ah.. walao.. how i wish i hav his wealthy.. den wait for kiwi to come his hse.. after awhile.. go bedok pic elroy den go ms.. startin search for resturant to settle our dinner.. den go walk walk.. wait bu dao 15 mins.. "SMOKE BREAK LEH" keep on like tis leh.. woah.. lung bcome chaota liao.. go in resturant it a japanese resturant.. i seldom or rather don eat sushi.. but for frenz sake. jiu go lor.. if mummy wanna go i oso wil acc u de.. haha..

we fried ice cream lor.. haha.. 1st time eat tis kind of ice cream.. not bad leh.. IF U FOLLOW THE RIGHT PROCEDURE.. haha.. we mix everythin.. outcome.. ahem ahem.. like rojak.. haha..den thr is 1 ice cream.. which it colour is green.. green tea or mint de lah.. shawn go take wasabi put vanilla den it look like e same colour as e 1 i mention.. put inside e pan n fry.. me darren shawn cook BDAY ICE CREAM for kiwi.. which he elroy n y kid go smoke.. haha.. den come back we told him is mint de.. eat veri nice.. haha.. he eat 1 mouth.. tears rollin down e cheek.. face auto blush.. haha.. we take away all our drink.. don let him drink.. he sit thr.. ah ah ah.. Q Q jiao.. soon after dinner.. send shawn back.. on e way hm.. kiwi got into trouble.. he hop onto a bang VAN.. haha.. copy from bangbro.. if u guys dono wat is bangbro.. plz log on to www.bangbros.com for further enquires plz dial my hot line.. MDIS customer and students services.. den went to take darren dad's car.. BUS CUM CAR CUM TANKER.. veri huge car.. take liao.. went to geylang buy cig.. den bring y kid see some whores.. haha.. he nver seen a whores b4.. went to changi thr see ah gua.. woah.. their headlight bigger den SBS bus sia.. their bumper bigger den RX-8.. well done.. it is reali up to it name's- Amazing Thailand.. sa wa ti cup..den go beach thr slack.. den jiu go sepang bedok drink teh.. eat prata.. soon.. b4 3 send y kid hm as i promise his mother.. haha.. he is a funny little chap.. nice to get along wit.. n pretty daring guy..

"" xiao jie ni ke yi chan ji que yi dian mah ""

2008-03-31T11:09:00.002+08:00

2008-03-29T12:02:00.003+08:00

had dinner ytd wit mummy.. welll.. didmt tok much.. mummy oso bu shuang.. i oso bu shuang.. after dinner.. intend to walk hm.. but.. halfway.. we quarreled again.. den go separate ways lor... mummy tot of breakin up liao.. well.. of cos i wish to see tat happenin haiz.. den reach her hse.. we go walk walk again.. our dating place.. haha.. mummy came out wit some stupid rules.. but if tis helps in our relationship.. i don mind.. either me or mummy happen to say 3 letter words.. as long as it is a vuglarities.. get a slap on from opposition.. if u say 3 diff vuglarities in a row, wil b resort to b a pinch in nipple.. FUNNY BAH!! yao wan violence liao..Eg; knn ccb pcb.. it a 3 diff vuglarities in a row.. as long as i hear it or sees it.. mummy wil get from me.. same applies for me.. haiz.. see my blog now muz b veri clean liao.. cos mummy wil EVERYTIME see my blog.. BUT NO TAGGED.. so !@#$%^&.. haiz.. muackz...

today goin out shawn darren to celebrate kiwi bday.. again.. im drivin.. haha.. got license hav disadvantage n advantage.. bad is.. u got to drive ard.. when u r assign to!! good is.. travel where no nid sit bus lah.. take train.. can hao lian giv those HAVEN got license de. haha.. those who got license still mux put e TRIANGLE plate ah.. haiz.. poor ting.. tis few days cant see mummy.. dono how she wil spend her time..

2008-03-27T17:05:00.004+08:00

ccb.. reali buay tahan liao.. i cal her tok her to her..knn she hung my phone.. knn.. wat e fuck she wan.. leave her alone??? cb.. sibei stress.. watch video to destress.. woah knn.. sibei tulan.. BAD THURSDAY.. pcb.. knn.. ccb.. fuck her lah.. knn.. goin to explose liao.. cb.. argh.. pcb lah.. argh..

haiz.. dinner tonite?? goin to b alone again.. see mummy NOT GOIN TO HAV IT WIT ME.. got mother n uncle liao mah.. haiz.. argh.. feelin veri fed up!! i seriously don like her to go tis kind of places.. no matter who she go wit.. i oso got ask ger go clubin b4.. u noe wat they reply..

"i go clubbin onli wit bf."

"if my bf allows me to go.. den i can go.."

y they so guai.. lol.. y cant mine be like them!! shit.. FCUK..

2008-03-27T13:56:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU BIATCH..

GO TO HELL..

ARGH..

GO DRINK

ARGH!!

GO HAVE WITH YOUR FRIEND..

DON GO HM LAH..

CCB..

IT ALL MY FAULT..

I FUCKIN CARE TOO MUCH IZZIT..

U WANNA GO OUT TILL THAT LATE..

BY ALL MEANS..

WHEN U RE SINGLE..

NOW U NOT SINGLE..

GET THAT FUCKIN MSG

WHY CANT U GO WHEN YOUR AGE IS 18..

ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS WAIT FOR FEW MORE MTHS..

WEDNESDAY LADIES NITE..

GO ALL WEDNESDAYS..

YOU WANNA COMPARE WHY I CAN..

WHILE U CANT..

HOW ABT THIS..

WHY MY PAST DIDNT PESTER TO GO..

WHY U DID..

U LIKE COMPARING SO MUCH..

HERE S MORE..

WHY U UTTER ALL SORTS OF VULGARITIES..

WHY OTHERS DON..

ARGH.
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2008-03-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

2008-03-27T11:54:00.004+08:00

sian.. last nite mummy go clubbin.. me stay at hm.. sibei sian lor.. say by 3 reach hm.. lol.. by 4 den reach hm.. sua liao lah.. everythin wanna go.. CANT STOP HER!!

i wanna watch movie.. i wanna watch this movie..

but it onli comes out on 6 june 2008..

aiyo so long.. goin to start ite soon.. new life.. new environment.. new ATTITDUDE.. haiz.. i wanna change a bag.. i don wanna use e orange CRUMPLER.. it's kinda old.. but mummy insisting wan me to use tat.. haiz.. in office oso veri sian.. every now n den watch MOVIE.. threesome, american, asian, shemale movie.. all type of movie.. i watch e latest UNTRACEABLE movie.. hmm.. it sort of serial killer..n but not to e extreme like SAW I, II, III, IV.. no one can beat my fav movie of all time.. FANs of SAW..

FUCKIN VIDEO

2008-03-24T00:20:00.001+08:00

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

2008-03-23T23:45:00.005+08:00

shawn bday.. went to golde mile eat steamboat.. woah.. sibei bao..

BEAUTIFUL tattoo.. drawn free HAND

went to elroy hm to wake him up.. his dog.. i tink it a son of e bitch(male dog)..

our good friday.. wennt to sentosa.. 1st time drive in.. woah.. diff feelin from takn bus or train in.. haha.. drivin tru... blast music.. holdin a cig in hand.. woah.. drag engine.. makin e engine sound.. woah.. haha.. song siia.. see ger ride bicycle.. bikini somemore.. sexy leh.. haha.. start swimmin at 12+ den go see bikini gers.. see no touch.. went wit elroy shawn kiwi n darren.. no FEMALE in our car.. den borrow ball from others.. play rugby on e shore.. shawn n i, 1 team.. e rest 1 team.. haha.. we WON.. they lose liao.. help us take gers no. until now haven take.. i wan hot sexy lady.. hehe..

fuck biatch!!

2008-03-18T11:32:00.002+08:00

was kinda piss off last nite.. haiz.. meet up wit darren n kiwi for dinner..as mummy was havin dinner wit leslie n elisa.. but b4 tat mummy ask me to tagg along.. well.. i look stupid if i join them.. i hav totally no link n no topic to tok to them.. i not VERI CLOSE wit leslie!! hmmm.. so didnt join them.. they went to golden mile for steamboat.. soon after received a call from mummy.. "where r u? tot of callin u to come find us at eunos.. cos we oso got to wait.. leslie is late" as i noe.. meetin was at 6.. call received at 7.. n he is still late.. poor 2 gers wait for him lor.. mummy got LOTS of patience to wait for him.. when i was late!! i got FUCKED.. well see tat different!! more to come!! as for me.. dinner finish smoke break n off.. way back hm.. nothin much.. when i finish my shower! i got 7 missed call.. from mummy.. tot somethin happen to her.. i called back and ask.. she asked whether my hse de durian stall is still open!! tat was ard 1030!! elisa wan to eat!! okie!! but can mummy eat!! MSN NICK!! "SORE THROAT" can eat durian?!?!..

since they r in e bus.. i suggest to her.. to go down to geylang n eat.. confirm open! she claimed tat it so troublesome.. y don i meet them n bring them go.. they dono e way... use 10 bucks to buy 3 hrs of my time!! she said tat! well.. temperture raises!! haiz.. soon after saw her msn online.. i guess they didnt went to eat.. few days back!! i feel like eatin durian too.. asked mummy wanna eat anot.. she said dono how to choose don wan to eat.. fine.. tat cool wit me.. ytd they wan to go n eat.. claim tat elisa noe how to choose!! fuck tat man.. xin xiang jiu shi bu bei wo chi.. called her last nite.. askked mummy y nver go eat.. " all don wan to eat liao.. anyway it late le.. leslie tom got to work" woah.. knn.. pcb..cal me out can ah.. i tom no nid to work ahx.. wat oso leslie here leslie thr.. pcb.. like him so much izzit.. ya lor.. leslie got nice body!! handsome.. all stuff she wan bah.. knn..

i tot it was over.. i was not tat angry/ piss off like last nite.. as usual gav me mornin call in e mornin.. todaymummy got to go ite.. dono whether she wakes up anot.. call her tis morning.. still.. show attitude tru e phone.. den fine lor.. if tat e case.. don tok lor.. knn.. waste my time.. my affort to say sorry.. wastin my time to tok to her!! fuck off.. i hav limit to ur attitude.. ur watever.. fuck! aint goin loong like tis!

BLEAH!

2008-03-18T11:22:00.003+08:00

went out on sat to orchard.. shoppin n watch movie.. step up 2.. wonderful show.. excellent dance.. freak out man.. tat sat was short.. didnt hav much time.. bought somethin for shawn bday.. den movie n head for hm..

was den bz on sun.. slp till song song.. go online.. tried to defer for ns.. still decidin to or not go for retake O LVL.. scare waste money.. haiz.. weekend was short.. soon goin to b april.. and school is abt to start.. haiz..

happy bday to me!!

2008-03-17T23:28:00.006+08:00

so long nver post... let see my bday present..

well done.. 10 pack of cig.. 200 stick.. power.. got a new mp4.. hehe.. yeah..

Later in e nite.. we head to conrad hotel n hav our dinner.. cost ard 300!! nice food.. nice place to go..

finish dinner jiu go hm liao.. shawn cant go out so late.. thank you so much for e cig n mp4.. thank you.. tis is my 19th bday!! sorry to the restif i didnt cal u out for dinner.. due to e limited space in my car.. so sorry..

Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait

2008-03-07T10:14:00.002+08:00

Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait

nice song.. i like e lyrics.. got my car ytd.. when to mummy new house.. at buangkok.. dono correct spellin anot.. got kok behind de.. den when hougang plaza see mother temple de BIG Event. den when to 85 market to eat supper.. nice car.. jus a simple lancer will do..

today.. fetch shawn darren kiwi to school.. at mama saw nike.. hmmm.. drive in de feelin zhen shuang... im not e driver.. haha.. someone else did.. he drove in.. n start hornin everyone blockin e way.. eyes stare into e car.. me carryin my winnie e pooh.. haha.. saw her today.. usin e bag i bought for her.. well.. no comment on tat.. hmmm.. today later in e nite.. goin to collect planks.. goin drifting tom.. haha.. counting down to my bday.. it on e sun.. i found couple of frenz.. havin e same bday.. hanisah as one.. few primary school frenz.. johnathan' mum, susan.. jack's wife.. hmmm.. gabriel's aunt.. haha.. so mani mani.. sunday goin to conrad hotel eat.. yummy.. tis yr got gf to acc me bday.. i hope on my 21th bday.. i hav e same gf to celebrate wit me... tis yr 19.. old le.. mature le.. cant waste my life tis yr.. regreted not puttin afford in studies.. should hav study hard for o lvl.. hmmm.. she was jus a chapter in my life.. her chapter taught me an important lesson.. great changing point in my life.. i jus wish her all e best in watever she done.. pint of view as a frenz.. nothin much..

Ten predictions

2008-03-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

Ten predictions for the year 2008 in SingaporeDec 28
2007
Based on the year 2007, I thereby predict the following will take place some time in 2008:
1. NWC will not recommend a wage increase for citizens.
2. Speculation of GST rising to 10%.
3. Taxi fares will increase not once, but TWICE.
4. Bus and train fares will both increase; citing rising operations’ cost for the increase.
5. SMRT and SBSTransit will report an increase in profits for the year 2007.
6. Singapore will be overrun by Chinese Nationals (albeit that’s a little far fetched, but still possible).
7. The government will announce the country is experiencing another great year of economic growth.
8. Civil servants will be given 2-3 months of bonus.
9. Singaporeans will continue to whine and bitch about the rising cost, but continue to do nothing about it.
10. Hilary Clinton will win the Presidential Election (not in Singapore, but who
cares).

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2008-02-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

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2008-02-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

hmmm mornin went to pass office to take pass.. hmmm.. waited thr sibei long.. tom go ms shoppin.. i wanna buy e mp3 leh.. walao veri attraction 4 gb onli $199.. hmmm..

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hmmm.. sunday mummy goin to batam liao.. haiz.. watever she go or do.. MOST of her 1st time is not wit me de lor.. haiz.. like go ktv.. go pub.. knn.. all wit her frenz.. haiz.. veri sad seh.. no 1st time.. not much impression= to no memories... wanna save lot of money.. in future no money = to no future.. ccb.. i wan this i wan tat.. but no education.. wan lan jiao!! seein frenz who r still studyin.. didnt put in effort.. keep goin out.. like nver study.. reali veri wat lor.. don wanna see them follow my footstep.. i scare 1 day mummy wil mind me.. no education how to giv her gd life.. haiz.. no education can onli write blog lor.. educated de all write letter de.. sue here sue thr.. haiz.. problems facin at hm makes me stress.. father don wan me study.. knn now is i wan study they don let.. sian.. wan me go NS.. haiz.. no cert go NS come out how to find job.. haiz.. im savin for my ite n retake o lvl de money.. haiz.. FUCK UP FAMILY..

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2008-02-28T14:56:00.003+08:00

sian ah... tom pay day.. get pay liao nid to return my debt.. haiz.. left not much money for e month.. next mth my bday liao.. how.. whos is buyin me present? will she wish me... haha.. wonder wat mummy get for me.. jay 2nd album.. can she find tat album?? haha.. comin holiday everyone can go out.. i still go to work.. don reali like workin life.. haiz.. mummy fell sick.. dono whether she still can go batam wit frenzs anot.. hmmm.. she cant get in to poly le.. goin to yishun ite.. me appealin to go ite simei.. dono can go in anot.. able to go in reali muz study if not.. i don wish to survive wit a paycheck of 1200 onli.. fuckin suck up amount.. haiz..

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2008-02-28T14:52:00.003+08:00

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Day b4 valentines' day

2008-02-13T23:10:00.004+08:00

so sian.. hmmm i brought ring for her.. got flowers.. send to her office.. today suddenly change work place.. knn.. so troublesome.. haiz.. every day at office place games.. haiz.. below a pic of wat we doin inside e office..

behind me.. tat Khai.. my partner.. hmm.. if u see him in person.. he look like louis koo.. Koo tian le... e malay version.. haha..

hmmm.. i got ring from sookee.. hmmm.. not reali VERI expensive.. still affordable.. den get her a neclace too.. from sookee.. she doesnt noe.. intend to giv her a surprise.. hmmm..

tom is valentine day.. i still got to work.. meetin mummy for dinner at riverside indonesia resturant.. her past work place.. she's in MOS rite now.. me!! not reali happi abt her goin to thr, tat kind of place.. i wonder wat so nice inside.. get ur butt slapped by other horny basturd.. or enjoy grindin.. it so fuckin cramp inside.. lol.. haiz.. she nver been to such place.. she wan to go see.. fine wit tat.. haiz.. knn... say her abit.. "ni guan wo" ccb... lim bei bu shi ni nan peng you lah.. knn.. sibei tulan.. haiz.. wanted to shout at her over e phone.. but haiz.. don wanna spoilt my mood for tom valentine day.. i oso dono y elisa like tat kind of place.. u wan to drink.. go nicer place like pub not tis kind wat.. wanted to show off how gd u r in drinkin or dancing?? haiz.. last week went out wit 2 guys.. to 430 am den come back.. cb.. so fuckin late.. i wonder wat time she comin hm tonite.. tat nite still go ktv.. so late still go thr.. wit e guys somemore.. NVER BEEN TO KTV WIT ME.. been thr wit her FRENz.. tat frenzz like veri close to her leh.. ccb.. wanted to go mos de but in e end nver.. haiz.. she wan b enjoyin now.. while im here sibei dulan.. johnathan bng say don tie her.. but she was like so despo to go such place.. let her been e 1st time.. i close both eyes.. haiz.. 1150 pm now.. see wat time she's back!!

Gong xi fa cai

2008-02-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

mummy join my family durin 5th feb our reunion dinner.. hmmm.. we ate at shaw tower.. eat seafood.. hmmm.. den 1st day of cny.. mornin go aunt place.. nite go uncle place.. den mummy join me for dinner at uncle place.. late nite.. me mummy my brother cousin n her bf watch ah long pte ltd at AMK hub.. not bad... haha.. next day.. went to father side thr.. nite time meet mummy for movie again.. i pick her up n went to cine leisure.. watch.. kung fu dunk.. jay is so cute lor.. haha.. ai si ta le... watch le jiu send her hm.. ytd still nid to work.. walao.. im half dead.. i havin flu cough n fever.. whole body no strength.. tis mornin mummy come n see me.. b4 she go to work.. so nice of her.. muackkzz...

Pics taken durin CNY 2008:

CNY

2008-02-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

jus got a job at airport cargo.. being a cargo officer.. hmmm.. do paper work.. sometime nid to see client.. sian.. hair muz b full black.. good bye to my hair colour.. hmmm.. basically at work.. quite relax.. see email send invoice..listen to phone calls.. salary $1200 + 50 transport fee.. hehe.. SUNLOGISTIC PTE LTD.. shawn's mother company..hehe.. tis few days... keep shopping wit shawn our cny clothes.. bought a long sleeve a jean from queentown.. a everlast t-shirt.. me n shawn got a same long sleeve.. shawn mummy n me.. got e same t-shirt at everlast.. hehe.. we intend to wear all same on my bday party..hehe.. hmmm.. valentine reachin.. dono wat to get for mummy.. she nid a phone.. rite now.. i cant.. muz wait for pay day.. haiz.. lookin forward for cny... gettin rich.. ang bao money $$$$ yeah..